Im in a treadmill of meaningless slaying

[Deusmaximus]

Once your blackpilled, dating and social interactions are not fun and natural anymore. Overanalyzing and constantly being in my head. Also i am always on the hunt for new meaningless sex just that i can tell myself "i am goodlooking enough". All these looksfrauding and seing behind why a girl will be interested in me, makes it impossible to form any emotion or real connection to a girl. I know if i would not wear my lifts, contacts and hair system she would not even talk to me anymore. So how should i have any emotion? But then on the other hand what is the meaning of this casual sex just to prove my ego something. I am like a junkie walking around hunting small dopamine events where a girl is attracted to my fake persona. Then in the end im still alone at home feeling empty.

 

[Deleted member 18849]

I know if i would not wear my lifts, contacts and hair system she would not even talk to me anymore.

Do hair transplant, limb lengthening and eye color change to blue.

 

[Deusmaximus]

Do hair transplant, limb lengthening and eye color change to blue.

What i need is a time machine to go back to my 18/19yr old self. Everything was exiting and my naive mind made me have fun and a lot of energy.

 

[Deleted member 4430]

This happened when youre 30 yo and falling for blackpill meme

 

[Deleted member 21532]

That’s me, this black pill shit rained the little innocence I had for others, if girls doesn’t treat me special , I’d immediately think I am subhuman. Validation became my only source of dopamine besides mogging.

 

[Deleted member 22611]

You're overthinking.

 

[DoctorLooksmax]

Pretty much the same for me- do you meet girls only off tinder / online?

Maybe try cold approaching or meeting irl for a more genuine interaction

 

[2d v2]

Do hair transplant, limb lengthening and eye color change to blue.

the result:

 

[the BULL]

Pretty much the same for me- do you meet girls only off tinder / online?

Maybe try cold approaching or meeting irl for a more genuine interaction

No more genuine interactions for your blackpilled rotted brain. Why do you think the girls you meet on tinder would be much different from a stranger in the club?

 

[Deleted member 18849]

the result:

He (it?) has wide femoral heads like Gandy

Mogged

 

[Hozay]

I'm in the same position as you and I don't see it getting any better unless I find a girl who I can actually connect with and isn't a whore

 

[thereallegend]

The only meaning of life is to stick your dick into wet holes.