I’m oneitisceled once again

[SubSigma]

It’s been a while since I have been onitisceled. The last time I got extremely infatuated with a girl to the point where I couldn’t think of anything else was a couple years ago. Thats what got me into redpill and eventually blackpill. Around 2024 I moved to Poland, and I got over it and had a couple ons with some decent looking women (mostly Polish, Ukrainian, and one German), and a relationship for a couple months.

In mid 2024 there was a Polish girl I hooked up with and she was facially the most attractive girl I have ever been with. She was around Staceylite, in good shape, but not much ass and tits. My friends were spreading rumors that she was a hoe but at the time I didn’t really care and slept with her. The next day we hungout for a bit and later that night she was talking to some other guy. At the time I was deep into this blackpill shit and immediately got turned off(she was probably just making casual conversation and I overreacted), so I left and ghosted her for a bit. She reaches out and we talk for a bit. She always showed interest, viewed my instagram stories and liked them. Because of the bp/redpill mindset I had I didn’t see her as a romantic option and I would roast her and call her a hoe and say mysoginistic shit to her and I would leave her on seen and take forever to respond and only text her when I was drunk.

Eventually I got into a relationship with a hqnp mtb for about 4 months. I took the relationship seriously and tried to make it work just so I don’t have to jump back into the fucked up dating market, but we broke up over some differences. I started texting the staceylite again and she is pissed and saying she won’t be the second option. We run into eachother at a bar and she asks me to come outside and she calls me out and cusses at me and my two friends and a random british guy are listening around the corner and laughing their asses off.

I try texting her over the next month, but she is dry and sends one word replies. Eventually she blocks and I don’t talk to her for like almost a year. I still use my alt to look at her acc and realize that shit she is really attractive and I probably won’t pull someone as attractive especially when I go back to the US.

A few weeks ago I have full blown infatuation with this girl and can’t think of anyone else. There are two other girls I am texting that are into me, but I can’t stop thinking about this girl. Saw her story last night and she is with an mtn. I really hate being a oneitiscel cause it legit messes with my ability to focus and think and pursue other options. Anyone know how to cope?

//SubSigma

 

[SubSigma]

@Ghost Philosophy @Orka @cleanrs

 

[davidlaidisme67]

You can’t cope with the one that got away I’m sorry bro. Just try to distract yourself with those 2 other foids. You did this to yourself. You should’ve let the blackpill guide you, but nope you let it consume you and now look what it did to you. It blinded you to what could’ve possibly been an amazing experience with her. You overreacted with her talking to other guys despite not being exclusive and it wasn’t even in a sexual manner. It’s over bro just distract yourself or kys

 

[ProBono]

distract yourself with other foids and the pain will go away eventually, chasing her more is just pointless, I know what it's like to be completely rent free knowing I fucked it up but it faded over time

 

[davidlaidisme67]

distract yourself with other foids and the pain will go away eventually, chasing her more is just pointless, I know what it's like to be completely rent free knowing I fucked it up but it faded over time

The best advice to give bro I swear

 

[SubSigma]

You can’t cope with the one that got away I’m sorry bro. Just try to distract yourself with those 2 other foids. You did this to yourself. You should’ve let the blackpill guide you, but nope you let it consume you and now look what it did to you. It blinded you to what could’ve possibly been an amazing experience with her. You overreacted with her talking to other guys despite not being exclusive and it wasn’t even in a sexual manner. It’s over bro just distract yourself or kys

Ye its brutal tbh. And I don’t feel much from this other girl im texting even tho she isn’t bad looking. The biggest flaw with the bp is that people don’t try to hide it and say some shitty autistic shit to normal people when it belongs in the offtopic section on .org. If I see the girl again ill try to apologize if she will let me just to get some closure, but its gonna be hard moving on with being infatuated with her. This might be my motivation to leanmax again.

//SubSigma

 

[SubSigma]

distract yourself with other foids and the pain will go away eventually, chasing her more is just pointless, I know what it's like to be completely rent free knowing I fucked it up but it faded over time

Good advice, but brutal while being onitiscelled. I remember telling my friend last year to move on with this a girl he was infatuated with that wasn’t that attractive or special, while thinking that it’s something easy to move on from. Now being on the receiving end to the point where I can’t think of anything or anyone else is brutal.

//SubSigma

 

[ProBono]

Good advice, but brutal while being onitiscelled. I remember telling my friend last year to move on with this a girl he was infatuated with that wasn’t that attractive or special, while thinking that it’s something easy to move on from. Now being on the receiving end to the point where I can’t think of anything or anyone else is brutal.

//SubSigma

yea it's brutal how subservient we are to our emotions. I used to have that detached "how bad can it be, just move on" attitude too until I experienced it first hand, at the end of the day you just have to tough it out any way possible

 

[SubSigma]

yea it's brutal how subservient we are to our emotions. I used to have that detached "how bad can it be, just move on" attitude too until I experienced it first hand, at the end of the day you just have to tough it out any way possible

Can’t believe I had a girl this attractive into me. I’ll keep trying to talk to other girls and move on, but she is gonna be in the back of my head for a while.

