im drunk again

[pexy]

8 shots vodka

bludhdhhhh

 

[voks]

enjoy

 

[pexy]

enjoy

thanks brother

this is the best

 

[NotFun]

avg russian

 

[pexy]

@Prøphet @Mansur
@tansel

how’s your week been

 

[pexy]

avg russian

I’m #deathnic hahaha

 

[Slootlover]

8 shots vodka

bludhdhhhh

Text ur ex she want u

 

[Amuzant]

8 shots vodka

bludhdhhhh

Maria

 

[pexy]

Text ur ex she want u

I don’t have an ex

I’m KHHV truecel broooo

 

[pexy]

Maria

what’s this mean bro

 

[Amuzant]

what’s this mean bro

Travis scott

 

[pexy]

Travis scott

I don’t get the reference hahaha

Love u bro

 

[pexy]

bump

 

[pexy]

@Prøphet @Mansur
@tansel

how’s your week been

@Mansur

lmk how your week been brah

I care about you goat

 

[pexy]

Humppp

I just frank some coffee

Drink all night
Let’s fucking go

@filthycurrycel

How’s ur week been brah

 

[Mansur]

@Mansur

lmk how your week been brah

I care about you goat

Honestly Its always either rock bottom or somewhat normal

Ive gotten my first work shifts and actually socialized with people for the first time in years and it turned out Im very NT, also had a new opportunity to present myself the other way

Which isnt the real me but whatever

Gap year is pretty chill, kinda boring but my city has nice spots which dont get too boring and trying to engage in new hobbies, trying new stuff out

The reflection of my appearance is unavoidable, meaning the public treatment etc but at least I have smth to compensate it with

How have you been man?

8 shots vodka

bludhdhhhh

Hurts my heart to read this man, I want you to get out of this vicious circle and to get your life in your own hands by ascending your lifestyle

 

[pexy]

Why’s you wtf me brah @SecularIslamist
Mi thought we was friends beo

 

[SecularIslamist]

Why’s you wtf me brah @SecularIslamist
Mi thought we was friends beo

8 shots vodka

 

[pexy]

Honestly Its always either rock bottom or somewhat normal

first ornallvmm

im mirin beahv

love the vip

you deserve it bro

Ive gotten my first work shifts and actually socialized with people for the first time in years and it turned out Im very NT, also had a new opportunity to present myself the other way

W man

a job is so useful

money for looksmaxing + easy social interaction skills you can develop

hopefully you can become even more NT and make friends with your coworkers

“”Gap year is pretty chill, kinda boring but my city has nice spots which dont get too boring and trying to engage in new hobbies, trying new stuff outLl””

nice good to hear that

it’s good to keep yourself occupied

to keep your brain from torturing you

it’s nice to hear you’re going outside too Sometikes im very scared of going outside


More like all the time lol
I went out today was so anxious
Fuck ND bei

“”The reflection of my appearance is unavoidable, meaning the public treatment etc but at least I have smth to compensate it with””

what helps you compensate? the mask of Nyrotypicality?

How have you been man?

Shit tby

in one of the worst phases of my life

soon I will get paid

I wil buy a bunch of softmaxes

Hopefully will ascend me

I’m also doing therapy soon

And ssris

Will update you and @Prøphet wnd @tansel as I promised

Bad cycle right now

I’m praying I break out of it

For my own sake

Hurts my heart to read this man, I want you to get out of this vicious circle and to get your life in your own hands by ascending your lifestyle

Tbyh

alcohol and weed is all that makes me happy

Sadly

I know it’s bad

But I can’t stop tby

I just
Hope when i scend I’ll be happier

 

[pexy]

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tbh bro I’m not muslim

I always lacked the faith

I wish I could be

It would give me strength in this life

 

[sub5withgf]

Dnr

 

[pexy]

Dnr

Ok congrats bro

 

[deadmau154]

 

[pexy]

T

hars not me!!!!
wtf bro

 

[Mansur]

what helps you compensate?

