I'm going to kill myself today

[FutureSlayer]

Damn bro genuinely over for us

Brother in sorrow

 

[ikramy]

I have some people I trust but they're nowhere beneficial in building real life status to impress anybody, not talking in absolutes I do have some people but I dislike a big portion of people I meet

That’s normal then, people don’t owe you anything btw if you wanna socialize you have to fit in if you don’t stay where you are

 

[FutureSlayer]

That’s normal then, people don’t you own you anything btw if you wanna socialize you have to fit in if you don’t stay where you are

Even if I did succeed which I doubt, I'd have to maintain them in order to maintain the ltr, and her family, and her friends, and parties, and trips, and festivities.
It's legit a hustle, fuck this rigged shitty game

 

[ikramy]

Even if I did succeed which I doubt, I'd have to maintain them in order to maintain the ltr, and her family, and her friends, and parties, and trips, and festivities.
It's legit a hustle, fuck this rigged shitty game

Yah man even I struggle in these ig life is only about suffering even in things that seem fun to others

 

[Lefty Rankin]

I seem to get life mogged hard, they prefer a guy with a social circle and internal status, I thank you for trying to comfort me but this simply differs from what I see daily. Proximity reigns

No no no no no no no!

You simply don't know how to go about meeting girls. You're not good in the environment you're trying to pull them from.

I'm gonna act like a fucking therapist here for ya and I won't charge you a think. And I'm gonna get to the meat and potatoes all in this very brief session. You don't gotta keep coming to me for years.

I want you to do two specific exercises that could rewire your thinking and perhaps set you for life. Bit of CIA knowhow. This is one of the major ways they train their folks before sending them to the field. And think about it. This isn't data collection like the NSA, it's putting boots on the ground in foreign nations. You're sending someone with zero connections to a foreign country to build a network and steal secrets from the highest levels of government. It can certainly work for you in simply procuring girls out of their panties for the rest of your life. It's not just some redpill bullshit either. You seen how ugly some of them CIA field agents are? You ever seen one that's jacked or particularly handsome?

Ok, I want you to go out and get a girl you've never met before to spend at least 30 minutes talking to you, ending with only a phone number and a promise to meet again at a specific date and time. You have one week to do it and that's all you need to do. You're to do it without asking/receiving any her social media or providing any of your own. You're going to use a fake name the whole you talk to her and tell her you don't use social media. After you've done that you're going to ghost her.

Don't try to think why I would ask you to do this. You're not going to realize the reasoning until you've completed them.

NEXT EXERCISE

The "Cup of coffee":

You can do this exercise first. Might be better. Changes the outlook of the game and takes the pressure off while still utilizing the same skills to procure a date with zero social media.

Your task is to get someone, anyone, to buy you a cup of coffee. You have to dress well and do it inside a coffee shop. Get in a long line and chat it up with the person euther behind or in front of you. You have to get them to buy you a cup of coffee by the end of the conversation

CIA pulls from some of the most introverted, non neurotypical, ugly looking nerds in USA and sends them to make face to face connections at the highest levels of government in enemy nations. They send them to deal with gangsters and warlords. You're throwing your life away for a problem in your head that is a simple fix.

This coffee task is one of the first things CIA throws at all of their recruits. Some of them who went on to become some of the most successful operatives have taken over a month to complete this task, failing more than 7 times. The object is to get them looking at the world in a way that will change the way they deal with people forevermore.

Try to compete against yourself. You can get top quality girls to like you and want to fuck without looks, status, friends, social media, money or even ambition for anything else.

 

[LDARGymmaxx]

I can’t bear life anymore. I’ve been stuck in this limbo of isolation, playing offline games throughout my whole childhood, since I always found the retards online unbearable.

Later on, I gained a bit of status in high school because I was tall and jacked, and got a htb girlfriend at 17 by JBF and a lot of luck.

FFW she breaks up with me, and I go straight back into that same purgatory of loneliness. It’s been lasting ever since; years have already passed. I’ve had so few flashes of happiness that I’d probably go through with it if I were brave enough.

I’ve gone from ltn to subhuman at my worst, then to mtn after a downgraft CW bimax, rhinoplasty, and debloating. And I can tell you no amount of surgery will ever fix not having a social circle or being naturally good with people.

I seem to do alright with girls online. I’ve got topics, average intelligence, and I can fake my way through complex language that makes me stand out a bit. They’re genuinely interested at first, but the moment they realize I’m as alone as a 90 years old grandpa, they get the so called ick since they can’t leverage their social status with me.

