I'm Done Wasting My Life Like This

[liques.meigsur]

I found out that I've been spending way too much time on my phone. and I've been really depressed lately. I feel miserable, hopeless, lonely. Sleep during the day and stay up at night worrying bout how life is going and the things I'm doing with my life. I feel like I have had enough of this. Constantly checking social media won't do shit. I've probably spend over 3 hours a day on instagram alone on reels and still can't name a single one that was actually useful and worth remembering.
All the interactions that I've had with people, friends etc. None of them really mean anything If I'm being completely honest. I still am super lonely time to time, still geiunely fw very few people, still in a shit financial space. So like what's even the fucking point of all this.
I'm showing up to the gym and working out properly 4-5 days a week. Tracking each day. I think that's the only thing I am doing right. The results are slow, Tryna optimize my diet as well. but honestly I feel like I am just making time dissapear with distractions. If I was scrolling reels and it was super fun and enjoyable for me and it felt completely worthwhile doing it, I woun't be complaining. the thing is I don't fucking enjoy these things and I'm still doing it and I think I'm selfaware enough to recognize that.

So the bottomline is from this day on, I'm basically going to stop watching any reels at all, completely cut my time off from instagram and other socials. Maybe post every now and then but no checking in every 15 minutes all fucking day. Probably spend time doing shit that actually matters to me. Let's see how that goes and if my mental health and everything actually gets better.

honeslty I understand a lot of people are going to think I'm corny as fuck for doing this (which it might actually is) but I guess just needed to put it out there somewhere. so fuck it

 

[Throw_Away]

honeslty I understand a lot of people are going to think I'm corny as fuck for doing this (which it might actually is) but I guess just needed to put it out there somewhere. so fuck it

I could be an asshole or encourage him, which pill to take?

 

[Senescence]

I found out that I've been spending way too much time on my phone. and I've been really depressed lately. I feel miserable, hopeless, lonely. Sleep during the day and stay up at night worrying bout how life is going and the things I'm doing with my life. I feel like I have had enough of this. Constantly checking social media won't do shit. I've probably spend over 3 hours a day on instagram alone on reels and still can't name a single one that was actually useful and worth remembering.
All the interactions that I've had with people, friends etc. None of them really mean anything If I'm being completely honest. I still am super lonely time to time, still geiunely fw very few people, still in a shit financial space. So like what's even the fucking point of all this.
I'm showing up to the gym and working out properly 4-5 days a week. Tracking each day. I think that's the only thing I am doing right. The results are slow, Tryna optimize my diet as well. but honestly I feel like I am just making time dissapear with distractions. If I was scrolling reels and it was super fun and enjoyable for me and it felt completely worthwhile doing it, I woun't be complaining. the thing is I don't fucking enjoy these things and I'm still doing it and I think I'm selfaware enough to recognize that.

So the bottomline is from this day on, I'm basically going to stop watching any reels at all, completely cut my time off from instagram and other socials. Maybe post every now and then but no checking in every 15 minutes all fucking day. Probably spend time doing shit that actually matters to me. Let's see how that goes and if my mental health and everything actually gets better.

honeslty I understand a lot of people are going to think I'm corny as fuck for doing this (which it might actually is) but I guess just needed to put it out there somewhere. so fuck it

inb4 fags spam DNR but good luck brah

 

[primal_shitmuncher]

good luck brah, mirin your motivation

you're more disciplined than most offtopic rotters

 

[Hurly saint]

I found out that I've been spending way too much time on my phone. and I've been really depressed lately. I feel miserable, hopeless, lonely. Sleep during the day and stay up at night worrying bout how life is going and the things I'm doing with my life. I feel like I have had enough of this. Constantly checking social media won't do shit. I've probably spend over 3 hours a day on instagram alone on reels and still can't name a single one that was actually useful and worth remembering.
All the interactions that I've had with people, friends etc. None of them really mean anything If I'm being completely honest. I still am super lonely time to time, still geiunely fw very few people, still in a shit financial space. So like what's even the fucking point of all this.
I'm showing up to the gym and working out properly 4-5 days a week. Tracking each day. I think that's the only thing I am doing right. The results are slow, Tryna optimize my diet as well. but honestly I feel like I am just making time dissapear with distractions. If I was scrolling reels and it was super fun and enjoyable for me and it felt completely worthwhile doing it, I woun't be complaining. the thing is I don't fucking enjoy these things and I'm still doing it and I think I'm selfaware enough to recognize that.

So the bottomline is from this day on, I'm basically going to stop watching any reels at all, completely cut my time off from instagram and other socials. Maybe post every now and then but no checking in every 15 minutes all fucking day. Probably spend time doing shit that actually matters to me. Let's see how that goes and if my mental health and everything actually gets better.

honeslty I understand a lot of people are going to think I'm corny as fuck for doing this (which it might actually is) but I guess just needed to put it out there somewhere. so fuck it

Js rot on .org g Ts Lwk be making my day bc I don’t have a life but overall Ina future Im prob js gonna cokemaxx or some bs and ascend till it end up killing me

 

[primal_shitmuncher]

I could be an asshole or encourage him, which pill to take?

least obvious correct answer

 

[Frenulum]

becoming a serial killer is law

 

[xX_ovrb4itstrtd_Xx]

once a month i open .org to write something like this and then remember not only does genuinely no one give a fuck but that im better writing it in a note or journal for myself

no amount of reps is gonna make you stick with this btw. its all you

 

[primal_shitmuncher]

once a month i open .org to write something like this and then remember not only does genuinely no one give a fuck but that im better writing it in a note or journal for myself

no amount of reps is gonna make you stick with this btw. its all you

mirin high iq take but the avi's making me crack up

 

[liques.meigsur]

once a month i open .org to write something like this and then remember not only does genuinely no one give a fuck but that im better writing it in a note or journal for myself

no amount of reps is gonna make you stick with this btw. its all you

I get you bro, just seeing if there are other poeple out there who might think like me. That's all

 

[liques.meigsur]

inb4 fags spam DNR but good luck brah

 

[xX_ovrb4itstrtd_Xx]

I get you bro, just seeing if there are other poeple out there who might think like me. That's all

i feel you

i was practically in your situation and had the same mindset/goal going into senior year hs, i fell apart after 6 months cause of a mental rut. id give you advice based off what i did and didnt do but i truly believe this video is all you need for staying on the right path Link

oh btw write shit down. if you have an idea for a goal or something to add/adjust/remove from your routine, write it down. you forget way more shit than you think you do