I’m gymcelling again

[Prøphet]

Ngl I forgot how good it feels to workout, it clears my mind a lot and helps me feel like I’m at least making progress toward something, rn I’m emphasizing my shoulders and pull muscles because I have shit posture and get injured easily plus have a dogshit frame so hopefully delts and lats can help a little

No amount of muscle will change the fact I’m 5’9 but at least I can improve my frame even if it’s marginal why the fuck not

Also have appointment for my eye coming up soon and going to ask them about doing surgery, I would be lying if I said it’s not stressing the absolute fuck out of me but sometimes you have to take risks to earn the life you should have, I’m going to enjoy my journey to ascending because it shows who I am as a person, I’m going to win for once at something because Im dedicating everything to the pursuit of greatness

But basically I want to end this by saying if you’re a real mental cell like me gym is not cope, the things it does for your mental health are much more important and noticeable than actual physical muscles which no one really cares about, although that’s also a bonus for some form of self esteem

 

[shessonice]

No amount of muscle will change the fact I’m 5’9

too heartbreaking

 

[Prøphet]

too heartbreaking

Heightpill is fucking brutal and especially when you come from a family of tall people like me it’s almost a constant reminder of inadequacy but at least we have lifts, I’m also going to focus on making my face so aesthetic that my quality of life won’t be like the average manlet

 

[Idontknow-]

Ngl I forgot how good it feels to workout, it clears my mind a lot and helps me feel like I’m at least making progress toward something, rn I’m emphasizing my shoulders and pull muscles because I have shit posture and get injured easily plus have a dogshit frame so hopefully delts and lats can help a little

No amount of muscle will change the fact I’m 5’9 but at least I can improve my frame even if it’s marginal why the fuck not

Also have appointment for my eye coming up soon and going to ask them about doing surgery, I would be lying if I said it’s not stressing the absolute fuck out of me but sometimes you have to take risks to earn the life you should have, I’m going to enjoy my journey to ascending because it shows who I am as a person, I’m going to win for once at something because Im dedicating everything to the pursuit of greatness

But basically I want to end this by saying if you’re a real mental cell like me gym is not cope, the things it does for your mental health are much more important and noticeable than actual physical muscles which no one really cares about, although that’s also a bonus for some form of self esteem

Nice brah. Have you seen a video on tiktok, it shows one of your threads.

 

[shessonice]

Heightpill is fucking brutal

and heightism is normalized which makes it worse. 5'9" should be an acceptable height.

 

[Prøphet]

Nice brah. Have you seen a video on tiktok, it shows one of your threads.

Fr? Send it brah I wanna see

 

[shessonice]

Nice brah. Have you seen a video on tiktok, it shows one of your threads.

was it the one about klimo?

 

[Idontknow-]

was it the one about klimo?

yh

 

[Idontknow-]

Fr? Send it brah I wanna see

Just search up klimo maybe

 

[shessonice]

Fr? Send it brah I wanna see

 

[shessonice]

this shit is such an ass tiktokcel edit but whatevr,

 

[Prøphet]

Mirin, I’m glad he didn’t actually rope I wanna see that nigga get surgery and get his get back

Also worst fuckin sneak in I’ve ever seen holy

 

[Prøphet]

this shit is such an ass tiktokcel edit but whatevr,

I cage every time I see Marlon in an edit Jfl at these newgens

 

[abcd]

Fuck I gotta start gymcelling again. The first few sessions after not doing it for a while feel like shit cus I'm just so weak and not used to doing it but it gets better.

Going to the gym gives me a lot of negative thoughts tho too tbh I'm also 5'9 and kinda framelet 145lbs and usually I don't care that much but in the gym it's impossible not to compare myself to other people and think fuck I look small when I look in the mirror. I also usually get distracted by my phone like a retard and it kills my rhythm. Need to go gym no phone