I’m fucking done with high school

[mason35]

Currently reflecting on my freshman year, this is by for being the worst year of schooling and summer I’ve had my entire life. My parents were always hyping up high school to me as the best time of their lives and pure fun and making good friends that you’ll have until you’re in your 40s. And I think I look about average I always have. but freshman year was genuinely hell. I feel like I became a ghost now I genuinely just have no friends. Not even close to a girlfriend. Hell, I haven’t even talked to a girl before. (in a sense of a talking stage.) I’ve never been closer to roping and pretty much all my parents have done is told me to stop being insecure and put me in some bullshit therapist that makes me do breathing exercise exercises. And for the better half of last year and all of this year, I’ve been trying to build up my status. My looks my physique everything. And I feel like I just can’t escape being so ND. It’s just so infuriating. I have straight A’s. I have a job at 15. I’m average looking I bench 225. I’ve climbed Mount Rainier. I have decent fashion. I’d like to think of myself as a somewhat likable person I’m very laid-back and usually in conversations I don’t really speak much. I just listen. I wrestled varsity I went to state I feel like I worked so hard. Just to be a huge fucking loser. To the point where I genuinely cry myself to sleep every night. I just feel so fucking sad I’ve worked so much and all I want is a fucking friend I know a bunch of you say DNR because this is just a bunch of text to speech ranting but is there anything I can do? I feel like a lost cause. I feel like the only option is just killing myself. Flannel is fraud full body pic is relaxed no pump

 

[Excelatory]

I've no idea what to tell you as I'm facing the same situation but multiplied 10x worse. The reality is that if you don't excessively try to push yourself into social circles, opportunities, talking stages, etc. NOTHING will ever happen, never. It'll get worse and worse and nobody will come to stop it. You'll be a senior and still in the same rock-bottom world.

 

[mason35]

I've no idea what to tell you as I'm facing the same situation but multiplied 10x worse. The reality is that if you don't excessively try to push yourself into social circles, opportunities, talking stages, etc. NOTHING will ever happen, never. It'll get worse and worse and nobody will come to stop it. You'll be a senior and still in the same rock-bottom world.

Fuck ok can I hear about what you’ve done elaborated and your situation, I’ll mark solution just looking for in depth advice also I don’t think 10x worse is possible

 

[Excelatory]

Fuck ok can I hear about what you’ve done elaborated and your situation, I’ll mark solution just looking for in depth advice also I don’t think 10x worse is possible

What I've done is put myself in the worst class friendships, legit worst of the worst, I ended up dropping them or them dropping me because we were that incompatible. I've had maybe 2 dates throughout the last 2 years of high-school and one talking stage beyond those. I've flunked all of those chances and now all I do is go to the gym after class and get straight A grades because what else am I supposed to do.

So. Don't do what I did I guess. I'm not sure how I'll get out of this situation either.

 

[mason35]

What I've done is put myself in the worst class friendships, legit worst of the worst, I ended up dropping them or them dropping me because we were that incompatible. I've had maybe 2 dates throughout the last 2 years of high-school and one talking stage beyond those. I've flunked all of those chances and now all I do is go to the gym after class and get straight A grades because what else am I supposed to do.

So. Don't do what I did I guess. I'm not sure how I'll get out of this situation either.

Well at least we got each other bro also how did you make the Albeit terrible friends cause that’s what I struggle with

 

[mason35]

What I've done is put myself in the worst class friendships, legit worst of the worst, I ended up dropping them or them dropping me because we were that incompatible. I've had maybe 2 dates throughout the last 2 years of high-school and one talking stage beyond those. I've flunked all of those chances and now all I do is go to the gym after class and get straight A grades because what else am I supposed to do.

So. Don't do what I did I guess. I'm not sure how I'll get out of this situation either.

Yo we joined the exact same day and we’re in the same situation crazy

 

[Excelatory]

Well at least we got each other bro also how did you make the Albeit terrible friends cause that’s what I struggle with

I legit just glued myself to them the first few days of high-school because everyone else was just as awkward and I realised it... but... I glued to the wrong people, eventually I became friends with a girl that told me she liked me 2nd of school and who guessed. she wasn't over the crush, so, ended that too. Then? Became friends with the theater group I was in, turns out, they're weird as fuck and one of the seniors there liked me but she was the weirdest. As I'm writing this I'm just generally realizing that maybe everyone at this stage is weird in their own fucked ways and at some point I'll meet the right people.

TLDR: Glue to the people you wanna be around and it'll probably work/

 

[Ozchyn]

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Currently reflecting on my freshman year, this is by for being the worst year of schooling and summer I’ve had my entire life. My parents were always hyping up high school to me as the best time of their lives and pure fun and making good friends that you’ll have until you’re in your 40s. And I think I look about average I always have. but freshman year was genuinely hell. I feel like I became a ghost now I genuinely just have no friends. Not even close to a girlfriend. Hell, I haven’t even talked to a girl before. (in a sense of a talking stage.) I’ve never been closer to roping and pretty much all my parents have done is told me to stop being insecure and put me in some bullshit therapist that makes me do breathing exercise exercises. And for the better half of last year and all of this year, I’ve been trying to build up my status. My looks my physique everything. And I feel like I just can’t escape being so ND. It’s just so infuriating. I have straight A’s. I have a job at 15. I’m average looking I bench 225. I’ve climbed Mount Rainier. I have decent fashion. I’d like to think of myself as a somewhat likable person I’m very laid-back and usually in conversations I don’t really speak much. I just listen. I wrestled varsity I went to state I feel like I worked so hard. Just to be a huge fucking loser. To the point where I genuinely cry myself to sleep every night. I just feel so fucking sad I’ve worked so much and all I want is a fucking friend I know a bunch of you say DNR because this is just a bunch of text to speech ranting but is there anything I can do? I feel like a lost cause. I feel like the only option is just killing myself. Flannel is fraud full body pic is relaxed no pump

bombok nigga fuck off. with that kind of physique and pretty boy face, no homo, a girl will find you cute, it's just a matter of time, the important thing is, along the way don't try to clayface yourself, i mean dont try to change who you are in hopes of thinking you would fit better into an 'ideal social guy' no. if you do that you wont EVER be happy, you'd be completely destroying that cause after that when you find the right person or the right person finds you, you won't be able to connect with them meanwhile knowing that you two were made for each other but you changed yourself so much that you forgot your old self how to be yourself genuinely, dont perform, just dont panic, be yourself literally, shhh relax