I'm going to be 38 in 3 months and I still dream about the girl I loved in highschool

[slavvicularr]

Brutal tbh

It's not like I've even been thinking about her during the day.
But been in my dream twice this week.

Rent free

uncs 38 years old on .org bro holy moly

 

[filthycurrycel]

Was highschool dude.
We were both about 13

im sorry bro



this is sad, hope it gets better man

 

[AryanSchizo]

uncs 38 years old on .org bro holy moly

Go back to using tiktok in your school bathroom Nigger

 

[slavvicularr]

Go back to using tiktok in your school bathroom Nigger

uncs 38 years old using the nword as an insult

 

[Heaver]

Brutal tbh

It's not like I've even been thinking about her during the day.
But been in my dream twice this week.

Rent free

Crazy man ...

 

[Heaver]

uncs 38 years old on .org bro holy moly

As if caring about looks requires young age

 

[SoundnVision]

uncs 38 years old on .org bro holy moly

There's many users here in their 30s and 40s

 

[slavvicularr]

As if cating about your looks requires young age

no but as a 38 year old man it’s quite uncommon to be sitting on .org hence why i pointed this out in a joking way

 

[Lefty Rankin]

Brutal tbh

It's not like I've even been thinking about her during the day.
But been in my dream twice this week.

Rent free

My goodness boy. That's ages ago. I stopped caring about the girl I loved in highschool about 2 and a half weeks after I graduated.

You gotta get with the program honey.

 

[SoundnVision]

im sorry bro



this is sad, hope it gets better man

I don't care about it anymore dude and haven't for 20 years it's just funny how they still pop up in your dreams all these years later

 

[Heaver]

no but as a 38 year old man it’s quite uncommon to be sitting on .org hence why i pointed this out in a joking way

Then you should phrase your words differently

 

[SoundnVision]

My goodness boy. That's ages ago. I stopped caring about the girl I loved in highschool about 2 and a half weeks after I graduated.

You gotta get with the program honey.

Well I don't care about it honey, but are you telling me you never dream of people from your past?

 

[SoundnVision]

no but as a 38 year old man it’s quite uncommon to be sitting on .org hence why i pointed this out in a joking way

Life goes quick dude, this website is comedy I wouldn't be wasting time on here as a young guy

 

[slavvicularr]

Then you should phrase your words differently

it’s never that deep broski

 

[slavvicularr]

Life goes quick dude, this website is comedy I wouldn't be wasting time on here as a young guy

maybe ur right
i’ll think about it

 

[SoundnVision]

maybe ur right
i’ll think about it

Was literally yesterday I was 18

 

[filthycurrycel]

I don't care about it anymore dude and haven't for 20 years it's just funny how they still pop up in your dreams all these years later

do you think of her with regret or enjoy the dreams cause they make you remember the memories again

 

[Bipolar2Cel]

Thankfully almost all high school girls have hit the wall by now so I can't dream about them anymore. Can't you tell yourself the same homie? I rarely have nightmares about being HS and being useless there anymore thankfully, those plagued me a lot from 18 - mid 20s.

 

[SoundnVision]

do you think of her with regret or enjoy the dreams cause they make you remember the memories again

Well there's nothing to regret I couldn't change who I was.
I wouldn't say I really enjoyed the dream no, I wasn't exactly happy in school. But I'd still go back if I could everyone would.
All youngcels on here fucking go outside don't waste your time rotting here honestly

 

[SoundnVision]

Thankfully almost all high school girls have hit the wall by now so I can't dream about them anymore. Can't you tell yourself the same homie? I rarely have nightmares about being HS and being useless there anymore thankfully, those plagued me a lot from 18 - mid 20s.

I'm quite a nostalgic person

 

[Aën Fаrhis]

I turn 40, yet to have an oneitis or crush @optimisticzoomer

 

[SoundnVision]

I turn 40, yet to have an oneitis or crush @optimisticzoomer

Go to Thailand fella that's what I'm doing

 

[Aën Fаrhis]

Go to Thailand fella that's what I'm doing

I tried. It doesn't stand up with asian girls.

 

[Lefty Rankin]

Well I don't care about it honey, but are you telling me you never dream of people from your past?

Not in a longing sort of way. I've had nightmares. Had a reoccurring dream right after I got married that I was actually married to one of my exes, who I did almost end up marrying. Waking up from those was such a relief.

 

[Mansur]

Idk if youre married or not but would you leave your wife if the high school girl would suddenly come into your life and be interested in a relationship w u?

 

[Bipolar2Cel]

I'm quite a nostalgic person

Makes sense with the age pill starting hitting you I am guessing or if it hasn't already? Fortunately for me I have resisted aging visually so far(many people here were very surprised to hear I am 30 after seeing my pics) but I know that shit can hit me anytime. Fuck getting older in many ways though the experience/wisdom is invaluable lol, I was so retarded just a couple - few years ago compared to now still.

