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Guys I feel like a total wreck. I guess maybe I’ll share a bit about me although probably many on here have already hear the same story
HS was rough for me. Was bad at sports, did okay with academics usually got As and Bs wasn’t a super student tho. Never was popular. I only had like 2 friends and they didn’t really want to be my friends. Never had any girl interested in me. Constantly picked on and always was the butt of the joke. Somehow survived 4 years of that.
Did a year of university and it sucked for me. Decided to learn a trade and that didn’t work for me either. I’m seriously fucked now. I have no job, education, nothing going for me. My growth has been stunted.
I don’t longer play video games since I find it to be cope and boring same with a lot of other things. I spend my days listening to same music playlist. While listening i enjoy day dreaming on what it would be like to be a Chad or a greatly improved version of my life. I just have everything rn. Nothing has ever gone my way.
Really wish I never found the forums and would have remained ignorant. Reality can be cruel at times. Giving me such wonderful dreams and ideas meanwhile making it impossible for me to ever achieve any of it. I’ll probably end up finding some low end job. Wagecucking day in and day out. That life pains me a great deal.
I never had it into me. This whole thing is just really autistic. Chad never needed a tutorial to do all that shit. He was just Chad. It feels hopeless the idea that I could somehow change my fate with hard work and effort. It hard work and effort was all that was needed a handful would be gigachad.
I’m not even mad just sad that the truth wasn’t told from the start. Don’t let people believe that they can be something that they are not.
HS was rough for me. Was bad at sports, did okay with academics usually got As and Bs wasn’t a super student tho. Never was popular. I only had like 2 friends and they didn’t really want to be my friends. Never had any girl interested in me. Constantly picked on and always was the butt of the joke. Somehow survived 4 years of that.
Did a year of university and it sucked for me. Decided to learn a trade and that didn’t work for me either. I’m seriously fucked now. I have no job, education, nothing going for me. My growth has been stunted.
I don’t longer play video games since I find it to be cope and boring same with a lot of other things. I spend my days listening to same music playlist. While listening i enjoy day dreaming on what it would be like to be a Chad or a greatly improved version of my life. I just have everything rn. Nothing has ever gone my way.
Really wish I never found the forums and would have remained ignorant. Reality can be cruel at times. Giving me such wonderful dreams and ideas meanwhile making it impossible for me to ever achieve any of it. I’ll probably end up finding some low end job. Wagecucking day in and day out. That life pains me a great deal.
I never had it into me. This whole thing is just really autistic. Chad never needed a tutorial to do all that shit. He was just Chad. It feels hopeless the idea that I could somehow change my fate with hard work and effort. It hard work and effort was all that was needed a handful would be gigachad.
I’m not even mad just sad that the truth wasn’t told from the start. Don’t let people believe that they can be something that they are not.
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