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all i do every single day is go to school, come back, jerk off, larp on org, play counter strike and thats it. the same cycle every single day, and i know im too weak to change it. i want to kill myself, but i know i wont be able to do it because im such a pussy. the only thing i can do is live like this every single day and hope that maybe something will change, maybe there will be an opportunity for something more, but i dont think its feasible to think like that.
 
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I have the exact same day as you
all i do every single day is go to school, come back, jerk off, larp on org, play counter strike and thats it. the same cycle every single day,
 
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What’s stopping you from fucking a girls gaped shithole from behind
 
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i dont like sex, had it once and i just didnt enjoy it
Damn I guess you’re right there’s no fix for you. Ronnie mcnutt before it’s too late :feelswhere:
 
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i dont like sex, had it once and i just didnt enjoy it
Ive been doing this for the last 4 years.... I ended up getting used to it at some point in that time
 
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Ive been doing this for the last 4 years.... I ended up getting used to it at some point in that time
i dont know i just didnt like it i hated that an another human is looking at my naked body i felt so putrid because i knew im disgusting yet she still wanted sex so we did it but i hated it because i felt disgusted that someone sees my truecel body
 
all i do every single day is go to school, come back, jerk off, larp on org, play counter strike and thats it. the same cycle every single day, and i know im too weak to change it. i want to kill myself, but i know i wont be able to do it because im such a pussy. the only thing i can do is live like this every single day and hope that maybe something will change, maybe there will be an opportunity for something more, but i dont think its feasible to think like that.
i know how to fix your life
 
The secret to happiness is finding out what life is truly about
Don't worry you don't need to live like someone from a movie you will eventually figure out your true happiness I suggest you get into something physical because you didn't mention any because it's great for you overall
 
The secret to happiness is finding out what life is truly about
Don't worry you don't need to live like someone from a movie you will eventually figure out your true happiness I suggest you get into something physical because you didn't mention any because it's great for you overall
the only thing that life is truly about is death, that is purely the singular reason of life
 
the only thing that life is truly about is death, that is purely the singular reason of life
If you're gonna think like an insect you're gonna live like an insect, spending your life working for the queen gathering food sleeping and repeating
If you want to truly transcend that orbit around death you need to understand what living is truly about
 
hmm, the eyes look weird. Do you have a lazy eye or is this an unlucky picture? Your structure looks nice actually.

But your hair and skin is shit + "beard". You would be better shaving it all off. But yeah you really need to take softmaxxing seriously.
 
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hmm, the eyes look weird. Do you have a lazy eye or is this an unlucky picture? Your structure looks nice actually.

But your hair and skin is shit + "beard". You would be better shaving it all off. But yeah you really need to take softmaxxing seriously.
my skin used to be perfect 2 months ago but now i have acne, idk what changed tbh i wanna get rid of it
 
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hmm, the eyes look weird. Do you have a lazy eye or is this an unlucky picture? Your structure looks nice actually.

But your hair and skin is shit + "beard". You would be better shaving it all off. But yeah you really need to take softmaxxing seriously.
my skin used to be perfect 2 months ago but now i have acne, idk what changed tbh
 
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my skin used to be perfect 2 months ago but now i have acne, idk what changed tbh
you have potential. 1. stop trying to be masc 2. take care of your skin, do everything what is necessary. I can even share my routine if you are interested. 3. grow out that hair and also take care of it. You need to seriously soft looksmax first and look what happens. If you really need to hardmax, do it aswell save up money for it.
 
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you have potential. 1. stop trying to be masc 2. take care of your skin, do everything what is necessary. I can even share my routine if you are interested. 3. grow out that hair and also take care of it. You need to seriously soft looksmax first and look what happens. If you really need to hardmax, do it aswell save up money for it.
yeah i wouldnt mind you sharing your routine lol i dont even wash my face with water
 
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I don't have much of a routine but I'm still happy
 
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yeah i wouldnt mind you sharing your routine lol i dont even wash my face with water
Listen, you always want to shave every hair in your face off. Because it looks like pubic hair. Other than that you have to wash your face multiple times a day if you have to, in order to keep it clean. Sea salt & argan oil will improve skin in a couple of weeks if you use it regulary. Sunscreen 50+ if you go outside to keep the skin as white as possible.

But your routine for now should be taking a shower, every day with soap. You always want to wash your armpits, ass(hole), & feet every day.

Learn about different types of oils for skincare, some people also use jojoba oil. I pref argan mixed with lavender for whole hair, scalp, face, body. It works wonders for me.
 
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Listen, you always want to shave every hair in your face off. Because it looks like pubic hair. Other than that you have to wash your face multiple times a day if you have to, in order to keep it clean. Sea salt & argan oil will improve skin in a couple of weeks if you use it regulary. Sunscreen 50+ if you go outside to keep the skin as white as possible.

But your routine for now should be taking a shower, every day with soap. You always want to wash your armpits, ass(hole), & feet every day.

Learn about different types of oils for skincare, some people also use jojoba oil. I pref argan mixed with lavender for whole hair, scalp, face, body. It works wonders for me.
aight thanks
 
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all i do every single day is go to school, come back, jerk off, larp on org, play counter strike and thats it. the same cycle every single day, and i know im too weak to change it. i want to kill myself, but i know i wont be able to do it because im such a pussy. the only thing i can do is live like this every single day and hope that maybe something will change, maybe there will be an opportunity for something more, but i dont think its feasible to think like that.
just don’t go to school so you can jerk off and larp on org for longer. that’s what i do
 
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all i do every single day is go to school, come back, jerk off, larp on org, play counter strike and thats it. the same cycle every single day, and i know im too weak to change it. i want to kill myself, but i know i wont be able to do it because im such a pussy. the only thing i can do is live like this every single day and hope that maybe something will change, maybe there will be an opportunity for something more, but i dont think its feasible to think like that.
School , Home , Gym , Shower , Jerk off , Open a can of beer and cs2 , lose my mind over teammates , go to bed and check org
 
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You're not the only one. Sadly since 2020 nothing ever improves, this is the new reality, all hope is dead. Life truly makes no sense even more now that there is nothing left to do in this shithole, imagine 40-30 years ago you could just work as a cashier and earn enough to live an easy life, but nowadays there's not even enough money to buy things cope with this reality. I also spend most of my day just looking at the wall, there's nothing else to do for me. Life is truly pointless, only NPC's think there's a purpose on life. The best thing you can do now is to live a hedonistic lifestyle and avoid as much work as possible. The self deletion route is the most reasonable option but I understand that is not that easy to do it.
 
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all i do every single day is go to school, come back, jerk off, larp on org, play counter strike and thats it. the same cycle every single day, and i know im too weak to change it. i want to kill myself, but i know i wont be able to do it because im such a pussy. the only thing i can do is live like this every single day and hope that maybe something will change, maybe there will be an opportunity for something more, but i dont think its feasible to think like that.
Is your pfp similar to ur one here on steam? i might have been in a match of cs with you... or im just a retard
 
Is your pfp similar to ur one here on steam? i might have been in a match of cs with you... or im just a retard
nah i have bachira on steam
 
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