I'm leaving and parting message

[LocalDanger]

I know I'm graycel and no one cares. But its more about myself and something I think I should do.

Some may call me gay or weak but to me they are young or overall inscure or immature people there is nothing weak with wanting to help and do something good or talking seriously about some things.

I started writing some hopeless pointless things lately here about missed years or whatever which only reinforce hopelesness.I'm starting to fall into darkness again I can feel it the longer I'm here the worst it gets. And this time compared to past spent in places like this I'm self awere enough to notice it. And know that here is also he other side. I wanted to leave on positive note.


As I said noticed I slowly slip. A unfortunately there are some hard things in life but you don't see how you are make your life worse at this moment. How reason why you suffer more and more is for big part because you sit on computer and lay down in bed instead of going out and living life and you have no good friends.

You don't see yourself realistically. You are not self awere because you have mental problems and you are stuck.

I started watching about external indienty vs internal identity. How the more you place value and everything you have on external factors the more unhappy you will be and the easier you can lose everything and yourself. And it's true for me I see truth in that.

Some have other issue by you won't find fix here ( I'm not talking about practical advice try to improve as much as you can of course but about thoughts and emotions reinforced here) just further negativity and self hate. Which is last thing you need.

You might say I don't belong here in first place. Maybe true but I know I have almost splied entirely too. So I think that I can happen to anyone if the circumstances are right.

But I can see that life can still have meaning. Even after all of this.

I think you should just get out of here mentally and emotionally. You should search for answer elsewhere because there is non here to be found. I will too for myself.But I strongly believe it's out there

And most of your problems here can be boiled down to not doing the best you can with want you have right now

Good luck on your path I hope you find way to move forward and that we all ascned.One day be it something that will come in far future or just something you find somewhere outside

 

[Adriana Lima]

I know I'm graycel and no one cares.

Thank you for your understanding I hope you slay in the future

 

[Deleted member 5185]

It sounds like you (and maybe others) are struggling with onsetting or already onset social anxiety. Its true that the solution isn't these boards. But it also isn't the issue.

The solution is to get out there and be social. You need to meet people, look them in the eye and create connections. We are social animals. If that means working retail, or getting involved in some school related activity program than so be it.

Putting yourself out there will also drive you to improve other aspects of your life because you aren't hiding inside all day.

 

[Deleted member 12923]

Many people on this forum definitely have mental issues. It's like listening to girls talk about every minor issue they have and seeking another user's validation. If you want to be genuinely happy and content, don't come to these forums or any forum. Some fucking virgin incel on this forum teaching you how to socialise is the most retarded thing. Nothing beats field-experience. Go live your life and don't come back here unless you want to laugh at other people and their misfortune