I’m not fit for any connection deeper than surface level

[dogedogedoge]

Whenever anyone tries to form any sort of connection with me my brain just goes in full defensive mode involuntarily

This girl likes me and it just makes me pity her and I’m just mean and I’m not even trying to be

Whenever someone is interested in me I just treat them like the stupidest person in the world

I hate myself so much that I hate when people don’t

I fucking hate this shit I take it all out on myself

 

[dogedogedoge]

Like no matter how much I looksmax or how attractive I am I will still be alone forever all of this shit is so pointless it really just makes me want to give up