I'm losing my sanity

[PsychoDsk]

every fucking winter

It's like my body and mind remembers shit that happened when I was a little boy
while I consciously don't
just straight despair all winter long

Doesn't help the fact it's my birthday on supposedly the 'happiest' day of the year, a day of endings and new beginnings. yea right
Everybody will be out partying, spending time with family, getting wasted with friends. Oh the horror

That's why I'm spending the holidays alone in a hotel, just me and probably a couple bottles of the good old smirnoff.
I can already tell I'm gonna bawl my fucking eyes out seeing people celebrate, taking vids of fireworks, getting those awful 'happy newyear' messages from people even though it's quite literally my BIRTHDAY, but that's less important to everyone anyway.

I'm a happy nigga overall but oh man the holidays and just winter in general really takes a toll on my sanity, It takes me atleast 2 months every year to recover from the absolute disgusting loneliness hole I dug myself willingly.

last year I spent it with my ex and I was still just as miserable as always if not even more, the year before that I went to a party. went home 15 mins in and almost roped because of the sheer burden this shit has on me.

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

 

[PsychoDsk]

I want to blast my shit on the fucking wall

 

[Glorious King]

GREAT IM TRADING MY SANITY

 

[Aox Ofwar]

every fucking winter

It's like my body and mind remembers shit that happened when I was a little boy
while I consciously don't
just straight despair all winter long

Doesn't help the fact it's my birthday on supposedly the 'happiest' day of the year, a day of endings and new beginnings. yea right
Everybody will be out partying, spending time with family, getting wasted with friends. Oh the horror

That's why I'm spending the holidays alone in a hotel, just me and probably a couple bottles of the good old smirnoff.
I can already tell I'm gonna bawl my fucking eyes out seeing people celebrate, taking vids of fireworks, getting those awful 'happy newyear' messages from people even though it's quite literally my BIRTHDAY, but that's less important to everyone anyway.

I'm a happy nigga overall but oh man the holidays and just winter in general really takes a toll on my sanity, It takes me atleast 2 months every year to recover from the absolute disgusting loneliness hole I dug myself willingly.

last year I spent it with my ex and I was still just as miserable as always if not even more, the year before that I went to a party. went home 15 mins in and almost roped because of the sheer burden this shit has on me.

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

I feel sorry man

 

[maximuslaid]

every fucking winter

It's like my body and mind remembers shit that happened when I was a little boy
while I consciously don't
just straight despair all winter long

Doesn't help the fact it's my birthday on supposedly the 'happiest' day of the year, a day of endings and new beginnings. yea right
Everybody will be out partying, spending time with family, getting wasted with friends. Oh the horror

That's why I'm spending the holidays alone in a hotel, just me and probably a couple bottles of the good old smirnoff.
I can already tell I'm gonna bawl my fucking eyes out seeing people celebrate, taking vids of fireworks, getting those awful 'happy newyear' messages from people even though it's quite literally my BIRTHDAY, but that's less important to everyone anyway.

I'm a happy nigga overall but oh man the holidays and just winter in general really takes a toll on my sanity, It takes me atleast 2 months every year to recover from the absolute disgusting loneliness hole I dug myself willingly.

last year I spent it with my ex and I was still just as miserable as always if not even more, the year before that I went to a party. went home 15 mins in and almost roped because of the sheer burden this shit has on me.

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

Winter kinda gives me a bittersweet feeling

 

[PsychoDsk]

GREAT IM TRADING MY SANITY

 

[lafr]

 

[PsychoDsk]

Winter kinda gives me a bittersweet feeling

even tried giga thyroidmaxxing and no bitter or sweet in my feelings to be detected
happy 4 u

 

[PsychoDsk]

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[DravidianBvll]

wow so mysterious and dark triad doood

 

[yetlet808]

Same birthday

 

[maximuslaid]

even tried giga thyroidmaxxing and no bitter or sweet in my feelings to be detected
happy 4 u

Didnt you post your ascensions here with HGH or smth?

Even chads get depressed ig

 

[PsychoDsk]

wow so mysterious and dark triad doood

 

[PsychoDsk]

Same birthday

the endings part or the beginnings part?
how's it for u? don't even bother telling me if yours is all sunshine and rainbows

 

[PsychoDsk]

Didnt you post your ascensions here with HGH or smth?

Even chads get depressed ig

no HGH

 

[yetlet808]

the endings part or the beginnings part?
how's it for u? don't even bother telling me if yours is all sunshine and rainbows

Endings, I dont really care, ig it sucks a little cuz its so close to all the other things and no one really cares

 

[browncurrycel]

Winter depression is real

Knew a few niggas back in school who would say the same

 

[d3m4g5]

every fucking winter

It's like my body and mind remembers shit that happened when I was a little boy
while I consciously don't
just straight despair all winter long

Doesn't help the fact it's my birthday on supposedly the 'happiest' day of the year, a day of endings and new beginnings. yea right
Everybody will be out partying, spending time with family, getting wasted with friends. Oh the horror

That's why I'm spending the holidays alone in a hotel, just me and probably a couple bottles of the good old smirnoff.
I can already tell I'm gonna bawl my fucking eyes out seeing people celebrate, taking vids of fireworks, getting those awful 'happy newyear' messages from people even though it's quite literally my BIRTHDAY, but that's less important to everyone anyway.

I'm a happy nigga overall but oh man the holidays and just winter in general really takes a toll on my sanity, It takes me atleast 2 months every year to recover from the absolute disgusting loneliness hole I dug myself willingly.

last year I spent it with my ex and I was still just as miserable as always if not even more, the year before that I went to a party. went home 15 mins in and almost roped because of the sheer burden this shit has on me.

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

Maybe you're low on Vitamin D. Fly to Somalia and lie on a beach for 4-6 days.

 

[Insomnia]

It's like my body and mind remembers shit that happened when I was a little boy

Such as?

 

[Hernan]

every fucking winter

It's like my body and mind remembers shit that happened when I was a little boy
while I consciously don't
just straight despair all winter long

Doesn't help the fact it's my birthday on supposedly the 'happiest' day of the year, a day of endings and new beginnings. yea right
Everybody will be out partying, spending time with family, getting wasted with friends. Oh the horror

That's why I'm spending the holidays alone in a hotel, just me and probably a couple bottles of the good old smirnoff.
I can already tell I'm gonna bawl my fucking eyes out seeing people celebrate, taking vids of fireworks, getting those awful 'happy newyear' messages from people even though it's quite literally my BIRTHDAY, but that's less important to everyone anyway.

I'm a happy nigga overall but oh man the holidays and just winter in general really takes a toll on my sanity, It takes me atleast 2 months every year to recover from the absolute disgusting loneliness hole I dug myself willingly.

last year I spent it with my ex and I was still just as miserable as always if not even more, the year before that I went to a party. went home 15 mins in and almost roped because of the sheer burden this shit has on me.

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

i'll always be there for you Dsk.