Just discovering the world tbh, I stopped giving a Fuck abt peoples opinions, wanted to be fully free and just wanted to have the world all to myself

You just gotta practice more and more going outside, there is no reason to be anxious about

Even if you are unattractive who gives a shit most people are, and youll just flow in with the crowd which will make you unnoticeable so that you could do the things youd like without beeing bothered

Therapy is the biggest Cope but if you are this desperate for human connection, go for it. But never say too much, as they could report anything to the police anytime and claim it beeing an emergency situation

I hope you will get out of this phase, bad times dont last forever

There is a morning coming to your life

And the consumptiom of those substances may give you those temporary dopamine spikes but they would never actually solve the core problem

In fact would contibute in your body permanently functioning worse

You have to find inner peace, after that you focus on the other things

Without peace in life, nothings gonna be good

 

[jetzone]

mimicking faceiq

 

[pexy]

mimicking faceiq

fr bro

JUST need to get my face beat up then I’ll finally besrnlien him

 

[pexy]

Just discovering the world tbh, I stopped giving a Fuck abt peoples opinions, wanted to be fully free and just wanted to have the world all to myself

that’s amazing to hear

so happy for you bro

dropping anxiety and just living life must be an amazing feeling

The world can beautiful b if you let it be

Even if you are unattractive who gives a shit most people are, and youll just flow in with the crowd which will make you unnoticeable so that you could do the things youd like without beeing bothered

I wish I could adopt this mentality
Mucus it’s genuinely true

But my brain is against me man

Therapy is the biggest Cope but if you are this desperate for human connection, go for it. But never say too much, as they could report anything to the police anytime and claim it beeing an emergency situation

I know it is tbh

My therapist won’t really give a fuck about me

But I need to speak to someone irl face to face man

I can’t speak to my family

They abuse me kinda

But I need to release

And try fix myself

And don’t worry I’m a giga LDARer

it’s not like I have anything in my mind which could legally damage me lol


too sensitive to gonER

I don’t like hurting peopl

Even foids

There is a morning coming to your life

This made my chuckle a bit

The only thing coming tomorrow morning is a hangover

So more pain lol

But it’s ok

I understood your message

And the consumptiom of those substances may give you those temporary dopamine spikes but they would never actually solve the core problem

In fact would contibute in your body permanently functioning worse

You have to find inner peace, after that you focus on the other things

Without peace in life, nothings gonna be good

I do agree

I need these substances whilst I’m still LTN

my brain is genuinely torture when I’m sober

all I need is to ascend man

and trying find a woman who loves me

But that feels impossible tbylh

I’m so scarred

Don’t think I can ever fully heslv

Buttvhoorfullyn s good tfuturenis ahead of me

 

[SecularIslamist]

tbh bro I’m not muslim

I always lacked the faith

I wish I could be

It would give me strength in this life

It's fine I don't blame you. I was the same when younger. Even now I wouldn't say I do as I should. Even though I have faith I am too fucking lazy to act on it.

 

[pexy]

It's fine I don't blame you. I was the same when younger. Even now I wouldn't say I do as I should. Even though I have faith I am too fucking lazy to act on it.

being devoted to religion is really tough man

like death is abosilute

And i know it is certain

so id absolutely worship death if it were god

but with Allah

if he truly exists

he have me this gorriblen life lol

and I did nothing to deserve it

how could I ever truly believe in his mercy and benevolence

 

[SecularIslamist]

being devoted to religion is really tough man

like death is abosilute

And i know it is certain

so id absolutely worship death if it were god

but with Allah

if he truly exists

he have me this gorriblen life lol

and I did nothing to deserve it

how could I ever truly believe in his mercy and benevolence

Problem of Evil / theodicy.

These were questions I'd ask when I was an armchair philosopher.

These are all theological questions these are nothing even to do with Islam atp.

 

[pexy]

Problem of Evil / theodicy.

These were questions I'd ask when I was an armchair philosopher.

These are all theological questions these are nothing even to do with Islam atp.

that’s true

I know that “muh if god good why my life bad?” Is a stupid argument

I’d believe in Islam if I had the faith

I was actually born Muslim

I think that my childhood issues pushed me away from it

I’d love to take refuge in god

even if he was truly just a fake man made concept

 

[SecularIslamist]

that’s true

I know that “muh if god good why my life bad?” Is a stupid argument

I’d believe in Islam if I had the faith

I was actually born Muslim

I think that my childhood issues pushed me away from it

I’d love to take refuge in god

even if he was truly just a fake man made concept

I kinda had a crisis of faith when I was younger. Although I never really decided to stop being Muslim. Ironically it was guys like Nietzsche, Sarte and I took that leap of faith from sitting on the fence all the time.

