I’m fucked | binge eating disorder

[Deleted member 70102]

for like 2 months I was fully committed to looksmaxxing in every way possible, I was constantly daydreaming about what it would be like to go out to bars and live the ideal uni life as this attractive guy (I’m 19 for context)

Then about one month ago, I started using food as a cope. It started with one binge per week (usually consisting of chocolates, sweets, etc…), but now it has reached a point where it will basically be over if I don’t do something fast (I’ve already binged multiple times this week, in an excess of thousands of calories at a time).

I started at uni too, and the class is full of emotionless NPCs. I’m kind of a tard for choosing an IT course, but outside of STEM there’s legit no point to going to university anyway. I’m gonna drop out and get a trade.

It’s actually funny because the only reason that my life was “improving” (my father’s own words) was because I had this idea in my mind about what uni could be like. Those 2 months were honestly lonely as fuck though, I convinced myself that I was feeling better at the time but I barely spoke to anyone.

This binge-eating is purely a cope, now that I don’t have any future experiences to look forward to, it’s hard to see the point to anything. I don’t feel bad for myself, I just can’t imagine a reality where I feel content somehow. From here on out it’s just gonna be constant wageslaving.

The binge-eating is getting progressively worse, all I can think about is food. My gut microbiome has been completely fucking obliterated, also because I’ve been binge-drinking. It’s actually fucking over for my test levels too, they’ve been bad for months.

How do I stop? I’m gonna become an obesecel, right now I’m still kind of lean. Would Christianitymaxxing work? I think this is an existential problem at this point, I feel numb to everything now.

 

[sickdawgie]

I can't stop doing this either, i dont fucking know man. I think we just need to train the muscle of discipline, the more you reject the binge eating, the stronger that muscle will get. If anyone could confirm this I would appreciate it.

 

[Deleted member 70102]

I can't stop doing this either, i dont fucking know man. I think we just need to train the muscle of discipline, the more you reject the binge eating, the stronger that muscle will get. If anyone could confirm this I would appreciate it.

Wow I thought it was only me, I’ve tried binging with very healthy food (eggs, red meat) but all it does it reinforce the behaviour.

What you are saying is correct by the way.

 

[noonespecial]

No one can get rid of an addiction by completely quitting, allow yourself unhealthy food a few times a week but try to keep a mostly healthy diet, you can slowly lower the amount of unhealthy food you eat and dont drop out try to make friends with joining a club or gym where you can get into a group that like the same things you do which aren't complete geeks and actually go to parties

 

[lepo2317]

Same, I don't eat when I'm, hungry, I just eat to the point where I almost puke FEW TIMES A DAY. Fortunately I have good metabolism and I can eat 4k kcal a day without gaining fat. I eat healthy most of the time so it's hard to get to 4k kcal without almost puking. For a guy who it's chocolates, pizzas and other shit 4k is easy.

 

[User28823]

dnr but just take ozempic, stimulants, gastric bypass surgery

bruv there's literally no reason to be fat in 2024

 

[Deleted member 70102]

Same, I don't eat when I'm, hungry, I just eat to the point where I almost puke FEW TIMES A DAY. Fortunately I have good metabolism and I can eat 4k kcal a day without gaining fat. I eat healthy most of the time so it's hard to get to 4k kcal without almost puking. For a guy who it's chocolates, pizzas and other shit 4k is easy.

I wonder whether it’s actually a matter of metabolism though, like decades ago it was genuinely rare to be fat.

I’ve binged well over maintenance multiple times and barely gained any weight at all, which is kind of bizarre.

 

[ubicuse]

for like 2 months I was fully committed to looksmaxxing in every way possible, I was constantly daydreaming about what it would be like to go out to bars and live the ideal uni life as this attractive guy (I’m 19 for context)

Then about one month ago, I started using food as a cope. It started with one binge per week (usually consisting of chocolates, sweets, etc…), but now it has reached a point where it will basically be over if I don’t do something fast (I’ve already binged multiple times this week, in an excess of thousands of calories at a time).

I started at uni too, and the class is full of emotionless NPCs. I’m kind of a tard for choosing an IT course, but outside of STEM there’s legit no point to going to university anyway. I’m gonna drop out and get a trade.

