im drunk again

[blinkers]

tbh i kinda like when that happens

last time i got blackout drunk i woke up to my phone completely smashed and had to save for a new one

but i like the mysteriousness of it

having to question those around me to figure out what the hell happened lol

Honestly yeah, me too I woke up apparently me and my girlfriend were screaming the whole time I don’t even remember what

She had some weird bruises on her, like on her hips and knees but I assume it’s just from her throwing herself cuz she always does that when she’s drunk

 

[pexy]

both

it was a strabismus surgery

i see

so let’s say you were cross eyed at a level of 10 (on a scale of 1-10)

where you put your cross eyedness now post-op?

are you hungover rn

yeah

it’s 6.30am for me right now

i went to bed at 2am and woke up at 4.30am

couldn’t fall back to sleep

just been mentally tormenting myself these last couple hours

think it’s because the drunk i had last night was a pretty depressing one so now that i’ve sobered up i feel like both physical and mental shit

 

[pexy]

Honestly yeah, me too I woke up apparently me and my girlfriend were screaming the whole time I don’t even remember what

She had some weird bruises on her, like on her hips and knees but I assume it’s just from her throwing herself cuz she always does that when she’s drunk

damn haha i kinda relate to her

whenever im up on my feet when im drunk i always stumble and fall over everywhere

so i like to sit down

my drunks are 50/50 on vibes

sometimes im super energetic and feel on top of the earth

other times im just extremely depressed and neurotic

there’s no middle ground

 

[pexy]

holy shit thats a lot wtf
you've been drinking a lot i hope ur okay bro and it gets better

mines been kinda bad tbh
i feel lonely asf
idk what to do i just need some more time
feels like im running out of it
i regret a lot of stuff

yeah haha

i tend to drink pretty heavy

im starting to drink more and more often ive noticed so ive gotta get a grip on that

i feel you man

time is so relentless

im 19 and feel like the same 14 year old

nothings changed

still in the same cycle carrying the same wounds

i regret a lot too man