I'm lonely

[ntLarper677]

I used to like foids, ofc they never loved me when I was a chud, they usually said they were never ready or they wanting to focus on study and the week after came with a 6'3 lhtn ntpilled. I had a big ascension and now that I'm handsome, I feel like the foids that once never liked me now like me but only for my look but yeah yk I want real love. More and more foids texted me, I never had this many socials interaction in a short amount of time, since now I feel disgusted to talk to a foid, whenever they talk to me I just want to vomit and run away (I don't larp), theyre all hypergamous and it feeds my hatred against them, I never hated women that much, js because they're women I hate them like wtf I used to be kind and gentle. I sometime surprise myself wanting to rope some of them when they do their hypergamous things I think it is because I see the reflect of my old self. People would usually call this sexism so I js say so because it higher my cortisol to debate about shi but I believe it is not, I know that they're not all the same but when I watch my female friends, theyre all the same hypergafoids and (we were friends before I got blackpilled that's why I'm friend with hypergafoids) I always feel like they're playing with the guy they're flirting/dating's feelings and it literally disgust me. I also acknowledge that some guys also are like that but for me these people are rare, as hypergafoids aren't.
And so to conclude, I feel fucking lonely because I can't tell if a girl really do like me or if she's just hypergamous, plus larping being NT is already hard with guys so with girls...

 

[Yahya]

not reading that wattpad fagfic

 

[Ggnih]

I used to like foids, ofc they never loved me when I was a chud, they usually said they were never ready or they wanting to focus on study and the week after came with a 6'3 lhtn ntpilled. I had a big ascension and now that I'm handsome, I feel like the foids that once never liked me now like me but only for my look but yeah yk I want real love. More and more foids texted me, I never had this many socials interaction in a short amount of time, since now I feel disgusted to talk to a foid, whenever they talk to me I just want to vomit and run away (I don't larp), theyre all hypergamous and it feeds my hatred against them, I never hated women that much, js because they're women I hate them like wtf I used to be kind and gentle. I sometime surprise myself wanting to rope some of them when they do their hypergamous things I think it is because I see the reflect of my old self. People would usually call this sexism so I js say so because it higher my cortisol to debate about shi but I believe it is not, I know that they're not all the same but when I watch my female friends, theyre all the same hypergafoids and (we were friends before I got blackpilled that's why I'm friend with hypergafoids) I always feel like they're playing with the guy they're flirting/dating's feelings and it literally disgust me. I also acknowledge that some guys also are like that but for me these people are rare, as hypergafoids aren't.
And so to conclude, I feel fucking lonely because I can't tell if a girl really do like me or if she's just hypergamous, plus larping being NT is already hard with guys so with girls...

Epstein

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

dnr post in offtopic not looksmaxxing

 

[Hayshemi]

I used to like foids, ofc they never loved me when I was a chud, they usually said they were never ready or they wanting to focus on study and the week after came with a 6'3 lhtn ntpilled. I had a big ascension and now that I'm handsome, I feel like the foids that once never liked me now like me but only for my look but yeah yk I want real love. More and more foids texted me, I never had this many socials interaction in a short amount of time, since now I feel disgusted to talk to a foid, whenever they talk to me I just want to vomit and run away (I don't larp), theyre all hypergamous and it feeds my hatred against them, I never hated women that much, js because they're women I hate them like wtf I used to be kind and gentle. I sometime surprise myself wanting to rope some of them when they do their hypergamous things I think it is because I see the reflect of my old self. People would usually call this sexism so I js say so because it higher my cortisol to debate about shi but I believe it is not, I know that they're not all the same but when I watch my female friends, theyre all the same hypergafoids and (we were friends before I got blackpilled that's why I'm friend with hypergafoids) I always feel like they're playing with the guy they're flirting/dating's feelings and it literally disgust me. I also acknowledge that some guys also are like that but for me these people are rare, as hypergafoids aren't.
And so to conclude, I feel fucking lonely because I can't tell if a girl really do like me or if she's just hypergamous, plus larping being NT is already hard with guys so with girls...

Holy buzzwords post this in offtopic not here

 

[Emerq]

I just want to vomit and run away

This means your body's natural and survival instincts are intact

In nature, noticing betrayal or being replaced by a mate/partner was a real-life threat, so our ancestors evolved strong memory and avoidance systems around that. Your nervous system remembers how you were treated before, not just how you’re treated now.

True love is hard because once you bald, become worse looking, they leave for someone else.

It just means you're aware, which is healthy.

I feel fucking lonely because I can't tell if a girl really do like me or if she's just hypergamous

There's people that feel lonely too because they aren't even desired in the first place, what you have is already good