i'm having a crisis thinking about everything

[got.daim]

i'm on a fucking bus and i can't curl up into a ball and cry about existence

 

[Seba]

Just stop thinking then bro

 

[Underdog9494]

Crying is for bitches

 

[Youㅤ]

existence in this reality is hard, thoughts on reality shifting?

 

[Youㅤ]

Crying is for bitches

i cant cry cuz i have no emotions , actually i wonder if crying could be helpful

 

[IAmWhite]

i'm on a fucking bus and i can't curl up into a ball and cry about existence

low t wtf

 

[Underdog9494]

i cant cry cuz i have no emotions , actually i wonder if crying could be helpful

I always feel like crying but i cant, no private place to do it and idk i just can't

 

[Youㅤ]

I always feel like crying but i cant, no private place to do it and idk i just can't

im in absolute privacy i just have no instinct to cry. i am very unexpressive. never smiled as a child. people say im robot and have no emotions. which is not true, but i feel happiness very mildly and only feel hatred strongly.

 

[Underdog9494]

im in absolute privacy i just have no instinct to cry. i am very unexpressive. never smiled as a child. people say im robot and have no emotions. which is not true, but i feel happiness very mildly and only feel hatred strongly.

Psycho freak

 

[got.daim]

existence in this reality is hard, thoughts on reality shifting?

i think it's just lucid dreaming no?
i haven't looked much into it, are you still conscious and can walk around and watch your body? like 3rd person in a video game? i've read some stuff on the FBI using it to spy on people

 

[Youㅤ]

Psycho freak

im definitely a freak, kind of hurts to remember this. i feel i cant change and must embrace it. im always doing something weird i cant seem to help myself.

 

[Underdog9494]

im definitely a freak, kind of hurts to remember this. i feel i cant change and must embrace it. im always doing something weird i cant seem to help myself.

Same bro

 

[Youㅤ]

i think it's just lucid dreaming no?
i haven't looked much into it, are you still conscious and can walk around and watch your body? like 3rd person in a video game? i've read some stuff on the FBI using it to spy on people

i believe u can reality shift from lucid dreaming

let me explain the theory

i think of everything as frequencies. consciousness is a frequency, and it interacts with other frequencies. our "reality" is basically the frequency of the connection our consciousness is tuned into.

if we want to leave this reality, this reality logically would permit our nonexistence. death could be a permanent reality shift. but while ur unconscious in this reality (from everyone elses perspective ur just laying there not doing anything) it gives ur consciousness the opportunity to exist in a different reality, and u can do this by changing the consciousness in order to tune in to the right frequency.

ive never reality shifted but its been my goal in the back of my mind as a cope since i hate this reality so much, it seems flawed to fundamentally to fix, and so i wish to exist somewhere else.

also i think of space (dimensions, distance) as a frequency. i think of infinite smallness and largeness as basically frequencies outside of our comprehension. just to get my thoughts down.