Im genuinelly a loser

[Inline]

Ofc there are people in worse situations than me but i think its mostly due to their class, social standing, life circumstances, etc. I was born in a upper middle class, functional family, always had everything provided for me, studied in the best schools, was smart enough to do well academically, and had reasonable grades even highschool to some extent. Yet literaly every institution ive ever been an outcast, up to now. I didnt manage to make a single friend since fifth grade, despite having many opportunities. Ive seen many with worse conditions surpass me in many ways and be more successful because of their sense of responsibility, ambition, etc, people that are less capable and come from humbler backgrounds. I basically live a NEET life at this point despite having had so much opportunities.
I wasted so much time and was so reckless in many ways that im pretty sure i started cognitive declining not to mention other problems like balding - since like 18 years old, the times that are supposed to be the peak of my youth, vitality and vigour. Im being punished, i didnt think i would get away with it anyway tbh

 

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[Feanor]

tell us what started this decline

 

[.👽.]

Either you very ugly or a weirdo tbh.

But i see many ugly niggas with friends, so maybe you are just boring. Idk man making friends isnt hard. What did you try

 

[Inline]

tell us what started this decline

Being so isolated fucked up my brain i think. Also drugs, pornography, 24/7 internet use, possibly some non nt thing as well and my lack of responsibility/virtue

What did you try

I didnt at all. In fact i had many opportinities like people trying to befriend me and i avoiding them

 

[25thpercentile human]

how old are you and height?

 

[auboutduprecipice]

i dislike people who are born with everything and throw it away. i was born poor and to a very low iq "family" so i never really had a shot anyway

 

[.👽.]

Being so isolated fucked up my brain i think. Also drugs, pornography, 24/7 internet use, possibly some non nt thing as well and my lack of responsibility/virtue

I didnt at all. In fact i had many opportinities like people trying to befriend me and i avoiding them

Ok this sounds like a shit answer but dont reject them them jfl.

 

[Inline]

i dislike people who are born with everything and throw it away. i was born poor and to a very low iq "family" so i never really had a shot anyway

Yeah i feel bad for it. Thats why i made the thread. My parents are super nice with me, and i have the whole day free

 

[Feanor]

i dislike people who are born with everything and throw it away. i was born poor and to a very low iq "family" so i never really had a shot anyway

poor with a neurotypical upbringing and good genetics is better than being like OP

 

[Inline]

how old are you and height?

19 manlet