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21 and I'll be dropping out of college 3rd time now
I keep fooling myself that this time life will be better, I have to do something, it's better than working and bla bla bla
I don't want to do anything tbh and NEET life suifuel just the same. Seems like being born was a mistake.
I went to work a month before and it was also fucking awful longterm I couldn't do it
Classical wageslaving-minimal wage of course
Anything I do I never really have much interest in and after a month or so I even start hating it and want to quit
The worst part is I keep lying to myself and my relatives that it's going well and I'm feeling great and shit
so I never have anyone to relate to tbh except my therapist
I keep fooling myself that this time life will be better, I have to do something, it's better than working and bla bla bla
I don't want to do anything tbh and NEET life suifuel just the same. Seems like being born was a mistake.
I went to work a month before and it was also fucking awful longterm I couldn't do it
Classical wageslaving-minimal wage of course
Anything I do I never really have much interest in and after a month or so I even start hating it and want to quit
The worst part is I keep lying to myself and my relatives that it's going well and I'm feeling great and shit
so I never have anyone to relate to tbh except my therapist