shutup paperclip nigga
nah im not becoming an apostle
In this world we are just shadows in Plato's Cave.
how come
Maybe. Idk this world feels too fake to be a higher realm. Or maybe because it feels so fake it means it's real? Fuck knows. Imma end up going down the sufi rabbit hole with this thinking
Gave me ptsd tbh
really?
I took a microdose with some friends and when their trip kicked in I took more cause I didn’t feel anything yet. I felt like I was stuck in a time loop and we walked around in circles nonstop. My friends pants fell down in front of these girls and he started crying and screaming and I felt paranoid about cops getting us and I kept looking at the time on my phone and it felt like time was staying still. I laid down in the dirt and stared at the sky and it felt like I was staring into infinity and it felt like my brain was about to explode because I was trying to comprehend space in its entirety.
I think Ive died too.
elaborate
what makes you think you have ptsd do you have flashbacks and shit
It felt like I was stuck forever. Any time now that I feel like time is going a little slow or if I feel space warps I panic and think to myself am I tripping right now and did that trip end? Regular life kinda seems dull because I experienced what felt like an eternity. Regular everyday experiences aren’t as exciting anymore like a walk through nature or looking at cool buildings because it feels insignificant in the grand scheme of things.
was this trip recent
This was back in 2022. I kinda feel jaded after the experience and the blackpill stuff on top of that was prob not good either tbh. If u have depression or anxiety then never touch psychedelics tbh.
I think I got hit by a car and died when I was a kid when walking past a roundabout.
