im not going to live for very long

[Deleted member 15854]

so im going to live to the fullest whilst im here. even if it were to end abruptly at this moment, id be contempt, it was a good life ngl tbh. ive taken enough from here, ive missed out on some experiences but thats alright. the quality was worth the short quantity

this is involuntary, i indeed wish to live, but im suffering from a health condition beyond me. what took my mother i suspect has been passed unto me. i show all the symptoms of it but bluepilled doctors are literally killing me with misdiagnosis lol, gonna get pathology again.

im not sad about it, ive accepted and am at peace with it. if this is simply what God wished for me, i have no choice but to follow along with it like a fish in the calm stream. or im not sure, maybe ive lost the ability to feel for stuff like this

 

[Deleted member 23974]

it was good knowing u

 

[WhiskeyCocaine]

Aye man it’s all good

Just do it

Do it man there’s no other option

I will do it soon

 

[Deleted member 25667]

What's the condition op?

 

[Deleted member 23772]

i already planned my railway suicide in saturday. Failed 3 exams and life seems to just go dark now. Not just with me but the whole world, the black swan is right around the corner

 

[Deleted member 15854]

i already planned my railway suicide in saturday. Failed 3 exams and life seems to just go dark now. Not just with me but the whole world, the black swan is right around the corner

damn, sorry to hear man. ive had similar thoughts and i think its best to just continue until nature takes its course, however that may be, as you only get one life. pain, happiness etc, idk what the meaning of it all even is, but i think all these experiences have its value, even the ones you see negative. im trying to find higher meaning, and i think this is one of the things ive realised upon my pursuit of that.

how old are you and what u studying? repaying for uni course and wasting another semester can feel pre shitty but im sure you can rebound from this. even if it affects GPA, im sure you can make some excuse to interviewer or even get lenience from course admins

 

[Deleted member 15854]

What's the condition op?

my mom passed from adenocarcinoma and ive got symptoms of that like loose, floating, pale stools, malabsorption. they dont suspect anything and think it could be IBS, stress related, gallstone etc( im gonna try gallstone flush soon)

Dr. Hulda Clark Liver cleanse & gallbladder cleanse & gallstones flush recipe

Dr. Hulda Clark Liver cleanse & gallbladder cleanse & gallstones flush recipe

www.curezone.org

https://looksmax.org/threads/organ-maxxing-for-optimum-health-and-aesthetic-benefit.571060/

as my prior pathology of liver test, albumin, blood count etc were good but im gonna test it again in few days in case it was false positive results

 

[Nectar]

No ur gonna die soon

 

[Deleted member 15854]

No ur gonna die soon

if i can live till 25 atleast, lose virginity, experience true love ill be contempt tbh, ive experienced everything i need from life but for that

 

[Deleted member 15854]

idrc bout myself but hardest thing is knowing pain itll cause to my family. seeing loved one suffer is worse than seeing yourself suffer

 

[Reformed]

Goodfaceshitbod = mog

 

[Deleted member 15854]

Goodfaceshitbod = mog

ye i made this name when i was redpilled jfl but physique, height very improtant too

 

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