//SubSigma

 

[Whatever]

I still get oneitis but I don't have anything to say to them and I'd just DNR any long texts like that, girls kinda know not to talk to me like that anyways. "Why are you active on Instagram" that shouldn't get a response. But to truly internalize this you might have to go through things in life that teach you not to explain yourself and that your opinion and also the opinions of others do not matter, only people's actions matter. And then the world will meet you there.

 

[SubSigma]

I still get oneitis but I don't have anything to say to them and I'd just DNR any long texts like that, girls kinda know not to talk to me like that anyways. "Why are you active on Instagram" that shouldn't get a response. But to truly internalize this you might have to go through things in life that teach you not to explain yourself and that your opinion and also the opinions of others do not matter, only people's actions matter. And then the world will meet you there.

Yeah, I just need to avoid these cortisol spikes. I hate texting women and prefer talking in person cause I have to try to comebup with some nt answer.

//SubSigma

 

[SubSigma]

@rockyz darktriad orgin story thread

//SubSigma

 

[cleanrs]

w

It’s been a while since I have been onitisceled. The last time I got extremely infatuated with a girl to the point where I couldn’t think of anything else was a couple years ago. Thats what got me into redpill and eventually blackpill. Around 2024 I moved to Poland, and I got over it and had a couple ons with some decent looking women (mostly Polish, Ukrainian, and one German), and a relationship for a couple months.

In mid 2024 there was a Polish girl I hooked up with and she was facially the most attractive girl I have ever been with. She was around Staceylite, in good shape, but not much ass and tits. My friends were spreading rumors that she was a hoe but at the time I didn’t really care and slept with her. The next day we hungout for a bit and later that night she was talking to some other guy. At the time I was deep into this blackpill shit and immediately got turned off(she was probably just making casual conversation and I overreacted), so I left and ghosted her for a bit. She reaches out and we talk for a bit. She always showed interest, viewed my instagram stories and liked them. Because of the bp/redpill mindset I had I didn’t see her as a romantic option and I would roast her and call her a hoe and say mysoginistic shit to her and I would leave her on seen and take forever to respond and only text her when I was drunk.

Eventually I got into a relationship with a hqnp mtb for about 4 months. I took the relationship seriously and tried to make it work just so I don’t have to jump back into the fucked up dating market, but we broke up over some differences. I started texting the staceylite again and she is pissed and saying she won’t be the second option. We run into eachother at a bar and she asks me to come outside and she calls me out and cusses at me and my two friends and a random british guy are listening around the corner and laughing their asses off.

I try texting her over the next month, but she is dry and sends one word replies. Eventually she blocks and I don’t talk to her for like almost a year. I still use my alt to look at her acc and realize that shit she is really attractive and I probably won’t pull someone as attractive especially when I go back to the US.

A few weeks ago I have full blown infatuation with this girl and can’t think of anyone else. There are two other girls I am texting that are into me, but I can’t stop thinking about this girl. Saw her story last night and she is with an mtn. I really hate being a oneitiscel cause it legit messes with my ability to focus and think and pursue other options. Anyone know how to cope?

//SubSigma

what the actual fuck, I had the same experience with a foid, we started talking in december and went out. After that I invited her to my bd but she couldn't come and she blocked me 1 day after my birthday because I left her on delivered. She unblocked me after a month but I am too fucking nd and she blocked me again. I blocked her too if she fucking unblocks me again Im gonna crashout, im over that hoe

 

[rockyz]

@rockyz darktriad orgin story thread

//SubSigma

darktriad altered jamessapphire typa backstory upload shit like there LMAO

 

[SubSigma]

w

what the actual fuck, I had the same experience with a foid, we started talking in december and went out. After that I invited her to my bd but she couldn't come and she blocked me 1 day after my birthday because I left her on delivered. She unblocked me after a month but I am too fucking nd and she blocked me again. I blocked her too if she fucking unblocks me again Im gonna crashout, im over that hoe

Brutal especially after your birthday. She should have had the decency to at least tell you why.

//SubSigma

 

[SubSigma]

darktriad altered jamessapphire typa backstory upload shit like there LMAO

Missing jamessapphire and his horror threads. Basically an Anikan Skywalker type backstory. If only he was big a few years later he could have famemaxxed with clav.

//SubSigma

 

[rockyz]

Missing jamessapphire and his horror threads. Basically an Anikan Skywalker type backstory. If only he was big a few years later he could have famemaxxed with clav.

//SubSigma

lowkey i will botch my hardmaxxes then LDAR on darktriad writing ER fantasies threads

 

[cleanrs]

Brutal especially after your birthday. She should have had the decency to at least tell you why.

