I'm forever an abused dog

[Jason Voorhees]

I have evrything that Id wished for but I'm still an abused dog. Once an abused dog forever and abused dog. @imontheloose @Swarthy Knight

 

[Jason Voorhees]

@Nexom @BigBallsLarry @SplashJuice

 

[imontheloose]

 

[Deleted member 272842]

I have evrything that Id wished for but I'm still an abused dog. Once an abused dog forever and abused dog. @imontheloose @Swarthy Knight

hopefully things change for the better Mr Voorhees

 

[Jason Voorhees]

View attachment 4512897

I know that very well. Even after full time work starts i know my ass will be rotting here anyway. There's no escape

 

[Deleted member 303625]

i hate how if a girl dominates you once she will dominate you forever no matter what you do

 

[Noctiѕ]

I know that very well. Even after full time work starts i know my ass will be rotting here anyway. There's no escape

quit ur job get surgeries to ascend and live a life with a stacy. don’t wage slave if ur not planning on using it to help improve your looks

 

[Noctiѕ]

i hate how if a girl dominates you once she will dominate you forever no matter what you do

whip out your bbc then she will shut up

 

[imontheloose]

I know that very well. Even after full time work starts i know my ass will be rotting here anyway. There's no escape

Two net abused dog refugees discuss their doom:

 

[Deleted member 180145]

@Saint Casanova alt confirmed

 

[billythekid]

I feel you

 

[SplashJuice]

u think so? why man

 

[Saint Casanova]

@Saint Casanova alt confirmed

Yeah because of you micks and Slavs

 

[billythekid]

i hate how if a girl dominates you once she will dominate you forever no matter what you do

Dealing with this shit right now, I fucked up cus I was young and naive now I’m facing the consequences

 

[Jason Voorhees]

u think so? why man

Like how an abused dog'e brain learned early that the world isn't safe, that love can turn into pain real quick, so it stays on high alert. I Hypervigilance waiting for the next hit even when no one is raising the hand. I'm the same it changes in how the nervous system works, trauma and prolonged loneliness rewires the amygdala, cortisol levels all that shit.

So even when you have everything you ever wished for and still flinch when someone moves too fast, or feel empty even when you should be happy. All the good stuff is real. I know that in my head I've got it better than I ever dreamed but down in the body im the same broken teenager that I once was posting on the forum. That old fear doesn't just vanish because the circumstances changed. It's wired in deep. I try my best to mitigate and rise above but an abused dog never forgets it's days when it was abused like @TechnoBoss said people don't simply change after they ascend in life

@imontheloose

 

[SplashJuice]

Like how an abused dog'e brain learned early that the world isn't safe, that love can turn into pain real quick, so it stays on high alert. I'm the same. Hypervigilance waiting for the next it changes in how the nervous system works trauma rewires the amygdala, cortisol levels all that shit.

So even when you have everything you ever wished for and still flinch when someone moves too fast, or feel empty even when you should be happy. All the good stuff is real. I know that in my head I've got it better than I ever dreamed but down in the body im the same broken teenager that I once was posting on the forum. That old fear doesn't just vanish because the circumstances changed. It's wired in deep. I try my best to mitigate and rise above but an abused dog never forgets it's days when it was abused @TechnoBoss said many people don't simply change after they ascend in life

@imontheloose

isnt that good though? who wants to be clueless and just enjoy things like chimpanzees would, being aware is good

 

[ltnbrownacnecel]

I have nothing bhai.

 

[ForSKJ]

Like how an abused dog'e brain learned early that the world isn't safe, that love can turn into pain real quick, so it stays on high alert. I Hypervigilance waiting for the next hit even when no one is raising the hand. I'm the same it changes in how the nervous system works, trauma and prolonged loneliness rewires the amygdala, cortisol levels all that shit.

So even when you have everything you ever wished for and still flinch when someone moves too fast, or feel empty even when you should be happy. All the good stuff is real. I know that in my head I've got it better than I ever dreamed but down in the body im the same broken teenager that I once was posting on the forum. That old fear doesn't just vanish because the circumstances changed. It's wired in deep. I try my best to mitigate and rise above but an abused dog never forgets it's days when it was abused @TechnoBoss said many people don't simply change after they ascend in life

@imontheloose

i feel like this too. thats why I want to do shrooms and rewire the way my brain is.