Can't say I'm the most practicing. But as long as you're not in that phase of uncertainty about everything because that's just paralysis. Some people are happy to embrace the chaos, uncertainty, lack of meaning etc others (probably myself) see a reason and meaning behind everything and want ultimate answers.

 

[pexy]

I kinda had a crisis of faith when I was younger. Although I never really decided to stop being Muslim. Ironically it was guys like Nietzsche, Sarte and I took that leap of faith from sitting on the fence all the time.

Can't say I'm the most practicing. But as long as you're not in that phase of uncertainty about everything because that's just paralysis. Some people are happy to embrace the chaos, uncertainty, lack of meaning etc others (probably myself) see a reason and meaning behind everything and want ultimate answers.

to
Be honest I’m kinda of in that phase

ive become fully nihilist

I don’t see the point or anything

even LM is meaningless to me

given than worms will devour all of us eventually

I only try to ascend to live a better life

even though there’s no meaning in living a ‘good’ or ‘bad’ life

given that good and bad aren’t really true concepts either

but I still do it because I feel miserable

I don’t think there’s a path back to god for me

I feel like I’m too far gone to ever try and truly come backv

tby I don’t think it matter if you’re the most practicing

I know that salah is of utmost importance

missing salah is a bigger sin than murder

but as long as you have that true fear and belief in Allah

he’ll show mercy to you

 

[algerianmogger]

Not the best site to be in while drunk

 

[pexy]

Not the best site to be in while drunk

haha

ima loser

got nothing better to do lol

 

[SecularIslamist]

to
Be honest I’m kinda of in that phase

ive become fully nihilist

I don’t see the point or anything

even LM is meaningless to me

given than worms will devour all of us eventually

I only try to ascend to live a better life

even though there’s no meaning in living a ‘good’ or ‘bad’ life

given that good and bad aren’t really true concepts either

but I still do it because I feel miserable

I don’t think there’s a path back to god for me

I feel like I’m too far gone to ever try and truly come backv

tby I don’t think it matter if you’re the most practicing

It depends on the person. I agree I think many people are faithless as a result of their own ways and thought processes. In Islam everyone has a natural disposition to god called fitrah but loses it as a result of language, culture and habits.

I know that salah is of utmost importance


missing salah is a bigger sin than murder

but as long as you have that true fear and belief in Allah

he’ll show mercy to you

I don't think the second sentence is true
I'm not sure even a khawarij would agree.

 

[pexy]

It depends on the person. I agree I think many people are faithless as a result of their own ways and thought processes. In Islam everyone has a natural disposition to god called fitrah but loses it as a result of language, culture and habits.

pretty interesting

hopefully I can make my way back to it one day

I don’t even know if I’m going to marry a Muslim girl tbh

I don't think the second sentence is true
I'm not sure even a khawarij would agree.

The Prophet (salallāhu ‘alaihi wasallam) said:

إِنَّ أَوَّلَ مَا يُحَاسَبُ النَّاسُ بِهِ يَوْمَ الْقِيَامَةِ مِنْ أَعْمَالِهِمُ الصَّلاَةُ قَالَ يَقُولُ رَبُّنَا جَلَّ وَعَزَّ لِمَلاَئِكَتِهِ وَهُوَ أَعْلَمُ انْظُرُوا فِي صَلاَةِ عَبْدِي أَتَمَّهَا أَمْ نَقَصَهَا فَإِنْ كَانَتْ تَامَّةً كُتِبَتْ لَهُ تَامَّةً وَإِنْ كَانَ انْتَقَصَ مِنْهَا شَيْئًا قَالَ انْظُرُوا هَلْ لِعَبْدِي مِنْ تَطَوُّعٍ فَإِنْ كَانَ لَهُ تَطَوُّعٌ قَالَ أَتِمُّوا لِعَبْدِي فَرِيضَتَهُ مِنْ تَطَوُّعِهِ ثُمَّ تُؤْخَذُ الأَعْمَالُ عَلَى ذَاكُمْ

