I’m lowkey not okay man

[Prøphet]

This endless self destruction has to stop. I chose the path of least resistance a long time ago, choosing to obey what my fear tells me to do. I live the most boring “life” imaginable, staying at home 24/7 and rotting in my room. Months have passed by in what feels like 1 week. I don’t know what to do at this point, it feels like Ive gone along with these bad choices for such a long time they’ve become attached to who I am. The scariest part is how everybody just kinda accepts that I’m a failure. I don’t know how to stop it, I can think about it but never can muster the courage to do what needs to be done. The last time I talked to someone other than my family was probably in 2024. This is not fucking ok and it might be too late to redirect my life into anything I want

 

[adrian2121]

Go outside, start a new hobby and just do anything that isnt doable at home brah

 

[Prøphet]

Go outside, start a new hobby and just do anything that isnt doable at home brah

Im so ugly and ND that I know how people will perceive me and how out of my control it is and it kills me so I just refuse to try even if I want to more than anything

 

[hye732]

how old r u?

 

[adrian2121]

Im so ugly and ND that I know how people will perceive me and how out of my control it is and it kills me so I just refuse to try even if I want to more than anything

just ignore bruh or do you wanna stay a bedrotting chud forever

 

[Prøphet]

how old r u?

I’m 18, it’s fucking crazy to say out loud because the last time I was even doing anything whatsoever I was 15, it’s like I stepped into a wormhole or something and all the time vanished

 

[Prøphet]

just ignore bruh or do you wanna stay a bedrotting chud forever

Logically I agree but I just don’t know how to find the energy to implement any advice I get

 

[asdvek]

Dumb subhuman

 

[adrian2121]

Logically I agree but I just don’t know how to find the energy to implement any advice I get

We cant chabge that shit u just gotta take it into ur own hands bruh

 

[valentine]

I’m 18, it’s fucking crazy to say out loud because the last time I was even doing anything whatsoever I was 15, it’s like I stepped into a wormhole or something and all the time vanished

there's literally no time between 18 and 21, you have to do something about this now

 

[PsychoDsk]

I’m sorry man
There’s always time, don’t forget that

 

[IronMike]

I’m 18, it’s fucking crazy to say out loud because the last time I was even doing anything whatsoever I was 15, it’s like I stepped into a wormhole or something and all the time vanished

so you are barely out of tutorial mode and already a self defeatist? This must be what they mean when they say the competition weeds itself out

 

[Luquier]

I’m 18, it’s fucking crazy to say out loud because the last time I was even doing anything whatsoever I was 15, it’s like I stepped into a wormhole or something and all the time vanished

Real af, it’s weird how you remember more shit from 10 years ago than you do from the past year

 

[Luquier]

I’m 18, it’s fucking crazy to say out loud because the last time I was even doing anything whatsoever I was 15, it’s like I stepped into a wormhole or something and all the time vanished

You can just as easily jump from 18 to 23 that’s how LDAR works. Life passes by at light speed

 

[Outlander]

You can just as easily jump from 18 to 23 that’s how LDAR works. Life passes by at light speed

Yeah I'm in my 20s and the last year went by in a flash

 

[JordanFagget271]

I’m 18, it’s fucking crazy to say out loud because the last time I was even doing anything whatsoever I was 15, it’s like I stepped into a wormhole or something and all the time vanished

r u blind?
i remember u said it ruined ur life
will u fix it?

 

[Luquier]

Yeah I'm in my 20s and the last year went by in a flash

Same, shit is wild

 

[Outlander]

Same, shit is wild

Sure is. I forget the name for this phenomenon but as you get older, each year represents a smaller percentage of your lived experience, so it seems shorter. Add to that lack of real life experiences and escapism, and there's even less break to the routine and novel experiences worth remembering.

The younger you are the fresher everything is and the more new novel experiences you have. As you get older, there's less memorable things to experience, and this is way more true if you're an incel with very little real life new experiences and always use the same escapism and copes.

 

[Luquier]

Sure is. I forget the name for this phenomenon but as you get older, each year represents a smaller percentage of your lived experience, so it seems shorter. Add to that lack of real life experiences and escapism, and there's even less break to the routine and novel experiences worth remembering.

The younger you are the fresher everything is and the more new novel experiences you have. As you get older, there's less memorable things to experience, and this is way more true if you're an incel with very little real life new experiences and always use the same escapism and copes.

There’s loads of milestones I need to experience, problem is I just LDAR

 

[Outlander]

There’s loads of milestones I need to experience, problem is I just LDAR

How old are you? Once you're years into adulthood your odds of ascending drop drastically because you're just so far behind in experience

 

[Prøphet]

r u blind?
i remember u said it ruined ur life
will u fix it?

Low vision

Cant fix that it’s genetic