I'm not having a good day today

[Deleted member 5746]

Today hasn't been very fun.
I came to school packing some imodium (I can't buy opioids online cuz my mom started intercepting all of my purchases and confiscating my substances), just kinda floated through the whole day. Some kids were mocking me (I think it was a manlet Chad and two Stacey's talking about some "creepy guy"who of course had been me) - although I forget if that was today or yesterday. Felt very brutal when got home, tried to fall asleep but couldn't, my mom made bullshit cope food that I opted out of eating. Took a long shower and fucked around with a knife in the shower - honestly have considered cutting my dick off - and am now chilling
It's all just kinda brutal. Also I'm pretty sure a bunch of kids in the school mock me behind my back and I always get such dirty stares from people whenever I traverse through that bullshit building. Honestly I wanted to just come up and punch that Chad right in his pretty teeth and leave him a disfigured trucel. But nope, we live in a cucked country where a man can't even punch someone to protect his dignity without being charged with assault. That may have been on Monday actually jfl I literally don't know. Yeah actually I think that was yesterday.
I swear on my graduation date I will let everyone in that stupid school know exactly how I feel about all of them. Also I'm never ever gonna meet up with ukranian bitch so I think I'll just ghost her, it's a stupid cope e- relationship and honestly it's sad that I developed feelings for some random ugly femcel that gave me a bit of attention.

Tldr Blah blah blah diary of higgabigga January 12 2021 suck my cock if u don't wanna read come blow me

 

[Deleted member 3902]

Make me

 

[( ( ( d[-_-]b ) ) )]

How old r u

 

[Deleted member 5746]

How old r u

 

[Deleted member 6380]

self harm is pathetic cuz it means you're weak and other people achieved their purpose of harming you

 

[Deleted member 5746]

self harm is pathetic cuz it means you're weak and other people achieved their purpose of harming you

Indeed indeed, but then again it's not really harm if it helps you though
Ironically enough "self harm" is more like self help

 

[Deleted member 2403]

You mog me to oblivion so can't relate

 

[( ( ( d[-_-]b ) ) )]

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Bro you remind so much of this person Ik irl nah like 20 something

 

[Deleted member 5746]

Bro you remind so much of this person Ik irl nah like 20 something

What's the person like ?

 

[( ( ( d[-_-]b ) ) )]

What's the person like ?

Funny as hell. You guys even look alike

 

[Deleted member 5746]

Funny as hell. You guys even look alike

Yikes. Jestermaxxers suck cock

 

[vLotus]

You gonna blaze up your grad. Dam. Calm down bro this the typa shit that gives this forums bad rep.

 

[Deleted member 5746]

You gonna blaze up your grad. Dam. Calm down bro this the typa shit that gives this forums bad rep.

Its your own mind playing tricks on u buddy. I haven't said a word about "blazing" anything or anyone up.

 

[skull_mogger]

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[Deleted member 5746]

15

Based

 

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[vLotus]

Its your own mind playing tricks on u buddy. I haven't said a word about "blazing" anything or anyone up.

You said you were gonna make them know how you feel at grad. Maybe I mistook what that meant. Sounded like you were gonna blaze everyone up

 

[Deleted member 5746]

You said you were gonna make them know how you feel at grad. Maybe I mistook what that meant. Sounded like you were gonna blaze everyone up

If letting people know what you think of them means killing them in your head, perhaps u just got a fucked up head.

 

[vLotus]

If letting people know what you think of them means killing them in your head, perhaps u just got a fucked up head.

This is how the story goes

Incel>Gets bullied by chad n Stacy > gets angry> hates life > going to grad where chad n Stacy n whole year will be there > blazes school up. End of story.

 

[Deleted member 5746]

This is how the story goes

Incel>Gets bullied by chad n Stacy > gets angry> hates life > going to grad where chad n Stacy n whole year will be there > blazes school up. End of story.

Projection

 

[Deleted member 756]

PM me bro

 

[SOS-Sonic]

Start meditating, trust me.