It’s actually funny because the only reason that my life was “improving” (my father’s own words) was because I had this idea in my mind about what uni could be like. Those 2 months were honestly lonely as fuck though, I convinced myself that I was feeling better at the time but I barely spoke to anyone.

This binge-eating is purely a cope, now that I don’t have any future experiences to look forward to, it’s hard to see the point to anything. I don’t feel bad for myself, I just can’t imagine a reality where I feel content somehow. From here on out it’s just gonna be constant wageslaving.

The binge-eating is getting progressively worse, all I can think about is food. My gut microbiome has been completely fucking obliterated, also because I’ve been binge-drinking. It’s actually fucking over for my test levels too, they’ve been bad for months.

How do I stop? I’m gonna become an obesecel, right now I’m still kind of lean. Would Christianitymaxxing work? I think this is an existential problem at this point, I feel numb to everything now.

u need to have strong character to get this over with, i believe in u bro.

 

[copamine]

Wow I thought it was only me, I’ve tried binging with very healthy food (eggs, red meat) but all it does it reinforce the behaviour.

What you are saying is correct by the way.

It’s all dopamine and instant gratification
realated

Not so much dopamine from chicken and broccoli, instant dopamine from goyslop

 

[copamine]

dnr but just take ozempic, stimulants, gastric bypass surgery

bruv there's literally no reason to be fat in 2024

Don’t do this

What an absolute retard kike pushing ozempic

 

[User28823]

Don’t do this

What an absolute retard kike pushing ozempic

dont u ever spout ur subhuman greycel nigger opinion ever again

let me teach u something about life, when u say something without any backing nobody gives a fuck, dumb nigger

now suck my cock like ur whore mother

 

[copamine]

dont u ever spout ur subhuman greycel nigger opinion ever again

let me teach u something about life, when u say something without any backing nobody gives a fuck, dumb nigger

now suck my cock like ur whore mother

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YAWN…

Kys cute twink

 

[Deleted member 70102]

It’s all dopamine and instant gratification
realated

Not so much dopamine from chicken and broccoli, instant dopamine from goyslop

I disagree actually, I’d eat a shit ton of eggs and steak too but either way I’d still put on weight.

 

[134applesauce456]

I strongly recommend Christianitymaxxing it will improve your character and overall life. I also recommend reading the book brain over binge.

change happens when the pain of staying the same is greater than the pain of change

 

[134applesauce456]

dnr but just take ozempic, stimulants, gastric bypass surgery

bruv there's literally no reason to be fat in 2024

it's not like those things are easy to access??

 

[User28823]

it's not like those things are easy to access??

easy to access stimulants
caffeine
nicotine
modafinil, but prefer armodafinil
adderall - literally just tell ur doc u cant focus oh wow now u have appetite suppression and the motivation to research things on ur own u lazy fuck !

ozempic = GLP-1 agonist
u either get ur fatass to the doctor and show him ur type 2 diabetes or just show him ur fat fuck BMI level and he'll prescribe it
or u get ur chubby fingers on the keyboard and find alternative GLP-1 agonists sold in other countries wow that was so hard to do

gastric bypass surgery not even required after the above 2

u fat ppl are so lazy holy fuck its over for fatties

 

[134applesauce456]

easy to access stimulants
caffeine
nicotine
modafinil, but prefer armodafinil
adderall - literally just tell ur doc u cant focus oh wow now u have appetite suppression and the motivation to research things on ur own u lazy fuck !

ozempic = GLP-1 agonist
u either get ur fatass to the doctor and show him ur type 2 diabetes or just show him ur fat fuck BMI level and he'll prescribe it
or u get ur chubby fingers on the keyboard and find alternative GLP-1 agonists sold in other countries wow that was so hard to do

gastric bypass surgery not even required after the above 2

u fat ppl are so lazy holy fuck its over for fatties

i'm literally a healthy weight/bmi though i can't get ozempic.. and even if i was slightly overweight I couldn't get it. you have to be bmi 30 or higher

- caffeine is weak appetite suppressant , we all know this jfl

- i don't want to do nicotine, no thank you , too many cons / side effects ESPECIALLY when you got addicted and are now trying to withdraw from it (we all know this ..) also i may or may not be under the age of 18

-modafinil seems like a prescribed drug (for narcolepsy??) how am i suppose to get that.. JFL

- getting ozempic illegally would be expensive asf and also where are u finding illegal ways to get it???

