Im gonna die soon probably

[The giga incel]

In those 3 days ive used 540 mg of ritalin all snorted,after i started texin whit a jb to increase my confidence and celbrate i fucked up,im 30 whitout sleepin' ,im gonna consume the last 60 mg of ritalin that i still have,i also never eat just drink soo fuckin ' much ,im havin small allucinations rn,but the xanx halps me to not panic....
All of this cuz i got so many mental illnes...but there are years that i dk if i die
Anyway im 20 almost 21 and the girl is 16,she pretty,and in italy its a normal age gap even right now (only 2 3 years ago whit twitter become GRoOmiznG)
I also texed her when i said my age :did this bother you,she told: noooo i got many dms by creeps in their 40s and 50s and 60's sending dick pics lmao
I told her in insta that i prefer 14 to 16 yo girls cuz they make wanna protect them( i got balls fellas,this shit is akways be normal but now whit "grooming " "creep" "predator" you cant really tell it she really is still non feminism radicalized by USA AND UK AGE CUCKS TWEETS AND TIK TOKS
Anyway yall here got no experience whit really bed shit like drug addiction and reducing yourself into a zombi...
Pay for me fellas

 

[Deleted member 11414]

you'll be fine
i have amphetamine binges occasionally
just get some sleep

 

[The giga incel]

you'll be fine
i have amphetamine binges occasionally
just get some sleep

Yes but this is really so fukin much

 

[Deleted member 2403]

ESL.co

 

[ThatDjangoWalk]

In those 3 days ive used 540 mg of ritalin all snorted,after i started texin whit a jb to increase my confidence and celbrate i fucked up,im 30 whitout sleepin' ,im gonna consume the last 60 mg of ritalin that i still have,i also never eat just drink soo fuckin ' much ,im havin small allucinations rn,but the xanx halps me to not panic....
All of this cuz i got so many mental illnes...but there are years that i dk if i die
Anyway im 20 almost 21 and the girl is 16,she pretty,and in italy its a normal age gap even right now (only 2 3 years ago whit twitter become GRoOmiznG)
I also texed her when i said my age :did this bother you,she told: noooo i got many dms by creeps in their 40s and 50s and 60's sending dick pics lmao
I told her in insta that i prefer 14 to 16 yo girls cuz they make wanna protect them( i got balls fellas,this shit is akways be normal but now whit "grooming " "creep" "predator" you cant really tell it she really is still non feminism radicalized by USA AND UK AGE CUCKS TWEETS AND TIK TOKS
Anyway yall here got no experience whit really bed shit like drug addiction and reducing yourself into a zombi...
Pay for me fellas

Bro don't give up on this world, it doesn't worth it

Allah said in the Qur'an (interpretation of the meaning): "Allah does not burden a soul with more than it can bear"

Allah said also (interpretation of the meaning): "And what is the life of this world except the enjoyment of delusion"

No matter what happens in life, good or bad, we are just deluding ourselves to try to be in a happy state like if it is something that is going to last forever.
Some people fight and dedicate all their life for a goal and when they reach it all they find is emptiness and delusion, they try to trick themselves to think they won or that they did the right decision but in reality inside the most profound place of their heart they reflect "All of that for this?", like people who fight for money, success, power etc

Don't give up on life, this life is not that important, how many people had beetwen their hands money, women, political power and at the end what was the common denominator for all of them? What was the end goal? What was the only achievement? A couple of meters under ground, this life doesn't deserve commiting suicide brother, it just doesn't worth it nor deserve it, any addiction you have FIGHT against it, show this world you are stronger than him

Don't you have a mother or a father who loves you? Fight for them, don't let some bad moments ruin your outcome, imagine how many moments your mother had to go throught to just give you birth, how many fights, how many times she cried, how many mornings she woke up to bring you to school, bring bread to the table, how many times she must have cried for you without having noticed it, how much suffering and all for you giving the worst outcome possible for it?

DON'T LET THIS WORLD OVERCOME YOU, BECAUSE EVEN IF IT LOOKS STRONG IT IS WEAK, AND EVEN THE PERSON WHO HAS THE MOST ON THIS WORLD, KINGS, PRESIDENTS CELEBRITIES, ETC, when they sit on the bathroom they realize their real worth, so don't let expectatives which are fake to begin with, end with you, YOU ARE WORTH MORE THAN THAT

 

[The giga incel]

I survived,now im dealing good whit alchohol ( i bottle of wine and xans) the comesdowns from ritalin its doing good,iven if im hating mysemf for using alcohol cuz lowers hgh
Now im 'bout to text the Jb to look how things going

 

[eduardkoopman]

Sounds like a train wreck, atm