im fucking dying

[dipenhydramine]

I.need sleep

 

[youriblamegenetics]

I.need sleep

listen to people screaming for bedtime

 

[dipenhydramine]

listen to people screaming for bedtime

I usually listen to music its not working

 

[sonic55555]

kys

 

[dipenhydramine]

kys

y

 

[NWL]

take 15mg of zopiclone

 

[youriblamegenetics]

I usually listen to music its not working

hit yourself in the face until you faint or go to a doctor like any normal human being and make yourself get prescribed some stuff

 

[dipenhydramine]

take 15mg of zopiclone

I just took 100mg promethazine

hit yourself in the face until you faint or go to a doctor like any normal human being and make yourself get prescribed some stuff

nigga Im prescribed a load already

 

[NWL]

I just took 100mg promethazine

nigga Im prescribed a load already

i had insomnia 4 years ago but i stopped taking my meds and became psychotic asf and it honestly saved me because my stress disappeared but i was paranoid asf temporarily

 

[dipenhydramine]

i had insomnia 4 years ago but i stopped taking my meds and became psychotic asf and it honestly saved me because my stress disappeared but i was paranoid asf temporarily

I had insomnia forever it prolly stunted my development like crazy

what meds

I get manic as fuck without mine

 

[NWL]

I had insomnia forever it prolly stunted my development like crazy

what meds

I get manic as fuck without mine

lmao are you bipolar? i was on 15mg of zopiclone, i dont remember the dosage but 2 pills of propavan and some extra parkinsons medicine because my legs would spazz out bcs of stress during sleep

 

[sonic55555]

alcoholic, junkie, on 10 anti psychotics and sleep meds

srs what is ur life

 

[sonic55555]

what is it with mentally ill people also doing all the drugs simultaneously. have u ever wondered what came first the chicken or the egg

 

[sonic55555]

give us ur entire stack of drugs, liqour and prescribed meds you take daily
blow our minds away

 

[dipenhydramine]

what is it with mentally ill people also doing all the drugs simultaneously. have u ever wondered what came first the chicken or the egg

I've been unwell since I was like 8

lmao are you bipolar? i was on 15mg of zopiclone, i dont remember the dosage but 2 pills of propavan and some extra parkinsons medicine because my legs would spazz out bcs of stress during sleep

likely bipolar misdiagnosed with borderline I'm looking to get it fixed

also autism, major depressive and social anxiety disorder

not sure where the mania comes from but I'll be in psychosis multiple times a year so I'm still waiting on a proper diagnosis but UK healthcare is shit

give us ur entire stack of drugs, liqour and prescribed meds you take daily
blow our minds away

no

 

[Ezzah]

I.need sleep

smoke

 

[dipenhydramine]

smoke

I don't like weed its boring

 

[sonic55555]

I don't like weed its boring

are you even human

 

[sonic55555]

I don't like weed its boring

if you had to classify yourself, is repulsive the most accurate statement or what?

 

[Ezzah]

I don't like weed its boring

I meant normal cigs but if even weed isn't cutting it then i got no clue
i had crazy insomnia cuz of stress in my life and smoking completely put me to sleep everytime

 

[277]

Go to sleep

 

[sonic55555]

genuinely curious do you classify yourself as human atp?

 

[NWL]

I've been unwell since I was like 8

likely bipolar misdiagnosed with borderline I'm looking to get it fixed

also autism, major depressive and social anxiety disorder

not sure where the mania comes from but I'll be in psychosis multiple times a year so I'm still waiting on a proper diagnosis but UK healthcare is shit

no

yeah bipolar and borderline are commonly mistaken for eachother and same with autism and borderline, psychosis are most likely due to manic episodes if you have them often and the depression ussually comes after the episodes but you probably already know that

 

[filthycurrycel]

go to sleep bro, if ur not feeling sleepy just drink a ton of water and pee a ton and you'll sleep.

 

[dipenhydramine]

are you even human

wwhy

if you had to classify yourself, is repulsive the most accurate statement or what?

na it just goes hard

I meant normal cigs but if even weed isn't cutting it then i got no clue
i had crazy insomnia cuz of stress in my life and smoking completely put me to sleep everytime

I don't like cigs but I have snus 50mg they help

genuinely curious do you classify yourself as human atp?

why y obsessed w me

yeah bipolar and borderline are commonly mistaken for eachother and same with autism and borderline, psychosis are most likely due to manic episodes if you have them often and the depression ussually comes after the episodes but you probably already know that

yeah especially in men

yeah its heavy depression followed by intense energy and delusions sometimes

 

[sonic55555]

how can you classify yourself as human when your brain has autism and bipolar and affected by 10 different drugs/medications
Tell me do you classify yourself as human?

theres just no way you see yourself as being human atp
youre probably more demonic than human atp or an amalgamation of extreme human psychosis