-gastric bypass surgery JFC ( that's like 30k and you need a high bmi)

only thing i could consider here is adderall but I seriously doubt it's as easy to get prescribed as youve mention.

also none of this shit is easy to access expect for caffeine.. JFL you need a doctor's approval for most of the stuff you mention . If you are a healthy weight and just trying to leanmaxx, no doctor is going to give you shit. you proved my point thanks!

 

[User28823]

i'm literally a healthy weight/bmi though i can't get ozempic.. and even if i was slightly overweight I couldn't get it. you have to be bmi 30 or higher

- caffeine is weak appetite suppressant , we all know this jfl

- i don't want to do nicotine, no thank you , too many cons / side effects ESPECIALLY when you got addicted and are now trying to withdraw from it (we all know this ..) also i may or may not be under the age of 18

-modafinil seems like a prescribed drug (for narcolepsy??) how am i suppose to get that.. JFL

- getting ozempic illegally would be expensive asf and also where are u finding illegal ways to get it???

-gastric bypass surgery JFC ( that's like 30k and you need a high bmi)

only thing i could consider here is adderall but I seriously doubt it's as easy to get prescribed as youve mention.

also none of this shit is easy to access expect for caffeine.. JFL you need a doctor's approval for most of the stuff you mention . If you are a healthy weight and just trying to leanmaxx, no doctor is going to give you shit. you proved my point thanks!

everything i listed is easily accessible, u just have a lobotomized nigger iq
not wasting my time writing a list of steps for a retard, stay fat nigger

 

[134applesauce456]

everything i listed is easily accessible, u just have a lobotomized nigger iq
not wasting my time writing a list of steps for a retard, stay fat nigger

nice argument, alright!

 

[134applesauce456]

everything i listed is easily accessible, u just have a lobotomized nigger iq
not wasting my time writing a list of steps for a retard, stay fat nigger

"lobotomized nigger iq" is crazy work ngl

 

[User28823]

"lobotomized nigger iq" is crazy work ngl

u dont even know how to purchase drugs from india, u have the iq of a lobotomized nigger
12 year olds know how to purchase hgh and u dont even know how to purchase a prescribed stimulant online, it literally never began for ur intellect.

 

[134applesauce456]

u dont even know how to purchase drugs from india, u have the iq of a lobotomized nigger
12 year olds know how to purchase hgh and u dont even know how to purchase a prescribed stimulant online, it literally never began for ur intellect.

alright but if you have to work around the internet to buy illegal shit that is suppose to be prescribed, that is NOT "easy to access". This is the whole point of my argument stop rambling

 

[User28823]

alright but if you have to work around the internet to buy illegal shit that is suppose to be prescribed, that is NOT "easy to access". This is the whole point of my argument stop rambling

as easy as shopping on amazon, dumb nigger

 

[134applesauce456]

as easy as shopping on amazon, dumb nigger

are you going to continue rambling or explain how

 

[User28823]

are you going to continue rambling or explain how

others sure, but u, i'll let u waddle

 

[134applesauce456]

others sure, but u, i'll let u waddle

how many times do i have to say my bmi is healthy, but whatever helps you sleep at night and is this what you do? the dark web? JFL

 

[134applesauce456]

others sure, but u, i'll let u waddle

also, looks like the stimulants are working well for you .. enjoy

 

[User28823]

how many times do i have to say my bmi is healthy, but whatever helps you sleep at night and is this what you do? the dark web? JFL

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the only stimulant required on the dark web is methamphetamine
everything else easily purchased online

also, looks like the stimulants are working well for you .. enjoy

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shall we compare net worths?

 

[134applesauce456]

shall we compare net worths?

my heart is healthy enjoy your drugs though

 

[User28823]

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my heart is healthy enjoy your drugs though

no heart for ur empty wallets, fatty

 

[134applesauce456]

no heart for ur empty wallets, fatty

are you going to live long enough to spend your money though ?

