I’m Not Motivated to do Anything Right Now

[MLGS0LD1ERB0Y]

Whenever I feel like an ugly subhuman I just feel so whipped out and tired, just super unmotivated to do anything.

I don’t even wanna go outside looking like this right now. It’s just a repeated cycle of me looking alright then suddenly out of nowhere looking like a subhuman. It’s fucking over dude.

I’m so fucking sick of this repetitive cycle so fucking much. This impacts my mood so much. I’m so envious. I’ve had tik tok and Instagram deleted for like 4 months and I still feel like shit and am trapped in this cycle of looking good then looking shit.

I’m fucking done man. I’m so fucking done. I haven’t spoken to a foid in a year. I’m so sick of feeling like this. I don’t even have motivation to eat right now. I’m sick and tired of feeling like this.

 

[hoodsiickle]

Damn, sorry dude

 

[MLGS0LD1ERB0Y]

Damn, sorry dude

You don’t have to be sorry. It’s nobody’s fault but myself. I’m willing to take full accountability.

No matter what I’m still not gonna fucking LDAR. I am so driven this year I will get myself into a good uni and find a good job to afford surgery. I’m never fucking quitting.

 

[subhuman1996]

Me too and it has been like that for months

 

[snuggylion5]

When i feel subhuman i work more

So i can escape subhumaness hopefully

 

[MLGS0LD1ERB0Y]

Me too and it has been like that for months

So it doesn’t get better? I need to get out of this rut.

That’s why no amount of cope ass shit can convince me not to get surgery. This shit impacts my mood and I think about this metric every single day.

 

[MLGS0LD1ERB0Y]

When i feel subhuman i work more

So i can escape subhumaness hopefully

Yeah you have to become redpilled for a while in order to save up for shit tbh. That’s the route I’m going atm.

 

[snuggylion5]

Yeah you have to become redpilled for a while in order to save up for shit tbh. That’s the route I’m going atm.

I dont mean like job Lol

Althought i do need one to save up for my surgeries

 

[subhuman1996]

So it doesn’t get better? I need to get out of this rut.

That’s why no amount of cope ass shit can convince me not to get surgery. This shit impacts my mood and I think about this metric every single day.

It can but the more time u spend not doing anything, the harder it will be to break the cycle

 

[kisslessvirgin]

same man

im severely depressed, when will it end

I feel that trapped in a cycle part

 

[MLGS0LD1ERB0Y]

It can but the more time u spend not doing anything, the harder it will be to break the cycle

Exactly. I’m always fine, but some days like today man. I just feel like nothing.

 

[MLGS0LD1ERB0Y]

same man

im severely depressed, when will it end

I feel that trapped in a cycle part

Keep pushing through man, it has to get better