Im not sure what I should do of my life

[Lebgfinal]

I am not attractive, good at anything and I never had a gf at 17
I’m not sure, I could work for years trying to pay for surgeries but nothing guarantee it will be enough you know, extremely unlikely some magical surgery is going to make me good looking.
And as isolated as I am right now, it could continue, I would become a isolated loser with no friends, never had a gf. It would not end wellz
Everyday I mostly cope with videos games but with time I realize it’s not as fun as it was, most of my friends moved on, some now have girlfriends. I’m just so deprived of human interactions.
But I’m so unmotivated doing anything social related, I’m scared people will judge me for my looks, for who I am.
I’m stuck in a lonely bubble and I don’t know how to escape.

 

[Lebgfinal]

I’ve been a laughing stuff clown for the blackpill community (including this forum), I can’t do this anymore man, nothing is really funny anymore.

 

[Deleted member 23115]

same i literally have no idea what i want outta life. I have many ideas but i dont take any of them seriously for long enough. Fuck this shit.

 

[Deleted member 26410]

Have you been outside recently? I used to think like you until I started exploring the outside world. There I discovered how beautiful of a place the world truly is. Not only did I improve my mental health, but it improved my rationality, dispelling me of thinking dystopian black pill thoughts.

 

[JovenCansao]

You're 17, the best thinf you can do rn if incel is learn a valuable skill or education
Other than that not much other than rot