 

[Jason Voorhees]

isnt that good though? who wants to be clueless and just enjoy things like chimpanzees would, being aware is good

The abused dog brain isn't just aware it's stuck in survival mode. It scans for threats that aren't there, turns neutral things into danger, e. That awareness comes at the cost of anxiety, numbness, feeling detached even when good shit is happening. You're not enjoying things like a chimpanzee because you're wise you're not enjoying them because you are still braced for impact

 

[Jason Voorhees]

I have nothing bhai.

Dont edit it out

 

[ltnbrownacnecel]

Dont edit it out

I just added bhai to the end .

 

[SplashJuice]

The abused dog brain isn't just aware it's stuck in survival mode. It scans for threats that aren't there, turns neutral things into danger, e. That awareness comes at the cost of anxiety, numbness, feeling detached even when good shit is happening. You're not enjoying things like a chimpanzee because you're wise you're not enjoying them because you are still braced for impact

oh yeah true, that's brutal as fuck man

 

[Swarthy Knight]

You're young tho. As you get older you'll become more accustomed to what you've accomplished and it'll change the wiring of your brain

 

[Jason Voorhees]

You're young tho. As you get older you'll become more accustomed to what you've accomplished and it'll change the wiring of your brain

That's what I'm hoping too. I am slowly trying to learn how to but it's going to take time

 

[Deleted member 293638]

Chatgpt said you're retarded

 

[Deleted member 293638]

Chatgpt said you're retarded

 

[dawooddX]

I have evrything that Id wished for but I'm still an abused dog. Once an abused dog forever and abused dog. @imontheloose @Swarthy Knight

really bro?? is this true

i did jaw fillers 3 days ago. and like for the first time iv genuiely started being satisfied with my face and iv grown taller(almost 6,2). appearance wise iv been slowly coming to terms. but idk if ill ever fully get rid of unsatisfied feeling that comes with being in this community or out of it

 

[Klasik616]

You have a girlfriend, a job and you still consider yourself an abused dog?

 

[Lightskin Ethnic]

over for us if a performative genetically elite hindu bull like jason has ptsd

what hope do us OBCs have @Swarthy Knight @banku don

 

[Jason Voorhees]

You have a girlfriend, a job and you still consider yourself an abused dog?

over for us if a performative genetically elite hindu bull like jason has ptsd

what hope do us OBCs have @Swarthy Knight @banku don

Read my replies above.

 

[Lightskin Ethnic]

Read my replies above.

U need to go to that Tamil poop village festival for some fresh air

 

[Lightskin Ethnic]

U need to go to that Tamil poop village festival for some fresh air

im jk bhai visit rishikesh/north-east with ur gf

ur struggles sound like that of ananya pandey to the common man

 

[Swarthy Knight]

over for us if a performative genetically elite hindu bull like jason has ptsd

what hope do us OBCs have @Swarthy Knight @banku don

Jason is Christian not Hindu. Even the best curries that ascend are not Dharmic we need more representation

 

[Lightskin Ethnic]

Jason is Christian not Hindu. Even the best curries that ascend are not Dharmic we need more representation

nigga we all know he's christian

but come on: rajesh fernandez

 

[Deleted member 303625]

, I fucked up cus I was young and naive now

be naive once and you are fucked forever....

 

[DrunkenSailor]

I have evrything that Id wished for

Elaborate

 

[Daddy's Home]

Even if all users woke up tomorrow morning as 6'6 chads, they would still behave in this manner..

 

[zygosmasher]

I have evrything that Id wished for but I'm still an abused dog. Once an abused dog forever and abused dog. @imontheloose @Swarthy Knight

I feel you. But as we both already know it’s better to show off like you’re the man with 0 worries and confidence than showing our true selves. Except for maybe on this forum yeah. Good luck pal you’re not alone

 

[Prøphet]

View attachment 4513969

Genuinely how do you fix this I relate to every single part

 

[Jason Voorhees]

Elaborate

Dont want to turn into a gay brag thread or whatever but yeah I am grateful for all for evrything that God gave me.