
choppedshyt
Vinicius is my muse.
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There is nothing worse than inheriting an illness from your family; mental or physical. Genuinely a subhuman genes trait lol
For reference my bloodline is full of mentalcel schizos especially my grandparents from my dad's side who are just full on mentally psychotic and many other distant relatives I don't know about
90% of my mental issues aren't a result of what happened around me. I grew up in a pretty privileged environment for the most part, lived in a suburb, I'm not visually subhuman, my parents have a fairly decent relationship etc
I was just born with a fucked up brain chemistry lol. I'm ND and have endogenous depression which is basically being depressed because your shitty genes said so, even if you are privileged in every other department
I get into long depressive episodes for absolutely NO reason and do nothing but bedrot all day.
Fun fact: the ONE time I managed to finally get a gf she left me because of one of my depressive episodes which lasted way longer than it should've
you could say I fumbled if it wasn't out of my fucking control
It's just such a fucking curse man
For reference my bloodline is full of mentalcel schizos especially my grandparents from my dad's side who are just full on mentally psychotic and many other distant relatives I don't know about
90% of my mental issues aren't a result of what happened around me. I grew up in a pretty privileged environment for the most part, lived in a suburb, I'm not visually subhuman, my parents have a fairly decent relationship etc
I was just born with a fucked up brain chemistry lol. I'm ND and have endogenous depression which is basically being depressed because your shitty genes said so, even if you are privileged in every other department
I get into long depressive episodes for absolutely NO reason and do nothing but bedrot all day.
Fun fact: the ONE time I managed to finally get a gf she left me because of one of my depressive episodes which lasted way longer than it should've
It's just such a fucking curse man