//SubSigma

she was an immature hoe, kept spamming 67 but she was a curly head with blue eyes so halo effects mogs

 

[cleanrs]

h

Missing jamessapphire and his horror threads. Basically an Anikan Skywalker type backstory. If only he was big a few years later he could have famemaxxed with clav.

//SubSigma

he recently posted something and asked why is my dick so black and how can I fix it

 

[wateriswet]

Brutal especially after your birthday. She should have had the decency to at least tell you why.

//SubSigma

I can see your username up at the top retard

//wateriswet

 

[IronMike]

having a oneitis can lead to cuckoldry, you need to cut it out

 

[SubSigma]

lowkey i will botch my hardmaxxes then LDAR on darktriad writing ER fantasies threads

I have been thinking about hardmaxing and taking peptides recently. So far im a softmaxer, but im at the point where I don’t want to gymcel anymore and don’t care about the long term health effects.

//SubSigma

 

[SubSigma]

I can see your username up at the top retard

//wateriswet

You’re gonna see it a lot more in the next few weeks mr.grey

//SubSigma

 

[rockyz]

I have been thinking about hardmaxing and taking peptides recently. So far im a softmaxer, but im at the point where I don’t want to gymcel anymore and don’t care about the long term health effects.

//SubSigma

thats what i wanna hear, we make top tier hardmaxxing threads on dark triad due to the owner having an interest in them ,personally im starting my own cycle soon, lwk fuck long term effects who cares if you die at sixty and be ugly

 

[SubSigma]

thats what i wanna hear, we make top tier hardmaxxing threads on dark triad due to the owner having an interest in them ,personally im starting my own cycle soon, lwk fuck long term effects who cares if you die at sixty and be ugly

Is there any high iq threads on how to get safe reta/glp-1 and how to take it? My friend got prescribed glp-1 and he barely eats now. He got it prescribed by a doctor in Poland, but I don’t think I can get it. Im stuck using alternative sources for now.

//SubSigma

 

[SubSigma]

having a oneitis can lead to cuckoldry, you need to cut it out

Pretty much. After seeing this girl kiss a mtn in her insta story it felt like I got Anakin Skywalkerpilled

//SubSigma

 

[rockyz]

Is there any high iq threads on how to get safe reta/glp-1 and how to take it? My friend got prescribed glp-1 and he barely eats now. He got it prescribed by a doctor in Poland, but I don’t think I can get it. Im stuck using alternative sources for now.

//SubSigma

mutliple members are still working on reta threads, if there is any i will link you to them.

 

[IronMike]

Pretty much. After seeing this girl kiss a mtn in her insta story it felt like I got Anakin Skywalkerpilled

//SubSigma

brutal, but we've all been there

 

[SubSigma]

@Scandicel @spongebob

 

[Scandicel]

@Scandicel @spongebob

Could i get a summary please?

 

[SubSigma]

Could i get a summary please?

Just read it nigga. Not like there is anything else to do in Scandinavia.

Tldr: I was mentally deep into bp/redpill, met a Slavic stacylite in Poland and hooked up with her. Thought she was a hoe cause she was out every weekend and talks to a lot of guys, and I called her a hoe and ignored her for a while. She ended up losing interest and now I realized she was one of the most attractive girls I ever had into me and now im infatuated with her and can’t think of anything else. (She is the girl in my current avi).

//SubSigma

 

[Scandicel]

Just read it nigga. Not like there is anything else to do in Scandinavia.

Tldr: I was mentally deep into bp/redpill, met a Slavic stacylite in Poland and hooked up with her. Thought she was a hoe cause she was out every weekend and talks to a lot of guys, and I called her a hoe and ignored her for a while. She ended up losing interest and now I realized she was one of the most attractive girls I ever had into me and now im infatuated with her and can’t think of anything else.

//SubSigma

Well, just find another one

As easy as that brah, if you can pull a tl once you can do it again

 

[SubSigma]

Well, just find another one

As easy as that brah, if you can pull a tl once you can do it again

I know, but mentally im infatuated with her and can’t think ab anything else tbh. Im supposed to be studying for my calc class, but I legit can’t sit down and think ab anything else tbh. Being a oneitiscel is brutal.

//SubSigma

 

[Scandicel]

I know, but mentally im infatuated with her and can’t think ab anything else tbh. Im supposed to be studying for my calc class, but I legit can’t sit down and think ab anything else tbh. Being a oneitiscel is brutal.

//SubSigma

Well i have definetly had this feeling before lmao, you'll get over her eventually tho.

//Scandicel

 

[SubSigma]

Well i have definetly had this feeling before lmao, you'll get over her eventually tho.

//Scandicel

I know, but I hope I get to run into her again and talk it over. It probably won’t lead to anything but I want to give her a real apology and hopefully be at least friends.

//SubSigma