 

[dipenhydramine]

how can you classify yourself as human when your brain has autism and bipolar and affected by 10 different drugs/medications
Tell me do you classify yourself as human?

not really

 

[sonic55555]

not really

so how do you see yourself then? they could probably study your brain right now and discover a new level of human existence

 

[dipenhydramine]

so how do you see yourself then? they could probably study your brain right now and discover a new level of human existence

idk bro ask me later

 

[NWL]

wwhy


na it just goes hard

I don't like cigs but I have snus 50mg they help

why y obsessed w me

yeah especially in men

yeah its heavy depression followed by intense energy and delusions sometimes

sounds just like bipolar get that shit fixed soon or your brain will fry, and if they offer you olanzapin ask for lithium instead because olanzapin has a degenarative effect on your brain and make sure prioritze your sleep over anything and quit alcohol

 

[sonic55555]

idk bro ask me later

its fascinating, i know im not talking to a human when i talk to you
have you always wanted to kill people/been into gore or did that come later?

 

[sonic55555]

sounds just like bipolar get that shit fixed soon or your brain will fry, and if they offer you olanzapin ask for lithium instead because olanzapin has a degenarative effect on your brain and make sure prioritze your sleep over anything and quit alcohol

nigger his brain is already fried beyond repair chill

 

[dipenhydramine]

its fasinating, i know im not talking to a human when i talk to you
have you always wanted to kill people/been into gore or did that come later?

since I was super little ye like 8 was when it first clicked

I don't wanna kill people

sounds just like bipolar get that shit fixed soon or your brain will fry, and if they offer you olanzapin ask for lithium instead because olanzapin has a degenarative effect on your brain and make sure prioritze your sleep over anything and quit alcohol

doesn't lithium rape ur brain too

 

[NWL]

nigger his brain is already fried beyond repair chill

nah bro its cool he is young there is time to fix this

 

[NWL]

since I was super little ye like 8 was when it first clicked

I don't wanna kill people

doesn't lithium rape ur brain too

not the same as olanzapin, it fries your kidneys though

 

[sonic55555]

nah bro its cool he is young there is time to fix this

how tf do u know if hes young

 

[sonic55555]

since I was super little ye like 8 was when it first clicked

I don't wanna kill people

doesn't lithium rape ur brain too

why? why do you like gore. is it because youre schizo or is it the bipolar is your brain just fucked?

 

[dipenhydramine]

not the same as olanzapin, it fries your kidneys though

so over as a mentalcel

how tf do u know if hes young

I turned 18 in april

why? why do you like gore. is it because youre schizo or is it the bipolar is your brain just fucked?

I don't like gore as a general I just have a fetish for blood and cuts and stuff idk bro

 

[NWL]

how tf do u know if hes young

okay im assuming tbh but most people get signs of bipolar during late teens or mid 20s

 

[sonic55555]

so over as a mentalcel

I turned 18 in april

I don't like gore as a general I just have a fetish for blood and cuts and stuff idk bro

okay you are young then

 

[dipenhydramine]

okay im assuming tbh but most people get signs of bipolar during late teens or mid 20s

around like 14 15 for me

 

[sonic55555]

im genuinely fascinated with peopl elike you. because i know we re not experiencing the same reality
we are processing the matrix code differently

 

[NWL]

around like 14 15 for me

that's pretty early that might be why they are confusing you for borderline

 

[dipenhydramine]

im genuinely fascinated with peopl elike you. because i know we re not experiencing the same reality
we are processing the matrix code differently

ye I know I always felt like that too

 

[NWL]

im genuinely fascinated with peopl elike you. because i know we re not experiencing the same reality
we are processing the matrix code differently

 

[dipenhydramine]

that's pretty early that might be why they are confusing you for borderline

that's what I was thinking

but again its really confusing it may not have even been signs of that specifically

I just remember

I always had a low mood but one day sumn just clicked and it was awful for like a year and then I had like my first "mania"

 

[NWL]

that's what I was thinking

but again its really confusing it may not have even been signs of that specifically

I just remember

I always had a low mood but one day sumn just clicked and it was awful for like a year and then I had like my first "mania"

do you have anyone in your family with bipolar its very common to be inherited

 

[dipenhydramine]

do you have anyone in your family with bipolar its very common to be inherited

ye my mom

and likely my grandfather from her side of the family too

he killed his wife by setting her on fire

my mom has like 12 mental diagnosises

its so over for brain genetics

 

[NWL]

ye my mom

and likely my grandfather from her side of the family too

he killed his wife by setting her on fire

my mom has like 12 mental diagnosises

its so over for brain genetics

damn bro that's fucked if you get the diagnosis just be sure to take your meds because i've seen what that shit can do to people, alot of people want to be manic and skip out on meds because of the good feeling but that shit will ruin you good luck man

 

[2-CB]

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