Kiwi'sSub5
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As some of you may know, I've been struggling with my mental health lately and am thinking about killing myself. Today I finally received my sodium nitrite, and I feel incredibly relieved.
Despite this, I also feel motivated. Maybe it's because I know I have a way out with the sodium nitrite and can kill myself whenever I want, but I feel like I want to take control of my life and try to live as best I can. If things don't go well, I can still rope, and that's fine with me. I honestly don't know how long this motivation will last, given my sudden mood swings, but I'll make the most of it while it lasts.
Despite this, I also feel motivated. Maybe it's because I know I have a way out with the sodium nitrite and can kill myself whenever I want, but I feel like I want to take control of my life and try to live as best I can. If things don't go well, I can still rope, and that's fine with me. I honestly don't know how long this motivation will last, given my sudden mood swings, but I'll make the most of it while it lasts.
