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iblameonlymyself

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I just take a 2 minute long video of me using the back camera+zoom+arm length away from the camera and wow....I am one hideous creature. my face is uneven,my nostrils are huge and my nose is bulbous,and my maxilla is just depressing.I am sorry for everybody that has stared at my face.im just so hard to stare at its unbelievable.I was really hoping the mirror was a better represantation of my face but apparently its not.

If I dont improve my looks before the end of this year I will let the rope do its job and let it take my miserable life.
 
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i know how u feel. i have these exact some thoughts sometimes too. but i wouldn’t kill myself
 
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What’s scary is that I’m even uglier. I’m so monstrous I get scared knowing I can’t escape from the man in the mirror because I’m trapped inside him.
 
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I just take a 2 minute long video of me using the back camera+zoom+arm length away from the camera and wow....I am one hideous creature. my face is uneven,my nostrils are huge and my nose is bulbous,and my maxilla is just depressing.I am sorry for everybody that has stared at my face.im just so hard to stare at its unbelievable.I was really hoping the mirror was a better represantation of my face but apparently its not.

If I dont improve my looks before the end of this year I will let the rope do its job and let it take my miserable life.
Totally get it but I’ve had to accept that looks aren’t everything but they do matter for me to be even considered human:feelsgood::feelswah: but that’s okay we are all gonna die some day
 
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hopefully I dont have to.
yes don’t end ur life. i think about it sometimes but the fear of messing up puts me off ever doing it

like guys who’ve tried but failed to commit suicide and instead end up permanently disabled or physically destroyed, far worse than before (a fate worse than death)

like what if i try but still live?
 
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What’s scary is that I’m even uglier. I’m so monstrous I get scared knowing I can’t escape from the man in the mirror because I’m trapped inside him.
Your not that bad looking
 
What’s scary is that I’m even uglier. I’m so monstrous I get scared knowing I can’t escape from the man in the mirror because I’m trapped inside him.
Totally get it but I’ve had to accept that looks aren’t everything but they do matter for me to be even considered human:feelsgood::feelswah: but that’s okay we are all gonna die some day
it feels better knowing im not alone. sub 5s of the world unite!
 
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Only way out is hardmaxxing boyo, if that doesn't work then rope
 
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We have people like @Vermilioncore , @_MVP_ , countless others who are trudging along with their subhumanity but you want to rope? Fucking coward
 
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it feels better knowing im not alone. sub 5s of the world unite!
Freaking love this site man helps me with my crippling feelings of loneliness generally makes my day better being on here
 
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Allat to be mtn or smth
 
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looksmax all you can but anything you know is going to be shit forever stop worrying about it. “If a problem is fixable, if a situation is such that you can do something about it, then there is no need to worry. If it's not fixable, then there is no help in worrying. There is no benefit in worrying whatsoever.” Just find your looksmatch or enjoy single life, I mean that seriously too being single is much better than dealing with a foid daily sometimes imo. hardmaxx if you still get nothing once you fully softmaxx but wouldnt be too hasty
 
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yes don’t end ur life. i think about it sometimes but the fear of messing up puts me off ever doing it

like guys who’ve tried but failed to commit suicide and instead end up permanently disabled or physically destroyed, far worse than before (a fate worse than death)

like what if i try but still live?
overdosing is the best way to go out. if you dont die I believe you dont get brain damage or become disable you just live.
 
What’s scary is that I’m even uglier. I’m so monstrous I get scared knowing I can’t escape from the man in the mirror because I’m trapped inside him.
I feel you man.being the ugliest person everywhere you go is ropefuel and deppresing.
 
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I was really hoping the mirror was a better represantation of my face but apparently its not
It is, to get a true actual representation of your face with a digital camera you must be at least 2 meters away from the camera and use a 100+ mm lens. Also your camera inverts your image so its different from what you see on the mirror.
 
looksmax all you can but anything you know is going to be shit forever stop worrying about it. “If a problem is fixable, if a situation is such that you can do something about it, then there is no need to worry. If it's not fixable, then there is no help in worrying. There is no benefit in worrying whatsoever.” Just find your looksmatch or enjoy single life, I mean that seriously too being single is much better than dealing with a foid daily sometimes imo. hardmaxx if you still get nothing once you fully softmaxx but wouldnt be too hasty
too young to hardmaxx and I cant keep living like this until I can.
 
It is, to get a true actual representation of your face with a digital camera you must be at least 2 meters away from the camera and use a 100+ mm lens. Also your camera inverts your image so its different from what you see on the mirror.
Ive heard that true mirror is the best representation of your face but all my mirror are in a frame so I cant really put them against eachother.
 
overdosing is the best way to go out. if you dont die I believe you dont get brain damage or become disable you just live.
hmmmm sure maybe. i would still be cautious and avoid self deleting in general. being ugly alone probably wouldn’t be enough for me to end it. only time i would consider it is if im deep crap with no way out. like if im faced with certain slow painful death
 
Also your camera inverts your image so its different from what you see on the mirror.
So assymmetries are highlighted even more to what people notice. You arent used to this image, therefore you get scared by it.
 
