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𝘌𝘈 𝘝𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘶𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘊𝘖 𝘍𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳
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I used to be extremely musical and to an extent still am. I play guitar among other things but being around other musical people has drained my interest in music. It also pains me that most of them seized opportunities (read my previous threads for more info) unlike me. This lead to my last 3 years of utter loneliness and isolation. It’s also quite sad considering that i’m actually quite good at music. I was always top of my class in music in elementary and middle school. But nowadays listening to music makes me too emotional that I can’t listen to it anymore. Sometimes listening to music makes me uncomfortable. Thus I have gradually stopped listening to music as much as I used to listen to and therefore I have started to lose interest in music in general. I feel like another reason is that I have become over saturated with music and I needed to get away for a while. Still what a shame. I could have been great.