I’m kind of pissed that this is my dream

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My dream to ascend by any means necessary

Because of my experiences growing up and going through high school as a subhuman, the only thing I truly thirst for is ascension

But it seems so silly and insignificant looking from the outside, I’m really going to burn for this? Just to change the anatomy of my face? I wish society wasn’t so cucked and superficial that I had to have this as my sole purpose. In another life my dream is to be a lawyer or travel the world or some shit. But because of my fate and destiny I have no interest in such things.

Well, now that I look at it like that, most dreams do sound silly and stupid to the one who isn’t living it. Because the heart wants what the heart wants, no negotiating it. Maybe I wish people were more honest about what they would burn for.
 
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My dream to ascend by any means necessary

Because of my experiences growing up and going through high school as a subhuman, the only thing I truly thirst for is ascension

But it seems so silly and insignificant looking from the outside, I’m really going to burn for this? Just to change the anatomy of my face? I wish society wasn’t so cucked and superficial that I had to have this as my sole purpose. In another life my dream is to be a lawyer or travel the world or some shit. But because of my fate and destiny I have no interest in such things.

Well, now that I look at it like that, most dreams do sound silly and stupid. Because the heart wants what the heart wants, no negotiating it. Maybe I wish people were more honest about what they thirst for and what they would burn for.
What surgeries are you getting in order to ascend?
 
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What surgeries are you getting in order to ascend?
I don’t like talking about what I will do because it gives me a cheap shot of dopamine without actually accomplishing anything. I’m going for a consult to fix my lazy eye next week, that’s the flaw that’s probably hurt me the most throughout my life. After that I hope I have the courage to pursue more surgeries to fix other severe flaws.
 
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My dream to ascend by any means necessary

Because of my experiences growing up and going through high school as a subhuman, the only thing I truly thirst for is ascension

But it seems so silly and insignificant looking from the outside, I’m really going to burn for this? Just to change the anatomy of my face? I wish society wasn’t so cucked and superficial that I had to have this as my sole purpose. In another life my dream is to be a lawyer or travel the world or some shit. But because of my fate and destiny I have no interest in such things.

Well, now that I look at it like that, most dreams do sound silly and stupid to the one who isn’t living it. Because the heart wants what the heart wants, no negotiating it. Maybe I wish people were more honest about what they would burn for.
this applies to alot of people so dont feel down becasuse its only you


society is fucked up as a whole and social media only worsens it by the day its so over for soyciety and theres nothing we can do
 
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Well it’s not gonna change anytime soon, so keep ascending
 
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Well it’s not gonna change anytime soon, so keep ascending
it never will its only going to get worse
 
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My dream to ascend by any means necessary

Because of my experiences growing up and going through high school as a subhuman, the only thing I truly thirst for is ascension

But it seems so silly and insignificant looking from the outside, I’m really going to burn for this? Just to change the anatomy of my face? I wish society wasn’t so cucked and superficial that I had to have this as my sole purpose. In another life my dream is to be a lawyer or travel the world or some shit. But because of my fate and destiny I have no interest in such things.

Well, now that I look at it like that, most dreams do sound silly and stupid to the one who isn’t living it. Because the heart wants what the heart wants, no negotiating it. Maybe I wish people were more honest about what they would burn for
wont attain it unless ur dreams r bigger
also what a waste of time to make this ur main goal in life, side quest and so much other stuff to put as a main goal
 
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wont attain it unless ur dreams r bigger
also what a waste of time to make this ur main goal in life, side quest and so much other stuff to put as a main goal
Do you think you can choose freely what you want?
 
I don’t like talking about what I will do because it gives me a cheap shot of dopamine without actually accomplishing anything. I’m going for a consult to fix my lazy eye next week, that’s the flaw that’s probably hurt me the most throughout my life. After that I hope I have the courage to pursue more surgeries to fix other severe flaws.
Good point. Lots of people make imaginary surgery plans as a way to cope with their current reality . Wish you the best of luck with the lazy eye consult.
 
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No day pass by without thinking about touhing and squeezing boobs
Its my only wish in life
 
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If your ascension plan consists of fuckinf women and engaging in degeneracy then you might still be just as miserable after the supposed ascension
 
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bump me too
 
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Good point. Lots of people make imaginary surgery plans as a way to cope with their current reality . Wish you the best of luck with the lazy eye consult.
Thanks bhai
 
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If your ascension plan consists of fuckinf women and engaging in degeneracy then you might still be just as miserable after the supposed ascension
Agree tbh

I would be lying if I said that isn’t a part of what I want but I could take it or leave it tbh, I just want to get revenge on all the abuse I took growing up I want to look in the mirror without crying I don’t want to be at the bottom of the bottom social status for life
 
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