Im going to rope (story)

[141Nature]

Yesterday i had an argument with my mom, i was stressed because i had alot of stress during in school ect. the week it was weekend and i just wanted to relax and cope with social media bcs all my friends are on social media. She came in my room and insulted me treated me like an animal, she took my phone broke it and then turnt off the internet. She then went away . She lives somewhere else. And now i dont have no cope and no relaxation im in stress. I cant talk with no one . Im now using my ipad and public internet. Im going to rope, or i will run away and live in nature.
It wasnt the only time she did this, she also is narscist she will not feel bad she would just blame it on me.
I cant handle the stress and i want to end it for all.
My life was misrable i was in constant pain.
Yesterday i attempted to rope but i had an idea to just smoke for cope.
It was my first time smoking and it only made me dizzy.
i dont know what to do.

 

[141Nature]

it was like everything was perfect for me to rope as if someone wanted me to dot it

 

[Deleted member 160390]

Kill someone while you go, you might as well do something meaningful

 

[ikramy]

Yesterday i had an argument with my mom, i was stressed because i had alot of stress during in school ect. the week it was weekend and i just wanted to relax and cope with social media bcs all my friends are on social media. She came in my room and insulted me treated me like an animal, she took my phone broke it and then turnt off the internet. She then went away . She lives somewhere else. And now i dont have no cope and no relaxation im in stress. I cant talk with no one . Im now using my ipad and public internet. Im going to rope, or i will run away and live in nature.
It wasnt the only time she did this, she also is narscist she will not feel bad she would just blame it on me.
I cant handle the stress and i want to end it for all.
My life was misrable i was in constant pain.
Yesterday i attempted to rope but i had an idea to just smoke for cope.
It was my first time smoking and it only made me disse.
i dont know what to do.
@Palang

Damn dude hope you move out soon

 

[141Nature]

yesterday i was close to killing someone

Kill someone while you go, you might as well do something meaningful

 

[141Nature]

Damn dude hope you move out soon

it doesnt get better only worse

 

[trashbinxoxo]

Don't kill yourself over a foid. She means nothing. Just put up with the nonsense until you can move out and away from toxic family

 

[141Nature]

Don't kill yourself over a foid. She means nothing. Just put up with the nonsense until you can move out and away from toxic family

thank you

 

[trashbinxoxo]

thank you

Just endure the pain. It'll build up character development. Don't give up that easy

 

[trualive]

Yesterday i had an argument with my mom, i was stressed because i had alot of stress during in school ect. the week it was weekend and i just wanted to relax and cope with social media bcs all my friends are on social media. She came in my room and insulted me treated me like an animal, she took my phone broke it and then turnt off the internet. She then went away . She lives somewhere else. And now i dont have no cope and no relaxation im in stress. I cant talk with no one . Im now using my ipad and public internet. Im going to rope, or i will run away and live in nature.
It wasnt the only time she did this, she also is narscist she will not feel bad she would just blame it on me.
I cant handle the stress and i want to end it for all.
My life was misrable i was in constant pain.
Yesterday i attempted to rope but i had an idea to just smoke for cope.
It was my first time smoking and it only made me dizzy.
i dont know what to do.

dont worry brother, hard times will go away. just be patient.

 

[141Nature]

dont worry brother, hard times will go away. just be patient.

my whole life was hard

 

[trualive]

my whole life was hard

it will go away, you came into this world by accident then so be it live it and die a natural death

 

[recai iskender]

 

[New Poster]

iPad child rambling

 

[141Nature]

i will

Just endure the pain. It'll build up character development. Don't give up that easy

 

[141Nature]

iPad child rambling

 

[LegendaryKennen]

that sucks

 

[LegendaryKennen]

when u grow up and move out, never answer any of her phone calls

 

[141Nature]

she treats me like shit even though im not a child anymore i will turn 18 this year

iPad child rambling

 

[beniman]

Dude r

Yesterday i had an argument with my mom, i was stressed because i had alot of stress during in school ect. the week it was weekend and i just wanted to relax and cope with social media bcs all my friends are on social media. She came in my room and insulted me treated me like an animal, she took my phone broke it and then turnt off the internet. She then went away . She lives somewhere else. And now i dont have no cope and no relaxation im in stress. I cant talk with no one . Im now using my ipad and public internet. Im going to rope, or i will run away and live in nature.
It wasnt the only time she did this, she also is narscist she will not feel bad she would just blame it on me.
I cant handle the stress and i want to end it for all.
My life was misrable i was in constant pain.
Yesterday i attempted to rope but i had an idea to just smoke for cope.
It was my first time smoking and it only made me dizzy.
i dont know what to do.

roping bc of this is just stupid and kinda low iq but still theres way more 2 life and as long as u can go thru some of the dark paths of life ull get to see it sooner or later

 

[New Poster]

You’re having a meltdown because mommy took your phone

 

[Eltrē]

Another attention-seeking post.

 

[141Nature]

i will do that the amount of stress i have with her is to much

when u grow up and move out, never answer any of her phone calls

 

[141Nature]

no just put yourself in my position. you had a long week with stress in school and your at the end of the week reliefed that it ended and you just wanted to relax a day or more and then at home you have more stress and no cope can help you

You’re having a meltdown because mommy took your phone

 

[141Nature]

im deadass i would be dead yesterday but calmed down with cigarettes

Another attention-seeking post.

 

[valcovax]

Yesterday i had an argument with my mom, i was stressed because i had alot of stress during in school ect. the week it was weekend and i just wanted to relax and cope with social media bcs all my friends are on social media. She came in my room and insulted me treated me like an animal, she took my phone broke it and then turnt off the internet. She then went away . She lives somewhere else. And now i dont have no cope and no relaxation im in stress. I cant talk with no one . Im now using my ipad and public internet. Im going to rope, or i will run away and live in nature.
It wasnt the only time she did this, she also is narscist she will not feel bad she would just blame it on me.
I cant handle the stress and i want to end it for all.
My life was misrable i was in constant pain.
Yesterday i attempted to rope but i had an idea to just smoke for cope.
It was my first time smoking and it only made me dizzy.
i dont know what to do.

I have similar feelings, feel like my whole life has just been enduring pain. but there’s also been a lot of happy moments that I’ve had, it’s just harder to think about them when so much of ur life has been a struggle. I think it will get better though, and I always am happy to remind myself that eventually another happy moment will come, and I’ll be glad that I stuck around. Yea, maybe life is basically torture 99% of the time, but if you do things the right way, you’ll be happy you endured it all for those rare happy moments

 

[bottleofwater]

i would rather go ER than rope

 

[ghostghostghost]

Yesterday i had an argument with my mom, i was stressed because i had alot of stress during in school ect. the week it was weekend and i just wanted to relax and cope with social media bcs all my friends are on social media. She came in my room and insulted me treated me like an animal, she took my phone broke it and then turnt off the internet. She then went away . She lives somewhere else. And now i dont have no cope and no relaxation im in stress. I cant talk with no one . Im now using my ipad and public internet. Im going to rope, or i will run away and live in nature.
It wasnt the only time she did this, she also is narscist she will not feel bad she would just blame it on me.
I cant handle the stress and i want to end it for all.
My life was misrable i was in constant pain.
Yesterday i attempted to rope but i had an idea to just smoke for cope.
It was my first time smoking and it only made me dizzy.
i dont know what to do.

High inhib mindset just go kill her jfl