“The first matter that the people will be called to account for on the Day of Judgement from their deeds will be the Prayer. Our Lord, the Exalted, will say to the angels, though He knows better: ‘Look into the prayer of My servant and see whether he has offered it perfectly or deficiently.’ If it is perfect, it will be recorded as perfect. If it is deficient, He will say: ‘See if there are some optional prayers offered by My servant.’ If he has optional prayers, Allah will say: ‘Compensate the obligatory Prayers with the optional Prayers for My servant.’Then all the actions will be accounted similarly.”

might be wrong that it’s worse than murder

I remember seeing hadith somewhere

overall tho it’s pretty bad

inshallah you can find it in yourself to pray consistently soon

we all gonna make it to jannah for the 72 virgins brah

 

[SecularIslamist]

pretty interesting

hopefully I can make my way back to it one day

I don’t even know if I’m going to marry a Muslim girl tbh

The Prophet (salallāhu ‘alaihi wasallam) said:

إِنَّ أَوَّلَ مَا يُحَاسَبُ النَّاسُ بِهِ يَوْمَ الْقِيَامَةِ مِنْ أَعْمَالِهِمُ الصَّلاَةُ قَالَ يَقُولُ رَبُّنَا جَلَّ وَعَزَّ لِمَلاَئِكَتِهِ وَهُوَ أَعْلَمُ انْظُرُوا فِي صَلاَةِ عَبْدِي أَتَمَّهَا أَمْ نَقَصَهَا فَإِنْ كَانَتْ تَامَّةً كُتِبَتْ لَهُ تَامَّةً وَإِنْ كَانَ انْتَقَصَ مِنْهَا شَيْئًا قَالَ انْظُرُوا هَلْ لِعَبْدِي مِنْ تَطَوُّعٍ فَإِنْ كَانَ لَهُ تَطَوُّعٌ قَالَ أَتِمُّوا لِعَبْدِي فَرِيضَتَهُ مِنْ تَطَوُّعِهِ ثُمَّ تُؤْخَذُ الأَعْمَالُ عَلَى ذَاكُمْ

“The first matter that the people will be called to account for on the Day of Judgement from their deeds will be the Prayer. Our Lord, the Exalted, will say to the angels, though He knows better: ‘Look into the prayer of My servant and see whether he has offered it perfectly or deficiently.’ If it is perfect, it will be recorded as perfect. If it is deficient, He will say: ‘See if there are some optional prayers offered by My servant.’ If he has optional prayers, Allah will say: ‘Compensate the obligatory Prayers with the optional Prayers for My servant.’Then all the actions will be accounted similarly.”

might be wrong that it’s worse than murder

I remember seeing hadith somewhere

overall tho it’s pretty bad

inshallah you can find it in yourself to pray consistently soon

Yeah I'm aware it's the first thing that's asked but missing / not doing prayer even amongst the most radical scholars is not worse than murder. Never heard a comparative statement like that and if it was true than guys like @PrinceLuenLeoncur would be bringing it up in every religious debate I have with him

we all gonna make it to jannah for the 72 virgins brah

Would pray every N

 

[pexy]

Yeah I'm aware it's the first thing that's asked but missing / not doing prayer even amongst the most radical scholars is not worse than murder. Never heard a comparative statement like that and if it was true than guys like @PrinceLuenLeoncur would be bringing it up in every religious debate I have with him

Would pray every N

I mean I’m drunk as fuck right now so probable chance I’m chatting out my ass

but I do think I saw it

it’s a major sin to not pray tho I’m like 99% sure

tby the only times I ever did pray I only did it to please my father haha

not in true devotion to god

brutal

dude if Islam is real I’ll be so happy

I mean I’ll prob go to hell but eventually go to heaven with Kaffir mark oh my head

but I don’t care

I’ll get dozens of virgins all to my KHHV self

just thinking of that makes me want to pray JFL o

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

I mean I’m drunk as fuck right now so probable chance I’m chatting out my ass

but I do think I saw it

it’s a major sin to not pray tho I’m like 99% sure

tby the only times I ever did pray I only did it to please my father haha

not in true devotion to god

brutal

dude if Islam is real I’ll be so happy

I mean I’ll prob go to hell but eventually go to heaven with Kaffir mark oh my head

but I don’t care

I’ll get dozens of virgins all to my KHHV self

just thinking of that makes me want to pray JFL o

Your like me, when I’m drunk I become super religious dunno why I theorise it’s your soul trying and longing for a connection to god maybe you’re stressed out and dissatisfied with life. I know I am, I’m a Christian myself but whenever I got drunk I’d become a hippie zealot.

