Im only getting more and more ND

[ToryToad]

It's brutal but maybe one day I will be NT again

 

[FutureER]

 

[AuraMaxxing]

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[ToryToad]

Off topic effect

Nah not really.It's mostly obssesing over my looks for me

 

[valentine]

irs because you dont socialize enough

 

[Someguy XD]

It's brutal but maybe one day I will be NT again

Too much pain for my ND brain

 

[Someguy XD]

Too much pain for my ND brain

It’s so over torytoad over for u over for me over if ur sub nt nt is the law and the police just threw u in prison with a life sentence they made an example of you

 

[ToryToad]

irs because you dont socialize enough

I dont wanna socialize at all .It's so brutal having to see my cousin .Who is tall ,forward grown ,has high set zygos and a good jaw,and good hair.He has literally cl smv or more for his age .Its so brutal having to see him with girls while at his age girls were only disgusted by me.And these girls who like him rn made fun of me today,its so brutal being ugly

 

[ToryToad]

It’s so over torytoad over for u over for me over if ur sub nt nt is the law and the police just threw u in prison with a life sentence they made an example of you

U are right ,but I wont give up Yet

 

[LTNUser]

I dont wanna socialize at all .It's so brutal having to see my cousin .Who is tall ,forward grown ,has high set zygos and a good jaw,and good hair.He has literally cl smv or more for his age .Its so brutal having to see him with girls while at his age girls were only disgusted by me.And these girls who like him rn made fun of me today,its so brutal being ugly

Where do you live

 

[Someguy XD]

U are right ,but I wont give up Yet

U can’t give up if it never started

 

[ToryToad]

Where do you live

Germany

 

[Popstar867]

I dont wanna socialize at all .It's so brutal having to see my cousin .Who is tall ,forward grown ,has high set zygos and a good jaw,and good hair.He has literally cl smv or more for his age .Its so brutal having to see him with girls while at his age girls were only disgusted by me.And these girls who like him rn made fun of me today,its so brutal being ugly

Ngl I know a fat subhumans being in a friend group full of girls (I know he didn’t smash them) and he introduced me to one of the girls ngl as long as your around people it’s gonna be fine don’t think about getting a girlfriend your sole focus should be to enjoy life

 

[johnathansmithston]

I wonder why

 

[Popstar867]

All my life I had friends but this year was brutal for me , I spent almost everyday not talking to any person ( I live alone ) and it was fucking brutal I tell you that

 

[valentine]

I dont wanna socialize at all .It's so brutal having to see my cousin .Who is tall ,forward grown ,has high set zygos and a good jaw,and good hair.He has literally cl smv or more for his age .Its so brutal having to see him with girls while at his age girls were only disgusted by me.And these girls who like him rn made fun of me today,its so brutal being ugly

from what ive seen of you youre not ugly. i dont know, i kinda see your point here but your thought process is also quite autistic
what about socializing at school or uni?

 

[ToryToad]

from what ive seen of you youre not ugly. i dont know, i kinda see your point here but your thought process is also quite autistic
what about socializing at school or uni?

Nah that was a frauded pic and my sude looks way better then my front and yes im somewhat autistic maybe

 

[ToryToad]

All my life I had friends but this year was brutal for me , I spent almost everyday not talking to any person ( I live alone ) and it was fucking brutal I tell you that

Brutal

 

[Popstar867]

from what ive seen of you youre not ugly. i dont know, i kinda see your point here but your thought process is also quite autistic
what about socializing at school or uni?

It’s not as easy as you think I’m above average in looks (average rating of mid htn) but still struggle with speaking and confidence

 

[ToryToad]

I wonder why

Nah thats an achievement yk

 

[johnathansmithston]

Nah thats an achievement yk

Achievement is 10k

 

[valentine]

It’s not as easy as you think I’m above average in looks (average rating of mid htn) but still struggle with speaking and confidence

well its pretty easy for me to speak with confidence. you have to practice public speaking on the regular, you get better at it with time

 

[Yuki]

 

[Popstar867]

well its pretty easy for me to speak with confidence. you have to practice public speaking on the regular, you get better at it with time

Yeah I guess but the problem is that I’m so dry as a person nobody even enjoys my presence i literally have no personality

 

[Popstar867]

It's brutal but maybe one day I will be NT again

My only advice that can make a difference is taking Baclofen , it makes you calm down (like alchohol but full control)

 

[valentine]

Yeah I guess but the problem is that I’m so dry as a person nobody even enjoys my presence i literally have no personality

thats ok. i dont think anyone enjoys my prescence either. im pretty insufferable in terms of how i speak, ive been told that.
but i have to do a lot of public speaking and things like acting on camera at uni so theres no other option other than learn to be comfortable with it. public speaking really isnt difficult

 

[Popstar867]

thats ok. i dont think anyone enjoys my prescence either. im pretty insufferable in terms of how i speak, ive been told that.
but i have to do a lot of public speaking and things like acting on camera at uni so theres no other option other than learn to be comfortable with it. public speaking really isnt difficult

Literally people come up to me and tell me that they want to chat with me , even once a full group of friends sat next to me in the library , but after 15 minutes of sitting they’d leave and I’d never see them again ill try my best practicing . I’m only good at debating

 

[valentine]

Literally people come up to me and tell me that they want to chat with me , even once a full group of friends sat next to me in the library , but after 15 minutes of sitting they’d leave and I’d never see them again ill try my best practicing . I’m only good at debating

haha same every time i meet new peoppe we never talk again

 

[kviijjj]

Your avi is funny as shit ngl bro it's pretty funny like hilarious maybe comical

 

[ToryToad]

Your avi is funny as shit ngl bro it's pretty funny like hilarious maybe comical

Thanks .Took a long time finding this gif

 

[kviijjj]

Thanks .Took a long time finding this gif

This shit so retarded jfl I'm so ND I'm genuinely cage at this rn at 4 am