I’m not living my life

PseudoMaxxer

PseudoMaxxer

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I feel like i’m not living in 1st person, like im just a ghost looking at my body move and act certain ways.

I can’t recognize myself anymore even in the mirror i look different.

I’m not acting like i would do normally, seems like i’m acting the NT way too much and i have 0 schizo time for myself everyday.
 
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I feel like i’m not living in 1st person, like im just a ghost looking at my body move and act certain ways.

I can’t recognize myself anymore even in the mirror i look different.

I’m not acting like i would do normally, seems like i’m acting the NT way too much and i have 0 schizo time for myself everyday.
Sometimes i also feel like im not living in 1st person. Like my thoughts are more real than the real world.
 
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I’m not acting like i would do normally, seems like i’m acting the NT way too much and i have 0 schizo time for myself everyday.
stop taking your meds and your non NT schizo self will come back again
 
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now watch me whip
 
fuck you complaining about nigga
you already have sex and an active social circle
 
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Look up dp/dr, seems like you’re dealing with some dissociation. It’s not fun
 
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Look up dp/dr, seems like you’re dealing with some dissociation. It’s not fun
I feel like somebody else is living into my body and i’m here with him watching what he does.

Yesterday i smoked weed after saying ill stop and ate junk food, while i was doing it i felt like i was trapped watching my own body doing it and couldn’t stop it…

I’ll look those up, thanks.
 
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Yesterday i smoked weed after saying ill stop and ate junk food, while i was doing it i felt like i was trapped watching my own body doing it and couldn’t stop it…
Yeah that’s depersonalization. Pretty common side effect of weed induced anxiety. You should quit smoking or it could become a problem.
 
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lay off all the drugs, detox
 
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