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too young to hardmaxx and I cant keep living like this until I can.
love of life is found in letting go. forget other people and skill up. people do treat you shit for looks regardless of dating or anything scenario, but if you join a martial arts gym and learn, learn some degree skill online like programming, and get some cool stuff like playing an instrument (will be seen as autistic but once you looksmax it will become super cool. fuck foids bro)
 
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We have people like @Vermilioncore , @_MVP_ , countless others who are trudging along with their subhumanity but you want to rope? Fucking coward
Your right I am a coward but fuck man I really really hate myself.
 

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I just take a 2 minute long video of me using the back camera+zoom+arm length away from the camera and wow....I am one hideous creature. my face is uneven,my nostrils are huge and my nose is bulbous,and my maxilla is just depressing.I am sorry for everybody that has stared at my face.im just so hard to stare at its unbelievable.I was really hoping the mirror was a better represantation of my face but apparently its not.

If I dont improve my looks before the end of this year I will let the rope do its job and let it take my miserable life.
Same
 
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love of life is found in letting go. forget other people and skill up. people do treat you shit for looks regardless of dating or anything scenario, but if you join a martial arts gym and learn, learn some degree skill online like programming, and get some cool stuff like playing an instrument (will be seen as autistic but once you looksmax it will become super cool. fuck foids bro)
will do(will try to do).
 
cant put my mirrors against eachother due to them being in a frame.
Got it, but wouldnt work anyways because you would block one of the mirrors so your image would be inversed anyways.

The best and truest representation is getting a digital camera, going 2 meters or more away from the camera and using the biggest lens mm as possible. Then you get a great representation.

This video explains it pretty well:
 
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Got it, but wouldnt work anyways because you would block one of the mirrors so your image would be inversed anyways.

The best and truest representation is getting a digital camera, going 2 meters or more away from the camera and using the biggest lens mm as possible. Then you get a great representation.

This video explains it pretty well:

Got itttt.my sister has one and ill see if shell let me borrow it
thanks man.
 
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Got itttt.my sister has one and ill see if shell let me borrow it
thanks man.
Wouldnt recommend using an iphone for it tho, I would use an actual camera and get as farthest away possible and get a really big lens mm. Then you can get the best representation of your face.
 
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Wouldnt recommend using an iphone for it tho, I would use an actual camera and get as farthest away possible and get a really big lens mm. Then you can get the best representation of your face.
sorry if im annoying you but do you know any cheap and good cameras ?
 
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sorry if im annoying you but do you know any cheap and good cameras ?
No need to worry bro. But no, I dont know. But the cheapest probably is expensive asf.
 
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No need to worry bro. But no, I dont know. But the cheapest probably is expensive asf.
dang,gotta start selling stuff on marketplace
 
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I just take a 2 minute long video of me using the back camera+zoom+arm length away from the camera and wow....I am one hideous creature. my face is uneven,my nostrils are huge and my nose is bulbous,and my maxilla is just depressing.I am sorry for everybody that has stared at my face.im just so hard to stare at its unbelievable.I was really hoping the mirror was a better represantation of my face but apparently its not.

If I dont improve my looks before the end of this year I will let the rope do its job and let it take my miserable life.
real, if ur a gymcel dont do it w ur physique its genuine ropefuel
 
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real, if ur a gymcel dont do it w ur physique its genuine ropefuel
I was planning on doing it fuck my face already ruined my night I dont want my physique to haunt me too:ROFLMAO:
 
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I just take a 2 minute long video of me using the back camera+zoom+arm length away from the camera and wow....I am one hideous creature. my face is uneven,my nostrils are huge and my nose is bulbous,and my maxilla is just depressing.I am sorry for everybody that has stared at my face.im just so hard to stare at its unbelievable.I was really hoping the mirror was a better represantation of my face but apparently its not.

If I dont improve my looks before the end of this year I will let the rope do its job and let it take my miserable life.
You havent seen me yet:(:feelsrope:
 
I’m sorry bro. IMO there’s more to life than entering a relationship. Relationships are only formed based of superficial attraction , based on how someone looks, which is left purely up to fate. IMO this is fucking bullshit and has lead me to pursue other things in life that make me happy. If u are truly super unattractive, I suggest u do the same. You may not be able to find happiness via a partner but there are still other ways (hobbies/passions)
 
I just take a 2 minute long video of me using the back camera+zoom+arm length away from the camera and wow....I am one hideous creature. my face is uneven,my nostrils are huge and my nose is bulbous,and my maxilla is just depressing.I am sorry for everybody that has stared at my face.im just so hard to stare at its unbelievable.I was really hoping the mirror was a better represantation of my face but apparently its not.

If I dont improve my looks before the end of this year I will let the rope do its job and let it take my miserable life.
blame it on lens distortion and move on with your day:p
 
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