IM PARTLY FREE (FOR NOW)

[trvechud]

skipping the first week could fuck up my whole year

i don't want to be the little sped that has to catch up

Do french schools assign work the first day . Kek I didnt do any work the first two days

 

[hax]

Do french schools assign work the first day . Kek I didnt do any work the first two days

i had a 2 hour day yesterday for briefing

now it's INSTANTLY a 08:00 -17:30

 

[Arbuscular]

OMFG BRO FUCK YOUR THERAPIST

thats why I don't want to go I know my parents would make a jew deal with the therapist so he tells them everything

they almost sent me to one because I was suicidal once

nah bro thats so bad

i don't want to be the little sped that has to catch up

literally the meta bro like fake some autism so u don't have to study and shit

 

[hax]

literally the meta bro like fake some autism so u don't have to study and shit

i don't have to fake it, it reflects my grades too

 

[inversions]

TURNS OUT MY FUCKING THERAPIST LEAKED EVERYTHING TO MY MOM (LEGALLY) AND MY MOM LEAKED EVERYTHING TO THE DOCTORS
THEN SENT ME IN A MENTAL HOSPITAL LIKE HOLY FUCKING SHIT, IT BE YOUR OWN FUCKING FAMILY

AFTER I WAITED FOR 8 FUCKING HOURS WITH PEOPLE COMING IN AND OUT AND I HAD TO SLEEP ON A BED CAUSE IT WAS TAKING SO LONG...
WORST PART IS THAT GOT PAIRED UP WITH A FUCKING 5'5 MTN AT SOME POINT, TELLING ME THAT I HAVE SEVERE BODY DYSMORPHIA AND THAT IT'S "ALL IN YOUR HEAD"

(ALSO THIS FUCKING GUY WAS SALIVATING OVER THE IDEA OF TAKING HGH BUT HE KEPT TELLING ME THAT IT'S TOO DANGEROUS LMAO)

THEY WERE ABOUT TO LOCK ME UP FOR MULTIPLE DAYS BUT I KEPT DENYING EVERY REASON THEY HAD EVEN IF THEY WERE TRUE
JFL AT THESES RETARDS THEY BELIEVED EVERYTHING I SAID SO THEY HAD NO VALID LEGAL REASON TO CHAIN ME ANYMORE!

MY MOM SAID THAT SHE WAS GONNA KEEP ME ALONE FOR THE WHOLE YEAR BECAUSE MY FRIENDS WERE "BAD INFLUENCE"
ALSO SHE TOLD ME TO HOP OFF THESE FORUMS BUT I KEPT TELLING HER NO HAHAHA
AS IF THAT WASN'T THE EASIEST WAY TO MAKE YOUR CHILD SUICIDAL

GOT BLUEPILLED FOR LIKE 4 HOURS STRAIGHT I COULDN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE I ALMOST SOLD

AFTER THIS LONG ASS LATE NIGHT INTERRACTION THE GUY WAS LIKE "OH YEA I CAN FEEL HE WAS BEING GENUINE THE WHOLE TIME"
JUST FUCKING LAUGH IF YOU THINK I'M GIVING UP THIS EASILY, THANK GOD I'M ALR MTN CAUSE I WOULD'VE CRIED OTHERWISE

NOW MY MOM IS HAVING ME SEE MY FUCKING THERAPIST AGAIN EVEN MORE TALK ABOUT HOW I'M FEELING LIKE HOW THE FUCK DO YOUR STILL NOT GET IT
THERE IS NO "ACCEPTING YOURSELF" RETARD, LET ME FUCKING ASCEND

SHE ALSO HAS ME ON A THIN LITTLE ROPE WHERE I COULD GET LOCKED BACK UP AS SOON AS I MENTION ANYTHING LINKED TO DEPRESSION, SELF HARM OR LACK OF FEELINGS FOR LIFE. I'M NOT IMPROVING MY "NEGATIVE MINDSET" BY COPING HARDER HOLY SHIT.

NOW MY ONLY OPTIONS ARE SURGERY OR KEEP TEASING THE FUCKING HOSPITAL AND BEG MY PARENTS TO UNBLOCK MY FUCKASS BANK ACCOUNT
OR LIKE SOMEONE SHIP HGH TO ME AND I PAY THEM BACK AS SOON AS I'M OUT THE HOUSE KNOWING I WON'T BE ABLE TO TRACK MY BLOOD THOUGH.

@crazyguy @valentine @Psocho @selfascender @imontheloose

I thought u were gone forever

I made a memorial thread too

Free @hax - Dedicated memorial thread

@hax If you don’t know already - he was shipped off to the psych ward. He fought his vegan mother’s desires to looksmin him. His high T self prevailed and he denied fake steak and he began to DEVOUR raw meat. Before he knew it, his mother walked in and let out a scream - as a vegan she...

looksmax.org

 

[sillybilly]

just fake being bluepilled to get out of that shithole
also forgeting about the bp in ur everyday life will actually help you a lot both physically and mentally

cant forget the bp
you see it everywhere