i'm ending my parents

[hax]

I already cried out to my parents, beggin them to let me pin anything but i had dogshit knowlege and articulation and they just sent me to a psychologist.
It's too late to act normal now so i'll just give it a second chance as i can't endure my reflection.

IF THEY SOMEHOW SAY NO I'LL LEAK MY PLANS AND LIE TO SCARE THEM

1) I GIVE A PRESENTATION IN
I write a whole article on dangers and and this time E-MAIL them a powerpoint or something where it explains the dangers and solutions.

if they say no...
2) PINNING AT SCHOOL LIE
I'll say that my friend is currently thinking abt running a cycle too and that if they don't let me pin at home i'll pin at school w/ my friend and split the dose with him (obviously fake story)

if they say they don't care...
3) DANGERS AND SCHOOL EXPELL
I will say that i might get caught and expelled, or even hit a nerve and get infected real bad, but saying i don't care because it's worth it and i don't care abt living if i'm ugly

if they still tell me to do it then..
4) OVERALL REASON
I'll say that splitting with my friend will give minimal results and only danger and that i'll have to get insane surgery, reduce my lifespan with an insane cycle of roids once i leave the house and probably lose myself (all lies, im a brokecel)


I'll also make sure to say that i'll never forgive them if they keep denying.

IM NOT RETARDED EITHER SO I WILL KEEP SECRET THE FACT THAT MY JOB MONEY IS INSTANTLY GETTING SPENT ON CYCLING, LIKE THAT THEY DON'T KNOW WHY I'M WORKING AND THEY CAN'T STEAL MY MONEY

AS OF RN I'M ONLY GETTING ON HGH BUT I MIGHT ADD SOME MORE LATER ON (OR EVEN PAY MYSELF IF IT'S CHEAP NOT TO ASK THEM FOR TOO MUCH)

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@Bryce @Psocho

 

[Eltrē]

 

[hax]

need validation

 

[Proex]

Not that bad

 

[pentamogged9000]

only a fat retard tells anyone let alone their parents about roids

 

[hax]

only a fat retard tells anyone let alone their parents about roids

Whatever gets me to convince them, i alr ruined my self image a while ago and there is no reason i should retain myself from taking a chance. I honestly did not want to but yk, i don't want to be too soft and let them reject me.

 

[averagenormie]

I already cried out to my parents, beggin them to let me pin anything but i had dogshit knowlege and articulation and they just sent me to a psychologist.
It's too late to act normal now so i'll just give it a second chance as i can't endure my reflection.

IF THEY SOMEHOW SAY NO I'LL LEAK MY PLANS AND LIE TO SCARE THEM

1) I GIVE A PRESENTATION IN
I write a whole article on dangers and and this time E-MAIL them a powerpoint or something where it explains the dangers and solutions.

if they say no...
2) PINNING AT SCHOOL LIE
I'll say that my friend is currently thinking abt running a cycle too and that if they don't let me pin at home i'll pin at school w/ my friend and split the dose with him (obviously fake story)

if they say they don't care...
3) DANGERS AND SCHOOL EXPELL
I will say that i might get caught and expelled, or even hit a nerve and get infected real bad, but saying i don't care because it's worth it and i don't care abt living if i'm ugly

if they still tell me to do it then..
4) OVERALL REASON
I'll say that splitting with my friend will give minimal results and only danger and that i'll have to get insane surgery, reduce my lifespan with an insane cycle of roids once i leave the house and probably lose myself (all lies, im a brokecel)


I'll also make sure to say that i'll never forgive them if they keep denying.

IM NOT RETARDED EITHER SO I WILL KEEP SECRET THE FACT THAT MY JOB MONEY IS INSTANTLY GETTING SPENT ON CYCLING, LIKE THAT THEY DON'T KNOW WHY I'M WORKING AND THEY CAN'T STEAL MY MONEY

AS OF RN I'M ONLY GETTING ON HGH BUT I MIGHT ADD SOME MORE LATER ON (OR EVEN PAY MYSELF IF IT'S CHEAP NOT TO ASK THEM FOR TOO MUCH)

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@Bryce @Psocho

Just drink soylent, it has all the nutrients needed for testosterone

 

[hax]

Just drink soylent, it has all the nutrients needed for testosterone

 

[Psocho]

ROFL just buy a mini-fridge and hide ur stuff in it and cover it up with clothes
No need to tell them

 

[hax]

ROFL just buy a mini-fridge and hide ur stuff in it and cover it up with clothes
No need to tell them

That was my first plan but i keep getting rejected by minimum wage jobs. At this pace i'll pin in so long, i just want to try and get them on my side to pin earlier. But if they deny yea i'll go back to my first plan again.

 

[Psocho]

That was my first plan but i keep getting rejected by minimum wage jobs. At this pace i'll pin in so long, i just want to try and get them on my side to pin earlier. But if they deny yea i'll go back to my first plan again.

Go to your first plan.

Its summer,there’s plenty of easy summer jobs and if u still don’t get accepted->
Its your CV

No parents is accepting their child to take steroids

 

[hax]

Go to your first plan.

Its summer,there’s plenty of easy summer jobs and if u still don’t get accepted->
Its your CV

No parents is accepting their child to take steroids

I said i was going to tell them i was going to hop on roids in the future to cover up the growth they stoll from me. Ofc i'm never hopping on roids it's just to tell them how bad it gets.

I am still applying for jobs but every single shop is full right now, i just decided to talk about that with them to hopefully get them to pay for me, in a way that i stop streessing abt getting a job and acc just get it paid by my parents (it's like a sidequest that potentially gets me to skip the hard part of the main mission).

 

[kurd]

i thought of something super different when i saw the title….

 

[trashbinxoxo]

i thought of something super different when i saw the title….

Me too I thought this would be the end of the forum

 

[Bryce]

Thought you were gonna kill your parents tbh

 

[hax]

Thought you were gonna kill your parents tbh

Me too I thought this would be the end of the forum

i thought of something super different when i saw the title….

i only realized too late

 

[Psocho]

I said i was going to tell them i was going to hop on roids in the future to cover up the growth they stoll from me. Ofc i'm never hopping on roids it's just to tell them how bad it gets.

I am still applying for jobs but every single shop is full right now, i just decided to talk about that with them to hopefully get them to pay for me, in a way that i stop streessing abt getting a job and acc just get it paid by my parents (it's like a sidequest that potentially gets me to skip the hard part of the main mission).

wait I don’t understand do you wanna hop on or not?You told me you wanted to get a more dimorphism face so you wanted to pin but now you dont wanna do it?

Im confused

 

[hax]

wait I don’t understand do you wanna hop on or not?You told me you wanted to get a more dimorphism face so you wanted to pin but now you dont wanna do it?

Im confused

I'm lost too, some day i just come to accept my fate but the next i realize it's over so i just end up crying and dreaming about cycles. It's so hard to live day and night. I don't want to chase hyper masculinity and i'm certain of that but it doesn't stop me from looking repellant nontheless and crying at night.

 

[Psocho]

I'm lost too, some day i just come to accept my fate but the next i realize it's over so i just end up crying and dreaming about cycles. It's so hard to live day and night. I don't want to chase hyper masculinity and i'm certain of that but it doesn't stop me from looking repellant nontheless and crying at night.

Then you don’t want it enough.If you really wanted it you would find a way do it.
Don’t forget to rep me

 

[CD34]

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