Im getting increasingly more misogynistic and its completely the fault of females.

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For starters my mother beat me terribly as a child. I was diagnosed with ARFID because my doctor was a retard and didnt figure out and put the pieces together and notice i was nd. My mother would beat me when i wouldnt eat the foods she wanted me to eat. Once i started to get bigger (11-12) she stopped (more like it got harder) and she started to try to harm me in other ways. Ive been relentlessly bullied and abused by my mother in many ways which have most likely rotted my brain. On the other hand romantic connections with women are getting more hard. Each day i have to put up with more abuse and i begin to hate and hate more. I just dont see them as human anymore. My mom has taken my ability to socialize, my ability to feel romantic connections. After experiencing a few relationships i realized it wasnt just my mother, theyre all the same.
I dont want to be a pussy about it and call cps or some shit but she refuses to buy me food or let me go to the doctor, or give me my phone for school and other necessities. I might not have another choice