In my religion it’s is Prelest (Spiritual delusion) to be vigilant.

 

[pexy]

Your like me, when I’m drunk I become super religious dunno why I theorise it’s your soul trying and longing for a connection to god maybe you’re stressed out and dissatisfied with life. I know I am, I’m a Christian myself but whenever I got drunk I’d become a hippie zealot.

In my religion it’s is Prelest (Spiritual delusion) to be vigilant.

yeah I think I’m just searching for a reason to continue on

I don’t think I’ll ever find a girl who’ll truly accept and love me with all my mental and physical flaws

and stay with me forever

so I search for god knowing that he’ll accept me with all my imperfections

but deep down I feel like he doesn’t exist

and I wish I didn’t feel that way

I wish I could blindly be devoted to him and his greatness

sadly this life is built to torture me

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

yeah I think I’m just searching for a reason to continue on

I don’t think I’ll ever find a girl who’ll truly accept and love me with all my mental and physical flaws

and stay with me forever

so I search for god knowing that he’ll accept me with all my imperfections

but deep down I feel like he doesn’t exist

and I wish I didn’t feel that way

I wish I could blindly be devoted to him and his greatness

sadly this life is built to torture me

Yeah I am the same I was just having the same thought today. Be honest do you also cry when you’re drunk? I know I’m very emotional when I’m drunk and all my insecurities and anxieties about life come flooding out eventually

Like you, I don’t think I’ll ever have a girl who’ll like me in my country, I’ll never have a girl who loves me. Now I admit can I get sex? Rarely like VERY ZRWRELY, but a meaningful relationship? Never. No woman would ever look past my non NTness and like me for me I know how you feel bro. It’s sad but that’s how it is. Women are evil and have super high standards and have 0 tolerance for any slip ups. I even considered going into the Monastery to become a Monk to avoid this path I know a few guys who are doing this already cos they are incels

My advice is to GEOmaxx it’s my last chance and hope to ascend I know the West is GAME OVER screen for guys like us.

 

[pexy]

Yeah I am the same I was just having the same thought today. Be honest do you also cry when you’re drunk? I know I’m very emotional when I’m drunk and all my insecurities and anxieties about life come flooding out eventually

I don’t as I can’t bring myself to physically cry. I feel so depressed though. my emotions have been repressed by those around me my entire childhood so I’m just used to feeling miserable all the time and masking it

Like you, I don’t think I’ll ever have a girl who’ll like me in my country, I’ll never have a girl who loves me. Now I admit can I get sex? Rarely like VERY ZRWRELY, but a meaningful relationship? Never. No woman would ever look past my non NTness and like me for me I know how you feel bro. It’s sad but that’s how it is. Women are evil and have super high standards and have 0 tolerance for any slip ups. I even considered going into the Monastery to become a Monk to avoid this path I know a few guys who are doing this already cos they are incels

I feel the same

getting sex is easy as there’s tons of sluts out there who’ll fuck absolutely anyone just for some sexual stimulation. escortmaxing is easy as fuck too. to be loved? impossible haha

all these women who are in relationships with below average men because of their “good personalities” would immediately dump him for a chad with the same personality. true love doesn’t exist, And if it does, god will not spare me it.

My advice is to GEOmaxx it’s my last chance and hope to ascend I know the West is GAME OVER screen for guys like us.

that was my plan tbh

my plan was to go to the Middle East and get married off to a MTB virgin but there’s honestly too many barriers (linguistically, culturally and religiously) to it so I wouldn’t even have a happy marriage. I’ll never be loved by a girl I love too and that’s all there is to it