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archoftriad
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I'm 18 years old. I'm 6 2 (188cm) I live in a country where you take a brutally competitive college entrance exam to land on a good university. I made an awesome score and was able to be in top 100. But it killed me. And not just I am the one who thinks this way, people around me notices it too. For context I look at the photos when I was 17 and there is a huge difference, I used to look much much better. I had a sharper jawline, nice eyes, a straight nose. And now my face seems like -eapecially cheek area- bloated. It's like there is a huge fat in my face area. Not just that, wearing a glasses destroyed my nose -my doc said that-. Also I am at ideal weight but while my arms and legs are skinny my chest area is full of fat I have manly boobs. Also I would like to mention that my height didn't grow a BIT. After obsessing about this topic I discovered looksmax etc and now I would like to tell about some bad habits I had in my exam year. It was a year full of stress I had temporary hair loss. I didn't sleep for a year at all. I used to sleep like 3 - 4 hours a day sometimes at max 6 hours. Sometimes I didn't sleep at all. My days were full of solving tests studying and studying. I now have ugly eyes with darkest circles you can ever see. I slept on my stomach because I couldn't sleep in any other way stress was killing me. Mouth-breathing was my gig even tho I knew it was a bad thing. I had the worst posture a human being can have. And I fully lost my libido right now I cannot have any feelings towards woman. I cannot say I was the best looking guy at that time bit I was in a much, much better state then. Now my cheeks are fat like my face is like up area normal cheek are huge and then comes jaw area which makes my face look weird and ugly. When the results were announced I didn't feel a bit of happiness or anything at all. I want to kill my parents. Any advice for me?
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