im going to consider roping if my oneitis dumps me

[Untrinsic]

currently e-dating this foid. she has a VERY similar personality to mine, I don't believe I'll ever meet someone like her again. I am obsessed with her and she knows it.
But she has bpd (not the impulsive kind, she wont cheat or anything) and we keep having issues, including right now at this very moment. Every time we fight she shuts down for a day and then we talk it out later. She has very good communication skills aside from that so of course it is worked out but she still stops talking to me over things, that are obviously a problem, but I don't understand her reaction to it at all or why its such a big deal. it makes me intensely angry
When things are good, they are great. There is a reason she is my oneitis despite the issues.
I don't know what I'll do if she leaves me because no other girl will compare to her. My dream is to have a family and I won't be able to do that without a good wife. She's ruined me, I wont be able to accept any one worse than her.
I might end up losing all of my drive and I won't graduate high school and just LDAR.

Sorry to rant but I don't have anywhere else to post this.

 

[.👽.]

nigga is killing himself for some e-girl who probably is some 60yo grandpa larping

 

[Tusseleif]

Jesus Christ

 

[Untrinsic]

nigga is killing himself for some e-girl who probably is some 60yo grandpa larping

i voice chat her as much as possible, i called her for like 5 hours today until an issue came up now shes not gonna answer my text until tommorow evening or later

 

[Biiyo03]

i voice chat her as much as possible, i called her for like 5 hours today until an issue came up now shes not gonna answer my text until tommorow evening or later

Jfl at u clown

niggas get played like that but at least they get a crumb of pussy, your ass is getting nothing.
Just being humiliated for free

 

[lutte]

incels

 

[Untrinsic]

the only thing saving me from LDAR for at least 6 months or maybe the rest of my life is if she once again takes me back after this most recent issue.

 

[maxxedfalloutdweller]

Niggas be wildin @Ritalincel

 

[thecaste]

the only thing saving me from LDAR for at least 6 months or maybe the rest of my life is if she once again takes me back after this most recent issue.

 

[Untrinsic]

ok guys i take it all back my anxiety attack is over
nevermind guys

 

[eyebagcel]

how did u meet her

 

[Untrinsic]

how did u meet her

discord