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Yesterday i had an argument with my mom, i was stressed because i had alot of stress during in school ect. the week it was weekend and i just wanted to relax and cope with social media bcs all my friends are on social media. She came in my room and insulted me treated me like an animal, she took my phone broke it and then turnt off the internet. She then went away . She lives somewhere else. And now i dont have no cope and no relaxation im in stress. I cant talk with no one . Im now using my ipad and public internet. Im going to rope, or i will run away and live in nature.
It wasnt the only time she did this, she also is narscist she will not feel bad she would just blame it on me.
I cant handle the stress and i want to end it for all.
My life was misrable i was in constant pain.
Yesterday i attempted to rope but i had an idea to just smoke for cope.
It was my first time smoking and it only made me dizzy.
i dont know what to do.
 
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it was like everything was perfect for me to rope as if someone wanted me to dot it
 
Kill someone while you go, you might as well do something meaningful
 
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Yesterday i had an argument with my mom, i was stressed because i had alot of stress during in school ect. the week it was weekend and i just wanted to relax and cope with social media bcs all my friends are on social media. She came in my room and insulted me treated me like an animal, she took my phone broke it and then turnt off the internet. She then went away . She lives somewhere else. And now i dont have no cope and no relaxation im in stress. I cant talk with no one . Im now using my ipad and public internet. Im going to rope, or i will run away and live in nature.
It wasnt the only time she did this, she also is narscist she will not feel bad she would just blame it on me.
I cant handle the stress and i want to end it for all.
My life was misrable i was in constant pain.
Yesterday i attempted to rope but i had an idea to just smoke for cope.
It was my first time smoking and it only made me disse.
i dont know what to do.
@Palang
Damn dude hope you move out soon
 
Don't kill yourself over a foid. She means nothing. Just put up with the nonsense until you can move out and away from toxic family
 
Yesterday i had an argument with my mom, i was stressed because i had alot of stress during in school ect. the week it was weekend and i just wanted to relax and cope with social media bcs all my friends are on social media. She came in my room and insulted me treated me like an animal, she took my phone broke it and then turnt off the internet. She then went away . She lives somewhere else. And now i dont have no cope and no relaxation im in stress. I cant talk with no one . Im now using my ipad and public internet. Im going to rope, or i will run away and live in nature.
It wasnt the only time she did this, she also is narscist she will not feel bad she would just blame it on me.
I cant handle the stress and i want to end it for all.
My life was misrable i was in constant pain.
Yesterday i attempted to rope but i had an idea to just smoke for cope.
It was my first time smoking and it only made me dizzy.
i dont know what to do.
dont worry brother, hard times will go away. just be patient.
 
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iPad child rambling
 
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when u grow up and move out, never answer any of her phone calls
 
Dude r
Yesterday i had an argument with my mom, i was stressed because i had alot of stress during in school ect. the week it was weekend and i just wanted to relax and cope with social media bcs all my friends are on social media. She came in my room and insulted me treated me like an animal, she took my phone broke it and then turnt off the internet. She then went away . She lives somewhere else. And now i dont have no cope and no relaxation im in stress. I cant talk with no one . Im now using my ipad and public internet. Im going to rope, or i will run away and live in nature.
It wasnt the only time she did this, she also is narscist she will not feel bad she would just blame it on me.
I cant handle the stress and i want to end it for all.
My life was misrable i was in constant pain.
Yesterday i attempted to rope but i had an idea to just smoke for cope.
It was my first time smoking and it only made me dizzy.
i dont know what to do.
roping bc of this is just stupid and kinda low iq but still theres way more 2 life and as long as u can go thru some of the dark paths of life ull get to see it sooner or later
 
no just put yourself in my position. you had a long week with stress in school and your at the end of the week reliefed that it ended and you just wanted to relax a day or more and then at home you have more stress and no cope can help you
You’re having a meltdown because mommy took your phone
 
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Yesterday i had an argument with my mom, i was stressed because i had alot of stress during in school ect. the week it was weekend and i just wanted to relax and cope with social media bcs all my friends are on social media. She came in my room and insulted me treated me like an animal, she took my phone broke it and then turnt off the internet. She then went away . She lives somewhere else. And now i dont have no cope and no relaxation im in stress. I cant talk with no one . Im now using my ipad and public internet. Im going to rope, or i will run away and live in nature.
It wasnt the only time she did this, she also is narscist she will not feel bad she would just blame it on me.
I cant handle the stress and i want to end it for all.
My life was misrable i was in constant pain.
Yesterday i attempted to rope but i had an idea to just smoke for cope.
It was my first time smoking and it only made me dizzy.
i dont know what to do.
I have similar feelings, feel like my whole life has just been enduring pain. but there’s also been a lot of happy moments that I’ve had, it’s just harder to think about them when so much of ur life has been a struggle. I think it will get better though, and I always am happy to remind myself that eventually another happy moment will come, and I’ll be glad that I stuck around. Yea, maybe life is basically torture 99% of the time, but if you do things the right way, you’ll be happy you endured it all for those rare happy moments
 

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