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mvrosk33
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blackpill has ruined my self image, it has taught me things that goes against my mother’s teachings before she passed away recently. I dont know what im doing wrong, how everyone around me is happy with their significant other while i cant pull a woman for the life of me.
Suicide has been in my mind the past few days. I want my mom again. I want the only woman to ever love me to hold me again. I want to look at the mirror and see the happy kid my mom raised me to be and not this fat, lonely, sack of shit.
What am I doing wrong dude? Out here, LTN’s here can pull anyone, while I cant even have the privilege of being reciprocated. I dont want to hate women, i was raised to respect them, but why do they treat me like a disposable floater?
Im typing this with the intent of suicide tomorrow, after church. I need someone to please help me change.
Suicide has been in my mind the past few days. I want my mom again. I want the only woman to ever love me to hold me again. I want to look at the mirror and see the happy kid my mom raised me to be and not this fat, lonely, sack of shit.
What am I doing wrong dude? Out here, LTN’s here can pull anyone, while I cant even have the privilege of being reciprocated. I dont want to hate women, i was raised to respect them, but why do they treat me like a disposable floater?
Im typing this with the intent of suicide tomorrow, after church. I need someone to please help me change.