Anyway being with other women hasn't helped? Do you have children? Maybe you just need to settle down if not by now, if you don't have kids now I doubt you will dream much about HS anymore once you do probably maybe?

 

[SoundnVision]

I tried. It doesn't stand up with asian girls.

Yeah I know what you mean but some of the darker tan skin ones I like

 

[SoundnVision]

Idk if youre married or not but would you leave your wife if the high school girl would suddenly come into your life and be interested in a relationship w u?

I'm on looksmax.org dude do you think I'm married

 

[SoundnVision]

Makes sense with the age pill starting hitting you I am guessing or if it hasn't already? Fortunately for me I have resisted aging visually so far(many people here were very surprised to hear I am 30 after seeing my pics) but I know that shit can hit me anytime. Fuck getting older in many ways though the experience/wisdom is invaluable lol, I was so retarded just a couple - few years ago compared to now still.

Anyway being with other women hasn't helped? Do you have children? Maybe you just need to settle down if not by now, if you don't have kids now I doubt you will dream much about HS anymore once you do probably maybe?

I can't imagine any women wanting a family with me tbh. I dunno how normies do it.
I just don't have a nt brain I suppose on top of being shy and reserved

 

[TiktokUser]

Time goes quick dude. Yesterday I was 18

Why do oldheads always say this shit. There’s no way 20 years of your life went by fast

 

[Mansur]

I'm on looksmax.org dude do you think I'm married

@Lefty Rankin is older and has kids

I mean dude at 38 without kids is brutal, you got any siblings you could rely on?
Also hows loneliness going for u

 

[SoundnVision]

Why do oldheads always say this shit. There’s no way 20 years of your life went by fast

Wait till you get here then you will understand

 

[SoundnVision]

@Lefty Rankin is older and has kids

I mean dude at 38 without kids is brutal, you got any siblings you could rely on?
Also hows loneliness going for u

Na no brothers or sisters.
If it get desperate then in about 5 years il go to asia and just get someone pregnant there but I've still got hope.

 

[Bipolar2Cel]

I can't imagine any women wanting a family with me tbh. I dunno how normies do it.
I just don't have a nt brain I suppose on top of being shy and reserved

I know nobody here wants to do this but maybe try older women still fertile wanting to settle down at this point, lol. I don't think it is that hard if you really try, but I get not being NT(I am not either) and not wanting to be with modern foids, it is a pain in the ass for sure to be with foids + kids these days.

I don't know about your looks but if they are pretty good then of course you can go for younger women than old hags still, even more so if you got good money.

Also sorry I feel a bit dumb for giving a 38 year old guy "advice" when I am 8 years younger lol.. what the fuck do I know, honestly. Hope you don't feel insulted lol.

 

[Bipolar2Cel]

Why do oldheads always say this shit. There’s no way 20 years of your life went by fast

Dunno.. I am 30 and time goes by fast. Feels like it goes faster and faster as you get older. At the same time I experienced so much weird shit past 2 years that for the first time it feels like a lot of recent memories are quite distant, really weird shit, but also when I think back to stuff 10 years ago that DOES feel almost like yesterday. Weird shit man.

 

[SoundnVision]

I know nobody here wants to do this but maybe try older women still fertile wanting to settle down at this point, lol. I don't think it is that hard if you really try, but I get not being NT(I am not either) and not wanting to be with modern foids, it is a pain in the ass for sure to be with foids + kids these days.

I don't know about your looks but if they are pretty good then of course you can go for younger women than old hags still, even more so if you got good money.

Also sorry I feel a bit dumb for giving a 38 year old guy "advice" when I am 8 years younger lol.. what the fuck do I know, honestly. Hope you don't feel insulted lol.

I mean I look about 26/27 so women in their 30s never even look at me that way probably.
Young girls ate good for fucking but they don't want family's.
Alot of men are lonely these days or are with a women they don't even like out of desperation.
How many men are living a fantasy life, married with a family and with a hot women who loves them ?
Less than 5%

 

[SoundnVision]

Dunno.. I am 30 and time goes by fast. Feels like it goes faster and faster as you get older. At the same time I experienced so much weird shit past 2 years that for the first time it feels like a lot of recent memories are quite distant, really weird shit, but also when I think back to stuff 10 years ago that DOES feel almost like yesterday. Weird shit man.

