I'm just a walking zombie now

[Deleted member 21084]

If you are able to betabuxx, you are not a walking zombie. You are a member of society.

 

[DarkLooks]

I've been like that since a very young age. I'm a shadow of a person.

 

[Deleted member]

nothing feels real anymore

 

[RetardSubhuman]

There are no more barriers to cross. All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and the evil, all the mayhem I have caused and my utter indifference toward it I have now surpassed. My pain is constant and sharp and I do not hope for a better world for anyone. In fact, I want my pain to be inflicted on others. I want no one to escape, but even after admitting this, there is no catharsis. My punishment continues to elude me and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself. No new knowledge can be extracted from my telling. This confession has meant nothing.

 

[Stopping@Nothing19]

you are dead inside

 

[Deleted member 21084]

you are dead inside

I know

 

[Stopping@Nothing19]

I know

welcome to the club

 

[HerpDerpson]

If you are able to betabuxx, you are not a walking zombie. You are a member of society.

This tells something about a plight of Chinese (not only, really) man. The government wants him to be a good boy and slave himself away to make more taxpayers, so the wheels of the economy keeps turning. But he's unable to do even that!