Im looking at family photos and its a horrible traumatic experience

[Deleted member 3828]

Just see people suffering because of their bodies
to different degrees
the most me
none are happy
maybe one newborn baby
and some better looking cousins are content and my uncle -we all have that uncle who is happy boomer

The camera draws out your bad thoughts if you are subhuman
and you either try to fight them in that moment and pose and end up looking funny/more ridiculous
or give up and look visibly hopeless depressed like me from time to time
mostly mix of those 2

they thought they were documenting our precious family moments together
they were embeding years of torment in camera memory

 

[Deleted member 13332]

Just see people suffering because of their bodies
to different degrees
the most me
none are happy
maybe one newborn baby
and some better looking cousins are content and my uncle -we all have that uncle who is happy boomer

The camera draws out your bad thoughts if you are subhuman
and you either try to fight them in that moment and pose and end up looking funny/more ridiculous
or give up and look visibly hopeless depressed like me from time to time
mostly mix of those 2

they thought they were documenting our precious family moments together
they were embeding years of torment in camera memory
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You are good looking mentalcel
@OldVirgin

 

[Deleted member 3828]

@PingPong @subhuman incel @OldVirgin @ropemax @Indiana Evans @Jamesothy @eduardkoopman

You are good looking mentalcel
@OldVirgin

I used to be biggest subhuman in my family and bullied at school
even though I am okay Looking now the damage has already been done

 

[Deleted member 9670]

looking at old photos is brutal I can see when my face started deforming

 

[Deleted member 13332]

@PingPong @subhuman incel @OldVirgin @ropemax @Indiana Evans @Jamesothy @eduardkoopman

I used to be biggest subhuman in my family and bullied at school
even though I am okay Looking now the damage has already been done

Same
Its brutal for damageisdonecels

 

[Deleted member 13332]

looking at old photos is brutal I can see when my face started deforming

Deforming jfl

 

[Deleted member 9670]

Deforming jfl

yes I used to be cute now I am an abomination

 

[Deleted member 13332]

yes I used to be cute now I am an abomination

Tales. You're sweet schizo

 

[Deleted member 9670]

Tales. You're sweet schizo

no my face became asymmetrical and didn't grow right

older women and teenage girls used to try and molest me

 

[Deleted member 13332]

no my face became asymmetrical and didn't grow right

older women and teenage girls used to try and molest me

So you was frauding in your pic?

 

[Deleted member 9670]

So you was frauding in your pic?

yes

 

[eduardkoopman]

I used to be biggest subhuman in my family and bullied at school
even though I am okay Looking now the damage has already been done

this is kinda me.
Although I'm maybe not giga or much damaged, because I have a reselient psychological build or whatever to call it.

Only after understanding fully and "taking" the blackpill. Does my past make sense. For example, why my mother never interfered or involved in my life when I was young/child. But was giga involved and high effort with my oldest brother when he was child. It because he was the worst looking of the family, and he was the best looking one. So all hope she put on him, etc...

It is, what it is.

 

[Elvisandreaa]

this is kinda me.
Although I'm maybe not giga or much damaged, because I have a reselient psychological build or whatever to call it.

Only after understanding fully and "taking" the blackpill. Does my past make sense. For example, why my mother never interfered or involved in my life when I was young/child. But was giga involved and high effort with my oldest brother when he was child. It because he was the worst looking of the family, and he was the best looking one. So all hope she put on him, etc...

It is, what it is.

mirin your mental toughness fratello, it's top tier

 

[eduardkoopman]

mirin your mental toughness fratello, it's top tier

thanks man.
I'm also still flabbergasted, that I still hev SOME level of self esteem. Even though, in my PUA days I went on a rejection streak of between 500-1000 womens. For just 1 handfull of successes.
I have to say, the 5 year LTR I had, where that woman was somehow quit into me. Did help to feel a better level of self esteem. Thinking back, it was probably a heightpill situation, because my face was back than kinda ugly/low tier normie. But she was short, 160 cm, and I was 188 cm. So big height difference. She was probably very heightist, and that why she liked me, and felt attracted to me, and thus treated me pretty good and positive during the LTR. So that adds, to feel good about oneself. To have recieved validation, as a man that holds good value as a romantic partner by at least 1 woman (that is not ugly, old, etc..)

 

[Deleted member 3828]

thanks man.
I'm also still flabbergasted, that I still hev SOME level of self esteem. Even though, in my PUA days I went on a rejection streak of between 500-1000 womens. For just 1 handfull of successes.
I have to say, the 5 year LTR I had, where that woman was somehow quit into me. Did help to feel a better level of self esteem. Thinking back, it was probably a heightpill situation, because my face was back than kinda ugly/low tier normie. But she was short, 160 cm, and I was 188 cm. So big height difference. She was probably very heightist, and that why she liked me, and felt attracted to me, and thus treated me pretty good and positive during the LTR. So that adds, to feel good about oneself. To have recieved validation, as a man that holds good value as a romantic partner by at least 1 woman (that is not ugly, old, etc..)

Mirin numbers game

Yeah it's crucial to have an intimate partner in your life for social/emotional development or what not

That's why many of us act like kids here probably (Sunny too)

 

[Deleted member 12002]

@PingPong @subhuman incel @OldVirgin @ropemax @Indiana Evans @Jamesothy @eduardkoopman

I used to be biggest subhuman in my family and bullied at school
even though I am okay Looking now the damage has already been done

I'm living in a house with all my photos over the walls. There's a couple I can't stand. It's whatever.

 

[Deleted member 15748]

When I was a kid my coloring was this

now it is more like this which is an improvement, but not ideal

but generally yeah I got better looking with age