Practice mindfulness; I recommend studying the works of Eckhart Tolle and Sam Harris, they have great ideas on this topic.

 

[Deleted member 5189]

I really care

 

[Deleted member 9072]

imagine gettinb mocked by a manlet

 

[Deleted member 756]

I really care

good to know

 

[Deleted member 10185]

Instead of cutting you dick off.. Why not try to ascend first?

 

[Deleted member 9819]

I think it was a manlet Chad

again, high t manlets vs low t tallfags

 

[Ritalincell]

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Wow u sound and act very very gay in that video jfl

 

[Deleted member 10185]

How in living fuck tall people like you can have this much problem??? Fucking tall people moggs everything.. even manlet with chad face. You guys dont know how lucky you are.

 

[Deleted member 756]

How in living fuck tall people like you can have this much problem??? Fucking tall people moggs everything.. even manlet with chad face. You guys dont know how lucky you are.

cope

 

[Deleted member 10185]

cope

All I see normie to low tier normie dating girls.. but they are all tall guys... fuck.

 

[Deleted member 756]

All I see normie to low tier normie dating girls.. but they are all tall guys... fuck.

that is nonsense
face is more important than height

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

brutal nigga had thoughts of cutting his dick off jfl

 

[Deleted member 10185]

that is nonsense
face is more important than height

I refuse to believe it.. everyone normie guy I see dating.. they are always tall.

 

[Deleted member 9072]

brutal nigga had thoughts of cutting his dick off jfl

nigga is autistic
no wonder he gets called out in public

 

[Deleted member 12002]

Today hasn't been very fun.
I came to school packing some imodium (I can't buy opioids online cuz my mom started intercepting all of my purchases and confiscating my substances), just kinda floated through the whole day. Some kids were mocking me (I think it was a manlet Chad and two Stacey's talking about some "creepy guy"who of course had been me) - although I forget if that was today or yesterday. Felt very brutal when got home, tried to fall asleep but couldn't, my mom made bullshit cope food that I opted out of eating. Took a long shower and fucked around with a knife in the shower - honestly have considered cutting my dick off - and am now chilling
It's all just kinda brutal. Also I'm pretty sure a bunch of kids in the school mock me behind my back and I always get such dirty stares from people whenever I traverse through that bullshit building. Honestly I wanted to just come up and punch that Chad right in his pretty teeth and leave him a disfigured trucel. But nope, we live in a cucked country where a man can't even punch someone to protect his dignity without being charged with assault. That may have been on Monday actually jfl I literally don't know. Yeah actually I think that was yesterday.
I swear on my graduation date I will let everyone in that stupid school know exactly how I feel about all of them. Also I'm never ever gonna meet up with ukranian bitch so I think I'll just ghost her, it's a stupid cope e- relationship and honestly it's sad that I developed feelings for some random ugly femcel that gave me a bit of attention.

Tldr Blah blah blah diary of higgabigga January 12 2021 suck my cock if u don't wanna read come blow me

That sounds pretty bad. At least they don't mock you to your face. It shows you're not a b*tch. If people mock me behind my back I begin to play with them. I'll engage with them in a subtle mind game that lets them know, but not for sure, that the things they're saying and the way they're behaving entertains me. It's genuine though. I really like it. At a certain point they'll get to feeling self conscious and become angry because they'll realize they've been like little monkeys dancing for me the whole time. Then I'll turn things up and let the atmosphere get thick. It's like there's an elephant in the room that I'm begging everybody to confront me about. If they do confront me then I'll make them look like a punk. It's very easy to do to a dude who's been saying things behind your back, but not to your face. Most times though that doesn't happen. Most people will get scared of me and just avoid me like the plague after that. There's always be a few who become drawn to me though.

To do this properly people have to think you're a lot weaker than you really are. It's all about luring them in, messing with them, and revealing yourself at the right time. It won't work for you though because you're still in school. These people have probably already known you for years.