mahxd
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I have been insecure for so many days because of my height and physical skills and I always had anxiety talking to people without someone else there to help, especially trying to make friends was so hard cause I felt I was gonna be too ugly for them or too short or too slow and become a joke to the person I'm trying to talk/ be friends with and I don't know my native language that well or the other languages they speak in my city so I feel embarrassed having to ask what it means when some one roast me in the language. In school I have usually been the slowest,shortest and weakest of the class and I never was good at any games so I used to be a kinda last pick in dodgeball and I never knew how to play anything else like basketball and I wanted to start looksmaxing but I can't get my self to do the stuff I need to like bonesmashing cause my family would get worried or smth and I don't do any cardio and I have just been gaining weight and I could do cardio by going and playing with my friends but I feel embarrassed cause I'm so far compared to when I last saw my friends and I had maybe 1 inch growth in height in 3 months I just want help or try doing the buccal fat diy thing but I don't have supplies and my mom wouldn't let me I'm gonna get hate for this but I'm just looking for answers I'm 12 5'0 and 55-61 kg I'm at 28% bodyfat I think (please don't be rude it's my first time on this site)
