I'm feeling like the blackpill took control over me

[Deleted member 23472]

And there is no escape. I've tried to imagine my life without it, ascending and forgetting about it, dreaming on breaking free, but you cannot escape reality.

 

[Deleted member 23472]

And how can you embrace your inceldom? It's probably the only way to break free

 

[Lebgfinal]

Since I'm an ugly truecel, I'm starting to just find hobbies cope to ignore my life loneliness. It does work kind of, I'm studying at school and making some small coding projects and stuff.
I need to accept to live without ever experiencing basic loves, its sad but it is how it is, i cannot achieve such a thing with my ugly face.
Just come peace with it.

 

[Deleted member 23472]

Since I'm an ugly truecel, I'm starting to just find hobbies cope to ignore my life loneliness. It does work kind of, I'm studying at school and making some small coding projects and stuff.
I need to accept to live without ever experiencing basic loves, its sad but it is how it is, i cannot achieve such a thing with my ugly face.
Just come peace with it.

I just cannot escape the way people treat me irl, unless I'm a schizo, but anyway, i still try to take attention to every single bit of interaction i have with other people. I don't know why i do it because it's just ropefuel.