A neurotypical mtn guy is born with unlimited chances, while a neurodivergent, depressed one has to be a 6’6" Ivan Drago anime caricature with a six-digit follower count just to keep up.

There’s no place left for a romantic man who got lost in the darkness.

A QUESTION FOR YOU GUYS
- Would you drop the ltr pipedream and start slaying low class ugly whores to cope with my void?

Any suggestion is accepted, thanks for your attention.

Clickbait title, obviously.

Stop bro just ascend

 

[FutureSlayer]

Stop bro just ascend

already on the path, what after? No girls I like available anymore and sloppy seconds? I'd rather stay celibate for life

 

[LDARGymmaxx]

already on the path, what after? No girls I like available anymore and sloppy seconds? I'd rather stay celibate for life

so a volcel

 

[JAYCELL]

molecule?

 

[FutureSlayer]

No no no no no no no!

You simply don't know how to go about meeting girls. You're not good in the environment you're trying to pull them from.

I'm gonna act like a fucking therapist here for ya and I won't charge you a think. And I'm gonna get to the meat and potatoes all in this very brief session. You don't gotta keep coming to me for years.

I want you to do two specific exercises that could rewire your thinking and perhaps set you for life. Bit of CIA knowhow. This is one of the major ways they train their folks before sending them to the field. And think about it. This isn't data collection like the NSA, it's putting boots on the ground in foreign nations. You're sending someone with zero connections to a foreign country to build a network and steal secrets from the highest levels of government. It can certainly work for you in simply procuring girls out of their panties for the rest of your life. It's not just some redpill bullshit either. You seen how ugly some of them CIA field agents are? You ever seen one that's jacked or particularly handsome?

Ok, I want you to go out and get a girl you've never met before to spend at least 30 minutes talking to you, ending with only a phone number and a promise to meet again at a specific date and time. You have one week to do it and that's all you need to do. You're to do it without asking/receiving any her social media or providing any of your own. You're going to use a fake name the whole you talk to her and tell her you don't use social media. After you've done that you're going to ghost her.

Don't try to think why I would ask you to do this. You're not going to realize the reasoning until you've completed them.

NEXT EXERCISE

The "Cup of coffee":

You can do this exercise first. Might be better. Changes the outlook of the game and takes the pressure off while still utilizing the same skills to procure a date with zero social media.

Your task is to get someone, anyone, to buy you a cup of coffee. You have to dress well and do it inside a coffee shop. Get in a long line and chat it up with the person euther behind or in front of you. You have to get them to buy you a cup of coffee by the end of the conversation

CIA pulls from some of the most introverted, non neurotypical, ugly looking nerds in USA and sends them to make face to face connections at the highest levels of government in enemy nations. They send them to deal with gangsters and warlords. You're throwing your life away for a problem in your head that is a simple fix.

This coffee task is one of the first things CIA throws at all of their recruits. Some of them who went on to become some of the most successful operatives have taken over a month to complete this task, failing more than 7 times. The object is to get them looking at the world in a way that will change the way they deal with people forevermore.

Try to compete against yourself. You can get top quality girls to like you and want to fuck without looks, status, friends, social media, money or even ambition for anything else.

I don't get what exactly the girl would be falling for then

 

[Node]

I haven’t seen you in a bit

 

[FutureSlayer]

I haven’t seen you in a bit

I planned some surgeries meanwhile, going to get cut open really soon

 

[Node]

I planned some surgeries meanwhile, going to get cut open really soon

what surgeries

 

[FutureSlayer]

what surgeries

Bimax plates removal, buccal fat removal, another rhinoplasty, infra/zygos implants, V shape surgery with a little bit of chin height reduction, upper lip repositioning as soft tissue didn't quite follow my bone movements and I have little bit of gummy smile

 

[Node]

Bimax plates removal, buccal fat removal, another rhinoplasty, infra/zygos implants, V shape surgery with a little bit of chin height reduction, upper lip repositioning as soft tissue didn't quite follow my bone movements and I have little bit of gummy smile

Richy rich ay?

 

[FutureSlayer]

Richy rich ay?

Just a loner that never spent anything

 

[Node]

Just a loner that never spent anything

Rich in my book

 

[Lefty Rankin]

I don't get what exactly the girl would be falling for then

You, they'll fall for you. I ain't never had to be shit.

 

[Ghoulish]

Get to jelquing and play dick game bossman