Rt-Rust1
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When I was in high school I started researching social dynamics and such. Then I started going out and improved a lot game and social abilities.
But.. Then it got to the point where I saw every single nt guy acted the same fucking way. did they also acted like that "strategically", as a learned ability as I did? or did they do it naturally?
Then I realized that normies actually care a lot about looks and will treat u like shit if you don't look good.
I realized that by looking good and having the cookie cutter nt personality would work for normies to like.
The thing is I saw no point in having the exact same personality "nt" guys had. Overall it is pretty much the same for most guys, I felt like a copy and saw everybody as a copy of each other. On top of that I realized that most "nt" people or guysactually only cared about fucking hooking up or making out and "HaV1Ng FuNn" but didn't really seem care about other important things. It is like they ignore the "bad" parts of life
I saw also a lot of hypocrisy, like everybody calls themselves christian (most people) yet they don't give a fuck about hooking up with whoever. Like wtf.
Anyways, I was quite NT in highschool but then I couldn't put up anymore with the hypocrisy of normies + it was an acted personality (like I felt in the inside that looks played a rol in social interactions but I continued as if nothing (sometimes it benefited me when I mogged sb and sometimes I saw how guys who mogged me could get away wih more stuff). + I was invested into christianity and the truth so I really couldn't stand the shallowness and again pretty much the hypocrisy of people. Like they behave like robots who have no heart (if you are good looking you are treated well, if not, the not, but people still talk about love and whatever
Now I'm in Uni and I would like to be NT again. I'm not used to interact a lot and I think the abilities I used to have might be useful. I have of kinda lost the practice. anyway just wanted to share a little (I think venting might be a correct expression)
But.. Then it got to the point where I saw every single nt guy acted the same fucking way. did they also acted like that "strategically", as a learned ability as I did? or did they do it naturally?
Then I realized that normies actually care a lot about looks and will treat u like shit if you don't look good.
I realized that by looking good and having the cookie cutter nt personality would work for normies to like.
The thing is I saw no point in having the exact same personality "nt" guys had. Overall it is pretty much the same for most guys, I felt like a copy and saw everybody as a copy of each other. On top of that I realized that most "nt" people or guysactually only cared about fucking hooking up or making out and "HaV1Ng FuNn" but didn't really seem care about other important things. It is like they ignore the "bad" parts of life
I saw also a lot of hypocrisy, like everybody calls themselves christian (most people) yet they don't give a fuck about hooking up with whoever. Like wtf.
Anyways, I was quite NT in highschool but then I couldn't put up anymore with the hypocrisy of normies + it was an acted personality (like I felt in the inside that looks played a rol in social interactions but I continued as if nothing (sometimes it benefited me when I mogged sb and sometimes I saw how guys who mogged me could get away wih more stuff). + I was invested into christianity and the truth so I really couldn't stand the shallowness and again pretty much the hypocrisy of people. Like they behave like robots who have no heart (if you are good looking you are treated well, if not, the not, but people still talk about love and whatever
Now I'm in Uni and I would like to be NT again. I'm not used to interact a lot and I think the abilities I used to have might be useful. I have of kinda lost the practice. anyway just wanted to share a little (I think venting might be a correct expression)