I'm mentally ill, can't help that I do these things

[Eriot Lodger]

It's just like something snaps and I just gotta do it. Like my body is on autopilot and it just drives and operates itself independent of logical abstraction

 

[Deleted member 77954]

It's just like something snaps and I just gotta do it. Like my body is on autopilot and it just drives and operates itself independent of logical abstraction

What things?

 

[ImVerySorry]

i cried when my mom bought the wrong type of magnesium for me, she bought magnesium carbonate and i wanted citrate or glycinate. does that make me ill or just a bitch?

 

[PROMETHEUS]

What things?

Do you really wanna find out these “things” that a self-proclaimed mentally ill user is even high-inhib enough to exclude from OP?

 

[isis_Bleach]

my mom told me to call the doctors office and i already did and explaine that i did and then she thought im lying cuz of some voicemail the doctors office left so i filpped out in anger and threw her abalone ashtray, ecpwnsive candle, all her food, and her phone and i smashed them and scatttered them all across our frontyard. oopsie daisie

 

[Eriot Lodger]

What things?

I don't remember

Nice try tho FED

 

[Deleted member 30521]

Do you take meds?

 

[Huge غرور]

my mom told me to call the doctors office and i already did and explaine that i did and then she thought im lying cuz of some voicemail the doctors office left so i filpped out in anger and threw her abalone ashtray, ecpwnsive candle, all her food, and her phone and i smashed them and scatttered them all across our frontyard. oopsie daisie

High t behavior you will go far in live disrespecting ur mother

 

[Eriot Lodger]

i cried when my mom bought the wrong type of magnesium for me, she bought magnesium carbonate and i wanted citrate or glycinate. does that make me ill or just a bitch?

Sounds like you need to increase your estradiol dosing

 

[Eriot Lodger]

my mom told me to call the doctors office and i already did and explaine that i did and then she thought im lying cuz of some voicemail the doctors office left so i filpped out in anger and threw her abalone ashtray, ecpwnsive candle, all her food, and her phone and i smashed them and scatttered them all across our frontyard. oopsie daisie

I smashed a phone in my dad's face so he started nose bleeding. The son of a bitch wouldn't leave my house. We're a whole family full of crazies.

 

[Eriot Lodger]

Do you take meds?

Not really. Yes, I guess. Sometimes. Depends

 

[Deleted member 30521]

Not really. Yes, I guess. Sometimes. Depends

What do you specifically have? (If you don't mind me asking).

 

[Eriot Lodger]

What do you specifically have? (If you don't mind me asking).

No, that's fine. I suppose you mean what do I have as in what mental condition?

It's quite complicated. I have several problems, of which most are not diagnosed/not medically examined by a professional. Some of it might be genetic, while environmental factors such as living in a dysfunctional home definitely added to it.

I'm not gonna post my medical archives or anything personal like that, but let's just say I'm crazy enough to get help from the government, which is crucial for my mere survival, let alone any form of real chance of flourishing. On the outside I might look like I'm doing fine, but really I'm just swimming to keep me head above the water.

 

[fraudmaxxer7]

fuck i have that autopilot feeling and overall Dissociation from reality

 

[Eriot Lodger]

fuck i have that autopilot feeling and overall Dissociation from reality

I tried to fight it yesterday but my impulses won. It's almost like an out of body experience

 

[Deleted member 30521]

I'm not gonna post my medical archives or anything personal like that, but let's just say I'm crazy enough to get help from the government, which is crucial for my mere survival, let alone any form of real chance of flourishing. On the outside I might look like I'm doing fine, but really I'm just swimming to keep me head above the water.

At least there's the relief of knowing that your head really is messed up. (Knowing alot of your issues lie there).
But it must brutal knowing there's nothing you can really do about it. Especially if your meds only treat the symptoms with awful side effects.

 

[fraudmaxxer7]

At least there's the relief of knowing that your head really is messed up. (Knowing alot of your issues lie there).
But it must brutal knowing there's nothing you can really do about it. Especially if your meds only treat the symptoms with awful side effects.

nigga near all ppl with mental issues are aware anyways,most ppl get like that in the first place from being too aware/conscious

 

[Deleted member 30521]

nigga near all ppl with mental issues are aware anyways,most ppl get like that in the first place from being too aware/conscious

Knowing there's an issue and accepting it are two different things.
Some people are really stubborn in admitting that they have issues in the head. (Like real issues not those idiots who brag about "having depression/anxiety" to seem trendy).

 

[Eriot Lodger]

Knowing there's an issue and accepting it are two different things.
Some people are really stubborn in admitting that they have issues in the head. (Like real issues not those idiots who brag about "having depression/anxiety" to seem trendy).

So true. I just think how could I not have ended up a little messed up after all, I didn't have any role models to begin with

 

[Eriot Lodger]

At least there's the relief of knowing that your head really is messed up. (Knowing alot of your issues lie there).
But it must brutal knowing there's nothing you can really do about it. Especially if your meds only treat the symptoms with awful side effects.

Yeah, it truly over. There's still some things I want to attain but I don't think it's going to happen. I stopped caring about more and more things to the point where I'm actively rooting for the end of humanity. Don't think you can "fix" that, especially since I feel like I can rationally justify it.