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Users here may notice a pattern of me occasionally seeming like I'm about to go off the rails and go ER
This usually happens after 6+ weeks of being stuck at home in my basement without attending any events where I can socialize with others
Then I end up going to a social event where I get drunk and blow off some steam then feel guilty in the aftermath for verbally bashing people and I calm down
However after having just had a 2 week holiday where I was out in public a lot and had a few nights out, my usual reset of my rage didn't happen and I've just become more hellbent on my fantasy of becoming a war lord and dishing out vengence on those who I feel deserve to be taken down a peg
This is an interesting development for me and I may end up in a battle between my belief that I must run good karma game and my belief that the suffering of others at my hands is warranted until the world is shaped to how I want it to be (eg. punch guys in front of their GFs if I dont think it is warranted for them to be fucking while I'm incel)
This usually happens after 6+ weeks of being stuck at home in my basement without attending any events where I can socialize with others
Then I end up going to a social event where I get drunk and blow off some steam then feel guilty in the aftermath for verbally bashing people and I calm down
However after having just had a 2 week holiday where I was out in public a lot and had a few nights out, my usual reset of my rage didn't happen and I've just become more hellbent on my fantasy of becoming a war lord and dishing out vengence on those who I feel deserve to be taken down a peg
This is an interesting development for me and I may end up in a battle between my belief that I must run good karma game and my belief that the suffering of others at my hands is warranted until the world is shaped to how I want it to be (eg. punch guys in front of their GFs if I dont think it is warranted for them to be fucking while I'm incel)