After 30 it goes extremely quick

 

[Bipolar2Cel]

I mean I look about 26/27 so women in their 30s never even look at me that way probably.
Young girls ate good for fucking but they don't want family's.
Alot of men are lonely these days or are with a women they don't even like out of desperation.
How many men are living a fantasy life, married with a family and with a hot women who loves them ?
Less than 5%

Wow awesome if you look that young still dude!!! Then yeah fuck old hags, as in, don't go for them, you deserve better. Nice as fuck to hear your aging so well too. Are you suppressing the trash hormone DHT also to age this well?

 

[SoundnVision]

Wow awesome if you look that young still dude!!! Then yeah fuck old hags, as in, don't go for them, you deserve better. Nice as fuck to hear your aging so well too. Are you suppressing the trash hormone DHT also to age this well?

I always looked young and boyish, so being on DUT just kind of preserves it, honestly I don't age hardly at all but my dad looks really young for his age so it comes from him

 

[Bipolar2Cel]

I always looked young and boyish, so being on DUT just kind of preserves it, honestly I don't age hardly at all but my dad looks really young for his age so it comes from him

Fuck yeah man, I am on dutasteride also + minoxidil, I take selegiline for anti-aging also since 7 1/2 years ago, lol. Only true anti-aging drug with evidence out there judging by rodent studies. I also got extremely good aging genetics both sides of my family. How many years have you been on dut? Seems like you resist aging even better when you suppress DHT, lol. That guy Haircafe on Youtube also looks good and young as fuck being like mid-late 40s by now having taken finasteride weeeell over a decade by now I believe.

Oh and yeah just having good hair and avoiding NORWOOD makes you look way younger and increasingly better than peers.

 

[notsofreakyshawel]

Brutal tbh

It's not like I've even been thinking about her during the day.
But been in my dream twice this week.

Rent free

Call her unc what’s the worse that could happen

 

[SoundnVision]

Call her unc what’s the worse that could happen

For what reason dude, I haven't seen her since I was 16

 

[undisputedlltn]

Just jerk off to her pics

 

[notsofreakyshawel]

For what reason dude, I haven't seen her since I was 16

Tell her you’ve been thinking about her and want to meet up worst case scenario shes married

 

[SoundnVision]

Fuck yeah man, I am on dutasteride also + minoxidil, I take selegiline for anti-aging also since 7 1/2 years ago, lol. Only true anti-aging drug with evidence out there judging by rodent studies. I also got extremely good aging genetics both sides of my family. How many years have you been on dut? Seems like you resist aging even better when you suppress DHT, lol. That guy Haircafe on Youtube also looks good and young as fuck being like mid-late 40s by now having taken finasteride weeeell over a decade by now I believe.

Oh and yeah just having good hair and avoiding NORWOOD makes you look way younger and increasingly better than peers.

Haven't researched selegiline tbh

Been on DUT on and off for years but I'm not gonna come off again there's no point, unless I was trying to get a girl pregnant.
Hair is too important especially when you're not a guy with a masc phenotype.
I take 1mg a day and 2.5 mg oral minox

 

[SoundnVision]

Just jerk off to her pics

Masturbating causes severe depression

 

[Bipolar2Cel]

Call her unc what’s the worse that could happen

She is old now though looks nothing like the young hotter version he dreams of.

 

[SoundnVision]

Tell her you’ve been thinking about her and want to meet up worst case scenario shes married

She's got a family dude

 

[SoundnVision]

She is old now though looks nothing like the young hotter version he dreams of.

Maybe not, I dunno. Last time I saw her was Facebook which I haven't used in 7 years I don't have her on insta

 

[Bipolar2Cel]

Haven't researched selegiline tbh

Been on DUT on and off for years but I'm not gonna come off again there's no point, unless I was trying to get a girl pregnant.
Hair is too important especially when you're not a guy with a masc phenotype.
I take 1mg a day and 2.5 mg oral minox

Even if you try to make someone pregnant unless fertility is affected there is no point, unless you worry about it in traces of semen(doubt those micro traces would matter, though), fertility generally seems unaffected overall for most guys.

Yeah hair is too important for me too and it is too OP to risk letting go, I get perfect clear skin when suppressing DHT also anyway, plus BPH runs in my family.

Well definitely look into selegiline for even more anti-aging and longevity, slows down/reduces risk of getting Parkinson's Disease and dementia also with age, protects against dopamine neuron loss. Boosts libido also and should offset some dropping of T and libido with age via its effects on prolactin, dopamine and the HPG axis. MAO-B expression also increases with age so dopamine levels cruelly decrease even further as you get older. MAO-B is kind of to the brain what DHT is to hair follicles lol.. also in rodents it protects other parts like the optical nerve from degradation, seems bit cardioprotective etc also. Generally dopamine exists throughout the body and when metabolized by MAO-B creates oxidative products. It is almost a "trash enzyme" there to make you age and rot faster lol, like DHT.