I’m fucking sick of everything

[Prøphet]

I need a fucking radical change, I’m sick of living the exact same day for 2 years straight, I want to change so badly but then another part of me resists change, because I think it wants to self sabotage me, I’m so fucked up

I want to fucking move 1000 miles away to some town in the Midwest or go be a homeless man in Europe begging for bread scraps, anything but my life right now, I need an escape and a real escape not a bunch of copes

I also irreversibly fucked everything up by loving isolation, I haven’t had a conversation in years, I was already bad with people now I don’t even know how to speak

I basically just jerked off and pissed everything away so far. And the tragedy is that’s never what I wanted at all. It’s just what happened while I was suffering. Not out of desire but out of ineptitude.

 

[Prøphet]

If I wasn’t such a slave to fear maybe I would be actually living my life instead of spending every waking hour in pain about things ruminating over regrets and thinking all the time

 

[lenvoalt]

I hope you get better, bro
I farted three times while reading this

 

[Nectar]

The US is better than the whole of Europe I agree

 

[Acquiescence]

Same but realistically waging forever and stacking mediocre cash is as good as it’s gonna get. What a life

 

[Divineincel]

I need a fucking radical change, I’m sick of living the exact same day for 2 years straight, I want to change so badly but then another part of me resists change, because I think it wants to self sabotage me, I’m so fucked up

I want to fucking move 1000 miles away to some town in the Midwest or go be a homeless man in Europe begging for bread scraps, anything but my life right now, I need an escape and a real escape not a bunch of copes

I also irreversibly fucked everything up by loving isolation, I haven’t had a conversation in years, I was already bad with people now I don’t even know how to speak

Come to Poland i really enjoy living here

 

[DjNazi]

I need a fucking radical change, I’m sick of living the exact same day for 2 years straight, I want to change so badly but then another part of me resists change, because I think it wants to self sabotage me, I’m so fucked up

I want to fucking move 1000 miles away to some town in the Midwest or go be a homeless man in Europe begging for bread scraps, anything but my life right now, I need an escape and a real escape not a bunch of copes

I also irreversibly fucked everything up by loving isolation, I haven’t had a conversation in years, I was already bad with people now I don’t even know how to speak

hope everything gets better

 

[ecstazy]

Wishing you nothing but the best in life

 

[romanstock]

Accept what you are and make your days better by finding better copes. Struggling against what you are will make you unhappy.

 

[yyk117]

buy a oneway ticket to a random country and have fun

 

[Matrix88]

I need a fucking radical change, I’m sick of living the exact same day for 2 years straight, I want to change so badly but then another part of me resists change, because I think it wants to self sabotage me, I’m so fucked up

I want to fucking move 1000 miles away to some town in the Midwest or go be a homeless man in Europe begging for bread scraps, anything but my life right now, I need an escape and a real escape not a bunch of copes

I also irreversibly fucked everything up by loving isolation, I haven’t had a conversation in years, I was already bad with people now I don’t even know how to speak

I basically just jerked off and pissed everything away so far. And the tragedy is that’s never what I wanted at all. It’s just what happened while I was suffering. Not out of desire but out of ineptitude.

I understand you so much bro

For me it has just been this year, but I hope that doesn't define my next 2 years