 

[Gonthar]

 

[User28823]

are you going to live long enough to spend your money though ?

spent some on ur whore sister, gonna have a fun time

 

[134applesauce456]

spent some on ur whore sister, gonna have a fun time
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wasn't funny , i'm going to ignore you now have a nice day

 

[User28823]

wasn't funny , i'm going to ignore you now have a nice day

u can't escape me, i'm in ur walls

 

[Lalala]

for like 2 months I was fully committed to looksmaxxing in every way possible, I was constantly daydreaming about what it would be like to go out to bars and live the ideal uni life as this attractive guy (I’m 19 for context)

Then about one month ago, I started using food as a cope. It started with one binge per week (usually consisting of chocolates, sweets, etc…), but now it has reached a point where it will basically be over if I don’t do something fast (I’ve already binged multiple times this week, in an excess of thousands of calories at a time).

I started at uni too, and the class is full of emotionless NPCs. I’m kind of a tard for choosing an IT course, but outside of STEM there’s legit no point to going to university anyway. I’m gonna drop out and get a trade.

It’s actually funny because the only reason that my life was “improving” (my father’s own words) was because I had this idea in my mind about what uni could be like. Those 2 months were honestly lonely as fuck though, I convinced myself that I was feeling better at the time but I barely spoke to anyone.

This binge-eating is purely a cope, now that I don’t have any future experiences to look forward to, it’s hard to see the point to anything. I don’t feel bad for myself, I just can’t imagine a reality where I feel content somehow. From here on out it’s just gonna be constant wageslaving.

The binge-eating is getting progressively worse, all I can think about is food. My gut microbiome has been completely fucking obliterated, also because I’ve been binge-drinking. It’s actually fucking over for my test levels too, they’ve been bad for months.

How do I stop? I’m gonna become an obesecel, right now I’m still kind of lean. Would Christianitymaxxing work? I think this is an existential problem at this point, I feel numb to everything now.

brother you need to run from it as much as you can and replace your bingeing habits with new ones. Yes finding God will help you but you need to do it for the right reasons. Pray for guidance and get in your Bible. Download Bible chat aswell for any questions you need to be answered biblically.

 

[Deleted member 70102]

brother you need to run from it as much as you can and replace your bingeing habits with new ones. Yes finding God will help you but you need to do it for the right reasons. Pray for guidance and get in your Bible. Download Bible chat aswell for any questions you need to be answered biblically.

I really think it’s all just in my head, I’ve managed to go 2 days following a strict diet with ease.

Turns you can really gaslight yourself into thinking you have anything.

Also I wanna slay

 

[BimaxLaser]

I can't stop doing this either, i dont fucking know man. I think we just need to train the muscle of discipline, the more you reject the binge eating, the stronger that muscle will get. If anyone could confirm this I would appreciate it.

Not how that works my nigga

 

[Deleted member 90988]

for like 2 months I was fully committed to looksmaxxing in every way possible, I was constantly daydreaming about what it would be like to go out to bars and live the ideal uni life as this attractive guy (I’m 19 for context)

Then about one month ago, I started using food as a cope. It started with one binge per week (usually consisting of chocolates, sweets, etc…), but now it has reached a point where it will basically be over if I don’t do something fast (I’ve already binged multiple times this week, in an excess of thousands of calories at a time).

I started at uni too, and the class is full of emotionless NPCs. I’m kind of a tard for choosing an IT course, but outside of STEM there’s legit no point to going to university anyway. I’m gonna drop out and get a trade.

It’s actually funny because the only reason that my life was “improving” (my father’s own words) was because I had this idea in my mind about what uni could be like. Those 2 months were honestly lonely as fuck though, I convinced myself that I was feeling better at the time but I barely spoke to anyone.

This binge-eating is purely a cope, now that I don’t have any future experiences to look forward to, it’s hard to see the point to anything. I don’t feel bad for myself, I just can’t imagine a reality where I feel content somehow. From here on out it’s just gonna be constant wageslaving.

The binge-eating is getting progressively worse, all I can think about is food. My gut microbiome has been completely fucking obliterated, also because I’ve been binge-drinking. It’s actually fucking over for my test levels too, they’ve been bad for months.

How do I stop? I’m gonna become an obesecel, right now I’m still kind of lean. Would Christianitymaxxing work? I think this is an existential problem at this point, I feel numb to everything now.

im gonna make a really detailed thread bout binging some time